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Open Free for All / marijuana maintenance
« on: April 09, 2004, 04:48:00 PM »
ok, i have been through treatment for both substances and i think they both have pros and cons. i mean, when i was binge drinking every few days, i WAS getting sick, but i was not high all the time and all smoky and skangy. on the other hand, i was hung over. becuase of my age, both are illegal, but i don't think one is better then the other. i felt better when i was smoking then when i was hungover, but once the thc left my system i felt all grungy because of the pot. its so situational. but i think pot is easier to stop then alcohol, no phys. addiction, detox tremors, etc., so if you were to switch then get clean i guess... or just keep doing it. again, its really situational.

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Open Free for All / stupid stepdad. help
« on: April 09, 2004, 04:38:00 PM »
My stepdad is a complete asshole, who lied his way for my to get shoved into Northwest Behavioral Center, then kicked me out, and now i am living with my sister (that part is cool). but he told my exboyfriend that i said he raped me, told my mom i was a slut, and told my brothers and sisters all of the above and more. now my brothers and sisters did not believe most of the bs, but the fact is, my stepdad still said it. he is such a hypocritical fuck, and sooo full of shit. he has ruined so much in my life, and now i am expected to just be ok with that now that i am out of 'treatment' :mad: to top it all of the bastard beat the shit out of me before sending me to treatment, spread rumors about me through a very small town, made my depression into a show (said i cut myself for attention, even though i hid it for 4 years), and told me i was nothing and no one would ever love me, which is fine, because apparently i am not able to love anyone myself. how the fuck am i supposed to deal with him and my family, who comes to his defense in his presence, but talks crap behind his back, and am i the only one with the balls to stand up to him? yes, and that has put me on the with my family. help. sorry so long...

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