((And to the Anonymous poster from earlier: that boy who did a stint of 19 years; hasn't he gotten his money yet for false imprisonment and all the other shit that goes with it ? Did the president in office at the time declare a state of emergency and also declare an official War on Murderers ? Warttime Reparations, PUHHleaze ?!?
Dude. You get your ::bangin:: Straight first before you step.))
That was me - connectivity probs kept logging me off I suppose. I don't post anonomously on purpose.
And yeah - as far as I know, murder is the top crime in this country next to treason. I don't know if there's been an official declaration of war on murderers - so? I don't get your point.
The point I was trying to make is that WE as a collective Society of Seed/Straight/Legacy program Survivors were not physically or geographically imprisoned for 20+ years. The memories are horrible. There are people suffering with a post traumatic stress disorder to this day - but can we liken our experience with those of the soldiers in WWII (when it was called 'Shell Shock') or VietNam (when PTSD was coined)? I think not. I think it's an entirely different species.
I say that because I know there have been deaths within these programs. I know there have been moments when some of us thought we were going to die - serious stuff. It DOES in some ways parallel that of wrongly convicted felons in penitentiaries and soldiers who witnessed horrible acts of war. But we have it a little better, I think.
Unlike the soldiers, the majority of us did not live in fear of being killed. Unlike the prisoners held on a bogus murder charge - we knew it was only a matter of time til that magic birthday rolled around.
But the memories and the nightmares and the exaggerated startle reflexes continued on into our late 20's and 30's.... somewhat akin to the soldiers and the the falsely accused.
Yes - I can see where we have some commonalities. But leave "War Time Reparations" to those who went to war. Don't equate the few years you were made to live in false confinement to that of someone who lived in false confinement three times as long.
Give credit where credit is due. Respect our soldiers. Respect our people who have lost a lifetime on the inside. And still respect yourself.
::cheers::