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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / I attended an open meeting this month
« on: April 23, 2004, 07:20:00 PM »
Of course its still open. As long as there are shitty parents with $$ and warehouses to be rented there will be a program.
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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / I am Outing Morbid_Opiate
« on: April 21, 2004, 06:59:00 PM »
Thanks :grin:
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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / July - Dallas,Richardson,Irving - Reunion????
« on: April 21, 2004, 06:58:00 PM »
Reading all those names just made me Ill
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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / BUKKAKE
« on: April 21, 2004, 06:25:00 PM »
Funny the things you can find at 5 am when you cannot sleep, isnt it?
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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / I am Outing Morbid_Opiate
« on: April 21, 2004, 06:23:00 PM »
Almost forgot my point.
Thanks Leigh for your kind words.
And Patriot....Dont bother to answer why you made fun of my Depression/Drug Problem.
I already know.
Funny how sometimes the solution to a problem is worse than the problem.
But I thought you would have learned that from straight.
Yes that shit hurt my feelings, then I realized you are a stranger and your opinion doesnt matter. In fact really you share the same ignorant view on depression and addiction as a 75 year old republican.
But its moot I agree to disagree with you and l;eave it at that.
From this point on I refuse to argue with anyone on here. Any stupid comments will be met with silence.
Thanks Leigh for your kind words.
And Patriot....Dont bother to answer why you made fun of my Depression/Drug Problem.
I already know.
Funny how sometimes the solution to a problem is worse than the problem.
But I thought you would have learned that from straight.
Yes that shit hurt my feelings, then I realized you are a stranger and your opinion doesnt matter. In fact really you share the same ignorant view on depression and addiction as a 75 year old republican.
But its moot I agree to disagree with you and l;eave it at that.
From this point on I refuse to argue with anyone on here. Any stupid comments will be met with silence.
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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / I am Outing Morbid_Opiate
« on: April 21, 2004, 06:15:00 PM »
Welp something really really really fucked happened to me this week and I no longer have time for hostilities.
What happened to me made me realize that everything thats happened in the last 30 years means nothing at all, and I am glad to be alive.
I cannot believe I was actually getting upset over total strangers over the internet!
How fucking sad is that? I mean really...
I have sat in my house for 2 years talking to almost noone...and then started trying to have wierd "computer friends"
Why, would I avoid real life people yet reach out to internet friends?
Well Im talking myself into circles here..
But the whole ordeal is silly and I hope you all have a great life.
Theres still people that I want nothing to do with....but I will never wish tragedy on people again.
Forgive me for not sharing what happened but I have learned to keep things vague on here..everything you say can and will be used against you...
What happened to me made me realize that everything thats happened in the last 30 years means nothing at all, and I am glad to be alive.
I cannot believe I was actually getting upset over total strangers over the internet!
How fucking sad is that? I mean really...
I have sat in my house for 2 years talking to almost noone...and then started trying to have wierd "computer friends"
Why, would I avoid real life people yet reach out to internet friends?
Well Im talking myself into circles here..
But the whole ordeal is silly and I hope you all have a great life.
Theres still people that I want nothing to do with....but I will never wish tragedy on people again.
Forgive me for not sharing what happened but I have learned to keep things vague on here..everything you say can and will be used against you...
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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / did you know
« on: April 21, 2004, 08:32:00 AM »
That you can go into preferences and change the colors of the board? I just noticed that.
I always disliked the default color..."Ocean" is the win $$
I always disliked the default color..."Ocean" is the win $$
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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / The weather is here, wish you were beautiful
« on: April 21, 2004, 08:28:00 AM »
I like to open the windows in my bedroom, smoke a big joint and take a nap with the desert air (arid and crisp with nice breeze, none of that sticky humid BS)
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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / I am quitting Opiod_Morphina
« on: April 21, 2004, 06:51:00 AM »
Dont poke me with a stick and I will not bite.
Agreed? ::cheers::
Agreed? ::cheers::
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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Columbine Remembered
« on: April 21, 2004, 06:40:00 AM »
Speaking of Ritalin.
When I was about...well I was in High School still so must have been 16...a femme friend of mine used to party with us pretty much every night, she had a scrip to that...and convinced me to snort a bunch of those crushed up..
And that stuff is STRONG...I quickly became addicted I felt such a wonderful speed rush and talked and talked and was social and could drink all night..
I hadnt done methamphetamine at that point in my life...but the Ritalin in my opinion was alot stronger than cocaine..Granted we were snorting lines made of mabey 6 ...20 m pills...
