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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / hear me out
« on: March 26, 2005, 09:35:00 PM »
I went to cedu for two years and have major anger towards the place. i wish i had never gone and i wish i couldve had a "normal life". the people who come on here and get angry at the people who apparently havent "gotten over" the experiences need to take a look. you know some people deal with the past differently. this is how i do it anyways. i vent to people who SHOULD understand. i thought i could come on here to say something about how i felt back then and the grudges i hold now to people who may or may not feel the same way, but should at least have the common respect to give a person some space to say their peace.  i just dont want someone to critisize the way i deal with things...

out of all the people in the world you who went to cedu should understand...

i apologize for coming off like a little ignorant bitch in the start of my posts...

i just want someone to listen and maybe thats what you all should do.

thank you...

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move on???? no...who r u???  i WANT to know who u r...coz u know wut...(and yes now i am bitching but just fuckin listen)  im tired of u calm ass people... thinking that everyone is like u and can "see the mother fuckin light" and to "move on" well guess fuckin wut... for some people this is there only way to get out wut they felt then that they couldnt say that is spoken now...some people just dont get it.... i understand that u got over it...i didnt...ok? so just shut up if u dont like it

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / you guys are retarded
« on: March 26, 2005, 09:14:00 PM »
wut the hell was that??? that was just ...i dont know...if u dont like it why r u here ??? i hate cedu...im not a closet cedu lover...i fuckin turned out like a peice of shit coz of that school...do not say all of "us" ...i am a person who just needs to vent out shit...some people ACTUALLY have personalities ..i probably dont make any sense...but if u have a problem say ur name and show ur face..coz if u dont ...all u r is a pussy..i hate u whiny anonymous people...i wish i could get u all in a room and shoot UR ASSES[ This Message was edited by: lookatmenowbitch on 2005-03-26 18:17 ]

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / lindsey gill??
« on: March 26, 2005, 05:29:00 PM »
who r u? is it tom?

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i graduated..i see every problem with it... they ridicouled u to laugh... well hon its traumatizing to have that happen and i think of all people u should know if u did graduate...

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i also hate the summit days where we pranced around like idiots in costume in front of people who could laugh....i was the character quazimodo coz i felt ugly ...so they decided to make me ugly so they could laugh.... i am a powerful and forgiving woman my ass...i may be but up there i was below shit

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they pull it together coz they shut down....how dumb r u???i never cried in raps unless they brought up one of my most horrible insecurities... they loved to see us cry...every time they would bring up the fact that i threw up and that i felt like i needed to be skinny to get guys..and THEN go on the fact that i was a slut...they seemed to enjoy when i cried...they would smile when i did and then theyd move on to someone else,...so shut up about YOUR whineyness about ours ...because we have a right to whine...i went there from 2002 to 2004... i will always remember the days they annihalated me for going to the hospital... they yelled at me for my problems and loved it when i cried... they never helped me grow strong...
just more weak with a hardened face

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / lindsey gill??
« on: March 26, 2005, 04:50:00 PM »
im noelle.....who had sex with lindsey??? and why would u fuckin post that shit??? lindsey is an awesome person yo....is this tom?

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I AM NOELLE!!!!!!!!! I WENT TO CEDU IN RUNNING SPRINGS FOR ABOUT 2 FUCKIN YEARS!!!!!    I AM NOW KNOWN AS LINZY!!! I HATE THAT SCHOOL>>>> IT SHOULD BE TORN DOWN ALONG WITH THE MEMORIES THAT WILL NEVER FUCKIN GO AWAY......happy...??? i said my name..... sighh

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oh yea and why dont u "anonymous" people show urselves...god damn its enough to be an asshole dont be a pussy also

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i really dont think anyone should be calling anyone "sluts" maybe this ashley girl (dont know her) was ooa all the time and didnt get caught... but u just said ur friend was ooa and got in trouble alot... was ur friend a slut too? we all have our problems...and if your going to be saying that then maybe u should really see wut u act like... i know i hate cedu yes but my knowledge of other people has nothing to do with that shit hole.... i have had a hell at cedu being called a slut and a hell at home too... its the kids like u there who have made life there a hell...

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jesus christ...yes he probably does care but really....were u sent away ??? no ..if he had sent u away u would feel the fuckin same that i do...i am glad its shutting down.....im not gonna have a good easter either...u wanna hear me whine about it? god damn... he may be caring... i cared alot about staff at my school.. so fuckin wut...get over it hell get a new job... why dont u feel the pain of the kids who went there... and not whine about a measly job...

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this is the fuckin greatest thing... i am sooo happy...the kids get to be regular HUMAN BEINGS again.... yes the did shit to get there...but let them live a life to make their own damn choices...not lock them away and teach them that they were broken and that they needed to be fixed...

its great that cedu is not there anymore to teach the wrong fuckin lesson...

by the way i was known as noelle...i went to cedu for two years... and i am worse then ever...thanks assholse

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