All y'all,
I do not post often. I offered an initial introducory post that received next to no repsonse. Since that time, I've read the board often and sometimes commented. Again, I recieved very little response.
All in all, I've received a very chilly welcome here. I wonder whether it is because I am assumed to be a "Jesus-Freak." I have been open from the time I introduced myself that I will soon be ordained as a minister in the Episcopal Church. I don't think I've proselytized, but I have not hidden my faith either. Have I received the chilly reception I have because "Oh God, he's a Jesus-Freak?" I'm wondering now because of so much disparging talk about religion in general and Christianity in particular, and because I've seen most people rather warmly welcomed here. I don't mean to offend. I ask out of curiosity.
Following on that curiosity: I'm prompted to say that we obviously have, on this board, people of active (and varied expressions of) Christian faith; people who subscribe to other spiritual paths; and people who, in varying degrees, are suspicious and skeptical about religion in general and Christianity in particular. There have been what I regard to be regretable statements made from people across this spectrum towards people across this spectrum. Regretable, in that the comments made, most often, have lacked charity and humility. I direct that criticism to my Christian brothers and sisters directly, and I direct that to rest of the board saying I understand why my Christian brothers and sisters have reason to feel disparaged.
Some of the assumptions directed towards Christians on this board are patently smug and unfair, in my opinion. The assumption that Christians are somehow weak and that their faith is spackle to fill holes in the walls their psyche is unfair. The assumption that Christians lack the capacity for (or at least don't practice) critical thinking in regards to Church doctrine, understandings of God, the Scriptures, society, and our fellow human beings is patently false. I am Christian. I am strong. My faith is not a crutch. I do ask critical questions. I do practice free thought. It is not fair to me to flippantly dismiss me because I am Christian. Take this observation from a Christian who HAS NOT TRIED TO PREACH TO YOU, NOR CONDEMNED ANYONE TO HELL. NOR TOLD YOU THAT YOUR SALVATION DEPENDS ON YOU AGREEING WITH ME.
So my next question how do people feel about Christians? I'm not looking for flames or fights. I'm looking for simple statements for the sake of the board's own self-critique. Is there an anti-Christian prejudice here? If there is, there is. If there isn't, there isn't. I'm not going to run off one way or another, nor will I stop being open about my faith. I come here to remember. For so long, I had forgotten. This forum helps me a great deal in this regard.
A final note. I don't know and don't care who started the Carmel -vs- Morli fight. I don't think either of you is entirely at fault or entirely innocent. But... it seems everytime Carmel opens her mouth, she's getting her shit jumped. I, for one, am tired of it. I think Carmel has been beat on enough now for any of the shit she might have said in the past. Please move on. Know that I appreciate both of you for your differing perspectives, but this tit-tat crap amounts to just that - crap.
I think I can safely say that I' ve pissed off at least someone with this post. Oh well...
After 18 months of motivating in blue plastic chairs, I know that I am your brother,
Michael Cadaret
Babylon in all its desolation is a sight not so awful as that of the human mind in ruins.
-- Scrope Davies: Letter to Thomas Raikes, May 25, 1835.