But I see little diffrence between that and meth..
I cant believe they scrip that out to kids like crazy
When I was about...well I was in High School still so must have been 16...a femme friend of mine used to party with us pretty much every night, she had a scrip to that...and convinced me to snort a bunch of those crushed up..
And that stuff is STRONG...I quickly became addicted I felt such a wonderful speed rush and talked and talked and was social and could drink all night..
I hadnt done methamphetamine at that point in my life...but the Ritalin in my opinion was alot stronger than cocaine..Granted we were snorting lines made of mabey 6 ...20 m pills...
But I see little diffrence between that and meth..
I cant believe they scrip that out to kids like crazy
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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Columbine Remembered
« on: April 21, 2004, 06:27:00 AM »
Well sometimes it can be more someones own mind than any outside stimuli..
And people like to look at situations like this..and try to find an answer..
So...people say things like ..well they were picked on..and they snapped..or...they were doing drugs and listening to death metal..
But you really dont know..
Its like trying to figure out a suicide...
Sometimes whats in someones mind is 100000 times worse than anything in their environment..
I have freaked out and attempted suicide many times among other things..
I still feel like I have very little control of my emotions..
And I dont see things right...not rational and I know when its happening that what Im thinking is distorted..Its not the way things are but I cant stop my mind..
It has caused me problems all of my life..it got me put into straight..I wasnt on drugs..I was fucking nuts...I inherited it..
How many 6 year olds are seeing child Psychs?
I was rised in Institutions..Psych doctors visits every week..Then as I got older the drugs started ...
It has cost me many jobs, friends , girlfriends...
And medications havent ever helped..
The smallest thing can happen and my brain spins out of control with emotion and assumption and I get lost in it...and go into anger robot mode..or paranoid robot mode, some days its a monumental thing for me to drive 3 blocks for cigarettes..
I get surges of terror when the phone rings..
Wierd things like that..
But back to my point...
Now say if I, hypothetically,caused a tragedy..
and had I not told you any of what I just did..
judging from what you think you know of me...
You might say...I did it because of Straight, or opiate addiction...or any number of external reasons.
And none of them would be correct..
Just like all the crap we read about Columbine
is just what everyone assumed was the cause..
Because its really probably whats going on in their head that noone knew and had nothing to do with bullies or parents or trenchcoats ...
The cause is one thing society cannot stop.....ever...and thats the inherent ...evil in man.
Call it mental illness ...call it evil....name it what you like.
And people like to look at situations like this..and try to find an answer..
So...people say things like ..well they were picked on..and they snapped..or...they were doing drugs and listening to death metal..
But you really dont know..
Its like trying to figure out a suicide...
Sometimes whats in someones mind is 100000 times worse than anything in their environment..
I have freaked out and attempted suicide many times among other things..
I still feel like I have very little control of my emotions..
And I dont see things right...not rational and I know when its happening that what Im thinking is distorted..Its not the way things are but I cant stop my mind..
It has caused me problems all of my life..it got me put into straight..I wasnt on drugs..I was fucking nuts...I inherited it..
How many 6 year olds are seeing child Psychs?
I was rised in Institutions..Psych doctors visits every week..Then as I got older the drugs started ...
It has cost me many jobs, friends , girlfriends...
And medications havent ever helped..
The smallest thing can happen and my brain spins out of control with emotion and assumption and I get lost in it...and go into anger robot mode..or paranoid robot mode, some days its a monumental thing for me to drive 3 blocks for cigarettes..
I get surges of terror when the phone rings..
Wierd things like that..
But back to my point...
Now say if I, hypothetically,caused a tragedy..
and had I not told you any of what I just did..
judging from what you think you know of me...
You might say...I did it because of Straight, or opiate addiction...or any number of external reasons.
And none of them would be correct..
Just like all the crap we read about Columbine
is just what everyone assumed was the cause..
Because its really probably whats going on in their head that noone knew and had nothing to do with bullies or parents or trenchcoats ...
The cause is one thing society cannot stop.....ever...and thats the inherent ...evil in man.
Call it mental illness ...call it evil....name it what you like.
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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / NORTHWEST BEHAVIORAL HEALTHCARE SERVICES
« on: April 20, 2004, 07:38:00 PM »
Staff wishes = sit up straight...look forward...share your innermost secrets...or be restrained?
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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / I am quitting Opiod_Morphina
« on: April 20, 2004, 07:30:00 PM »
Thats right, I am shedding my skin and everything associated with it..
Thanks, that is all
Thanks, that is all