Lets get one thing straight. I have tried for many years to forget about it but what do you do if you have Post Tratamtic Sydrome. I was abused by mother both physically and verbally growing up and here I was placed into a place where I was getting yelled at three days a week for shit I never did. I was accused of lying in that I said I never did drugs, smoked, and drank before I arrived at Cedu. I came to Cedu because I needed a fresh start on how to intereact with peers not to be yelled at by untrained faculity. I can remember being in with people that were trained in Drama not therapy. You know there are laws in place that say these people can get in serious trouble in they cause harm as not being trained people. Not once while I was there did I get any help on how to interact with people and not mention that education was sub pair. I to have dyslexia and I asked and even my parents asked if there was help and we all were promissed that there was but every time I asked this never was. I was also that the only reason why I couldn't learn is because I was told that I and was led to believe this
Faculity at Cedu several times threatened o take me to a hospital since I was not working up to what they thought I could do. Loking back on it I wish I took them up this as being in a hospital is much better then it was at Cedu. I know this because I was in a hospital several times in my adult life and it was here I was properly diganosed with Bi-polar disorder someting Cedu with its untrained faculity were never considered.
Lets talk about medical treatement. What medical treatment? If you have a headache you are not dealing with you feelings is what they will tell you. True you can get headaches from this but I will throw to things at you 1) I was hours from having to be rushed to the ER with a serious infection because the sore throat that I was complaing about was never treated because none of the faculity believed me. I finally said either you take me the doctor or I will not eat any more. There is also another story of a student that had his apendix rupture and he was complaining about his symptons and the faculity wouldn't take him. If wasn't for a smart thinking Tim Brace this could would have been dead. I have also been reading post on the internet where kids have been injured on the ascent program because they were forced to do things that they couldn't
If you think about why you hate me, you might find that it's not me.
--Antigen