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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / question about relationships

« on: February 08, 2004, 12:48:00 AM »

I am now married (again) after going through some lousy relationships. This time it feels different though, probably because I've started to deal with all the Straight garbage.

Straight taught me to yell, cuss, fight to get what I thought was right...though most of the time I was wrong! It took me two severe beatings from an ex and lots of drugs to make me realize that there had to be more to life than misery.

I now choose to be drug free, and to do that I have to deal with the Straight shit. And sometimes it feels like I'm going through hell, but I'll be better off in the long run.

I have a wonderful daughter, and an extremely understanding and loving husband. These two people honestly support me, and love me no matter what kind of hell I have gone through. I know they are always going to be there for me. At first I was scared to share all this with them, but now know that they aren't going anywhere just because they know what I can be.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / apology

« on: January 28, 2004, 03:42:00 PM »

You are not the only one who's a addict and had a pretty screwed up life. I have been trying to stay sober for over 19 years. I know now that I can't until I start dealing with this Straight hell that I went through. I appreciate all the advice I have gotten from you and others in the short time that I have been on these posts :wave: I am so greatful to know why I have some of the problems I do, and you all have helped me with those problems.

So PLEASE don't leave. :wink:

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Lord of the Flies

« on: January 27, 2004, 09:11:00 PM »

The movie that showed while I was still in Straight was on regular television. It was called "Not My Kid" and it just made Straight look glorious. :flame:

I haven't seen Lort of the Flies yet, but just told my hubby that I want to see it...said he'd see what he could find.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Survivor weekly check in thread

« on: January 27, 2004, 08:56:00 PM »

I have really gotten lots out of this site since I found it a couple of days ago.

By the way, names Lynette, live in Michigan. Went to Straight Cincinnati in 84 or 85 and then came to Plymouth, Mi when the building opened.

Funny, NOT ONCE have I seen anything good about Straight. I am so glad no other kids will have to go through the same shit I did....I hope!

Started telling my hubby about it just today. He is shocked and appalled. He called from work and said he feels so bad about what I went through all those years ago. He is such a sweetie! :grin:

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Pysical Abuse

« on: January 27, 2004, 01:06:00 PM »

I remember being ripped on and confronted endlessly for not restraining other girls. I was one of the biggest girls in my group.(Cincinnati 1984 or 1985) I was confronted for not caring about a girl by not restraining her. I was on 1st phase ::mecry:: ::mecry:: And to the gal that passed out, you copped out and I'm glad you did.

[ This Message was edited by: xdevildogs on 2004-01-27 10:19 ]