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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Are you still programed?
« on: October 28, 2005, 09:50:00 PM »
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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / The Origin of All this was The Seed
« on: October 24, 2005, 08:43:00 PM »
I agree with you Thom. That is the one thing that stayed with me after I "7 stepped"! I couldn't get high or drunk any more as a non lifer. I knew everytime I went out to drink that I was going to get drunk. Not just to "social" drink. It was always in the back of my mind knowing I couldn't B.S. myself. A lot of other things left a bad taste in my mouth then and now. I do believe we were and are now guinia pigs in the adolescent substance abuse field of psychiatry. We should not have been left to fend for ourselves in that program while being observed behind mirrored glass.
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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Are you still programed?
« on: October 24, 2005, 08:10:00 PM »
I am glad to hear from you. It has been along time.It still feels like yesterday in my mind sometimes though. Very emotional period of my life. I should say rollercoaster at times. I left Florida 6 mths. out of L.I.F.E.. I moved to N.Y. and never looked back. I just celebrated my ten year wedding anniversary. I don't know if you read my reply to your post about John but till this day I still think of the last time I saw him and wished that I stopped him.. Within 6 months of that day he was dead. I feel guilty that I didn't try harder to get him to come back. He was great. So funny. I remember when he got nervous his face turned so red. Talk about wearing your feelings on your sleeve. It was because of him I left and started my life over. Staff used to say,"You can't change your problems geographically." I am proof that is not always the case.I'm glad all is well with you.
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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Are you still programed?
« on: October 22, 2005, 02:23:00 AM »
I was just wondering if you are all still
"Programed" after all this time? No matter how hard I try I can't forget those times. On my second day there I saw someone from the guys side slit his wrists. There was so much blood.I was 15. Its been 16 years and I'll never forget that. People used to run for the door and they were tackled and restrained. If the girl was to strong the guys came over and helped. I was on first phase on and off for almost 8 months. I couldn't go to school! What the f$#% was that about? I have never graduated till this day!
"Programed" after all this time? No matter how hard I try I can't forget those times. On my second day there I saw someone from the guys side slit his wrists. There was so much blood.I was 15. Its been 16 years and I'll never forget that. People used to run for the door and they were tackled and restrained. If the girl was to strong the guys came over and helped. I was on first phase on and off for almost 8 months. I couldn't go to school! What the f$#% was that about? I have never graduated till this day!
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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / The Origin of All this was The Seed
« on: October 22, 2005, 01:55:00 AM »
John Hyland kept running. They had put him back in after a relapse in Charleston. He hated it there. Iwas on staff at the time. I chased after him. He was so desperate not to go back. I wish I would not have let him run.I still think about him and those days often.
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