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Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones => Topic started by: Anonymous on January 31, 2005, 03:51:00 PM
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You told me I wouldn't survive, I am alive, breathing, and happy.
You told me I would never have anything, I make lots more money than you assholes that "helped" me.
You told me I was nothing but a slut, I have respect from EVERY man who comes in contact with me.
You told me I wouldn't have love, I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy who holds me #1 in his life.
You told me I wouldn't have anything to give, I am involved with many NON-PROFIT organizations to take kids off the streets.
You told me I would fuck up, and I did, but got back up and used my PAST for KNOWLEDGE not GUILT!
You told me that no one in the world would care if I died, I think you were referring to yourself.
You told me I wouldn't have my dreams, as a singer I continue to work in studios and as a business-woman I am on the top.
You told me that I wouldn't use what I learned from BCA ('97-'99), I think that was the ONLY thing that your damn staff had to say about me that was true!
:wave: Hey everyone! Just ask me and I will let you know who this is. For the people out of the program, STOP LETTING THEM RUN YOU. If you are still affected by what happened I don't blame you, but it is time to get on your feet and do something for your life, for your own sake. They don't care how and who they hurt, but you are STILL hurting. The only person who can help at this point is you. If you need someone to talk to, please feel free to post on here and I will check this. But there is life after CEDU! I promise! For the people in the program, just be strong with who YOU know YOURSELF TO BE. No one can take that away, regardless of what they do!
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I really apprieciate your success,and your spirit.
::nod:: ::nod::
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A wonderful post that every parent should read.
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I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You?re wrong if you think that I?ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You?re wrong if you think that I?ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You?re wrong if you think that I?ll be just like you
I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you
I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You?re wrong if you think that I?ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You?re wrong if you think that I?ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You?re wrong if you think that I?ll be just like you
On my own, cause I can?t take liven with you
I?m alone, so I won?t turn out like you
Want me to
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You?re wrong if you think that I?ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You?re wrong if you think that I?ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You?re wrong if you think that I?ll be just like you
I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
I cannot see how a man of any large degree of humorous perception can ever be religious -- unless he purposely shut the eyes of his mind and keep them shut by force.
--Samuel Clemens "Mark Twain", American author and humorist
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that is pretty terrific. Ginger, did you write that?
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hmm.. im trying to think of who you are, but i cant come up with anything.
anyhow, my opinion about cedu changes over time, and there isnt a day that goes by that I dont think about my time in N. Idaho at least once. Its like, there were alot of cool people there (and alot of dumbasses) that I would have never met otherwise, and thats all well and good, but at the same time I cant help but think about how different my life would have been if I had never been there. I know everyone who went to and especially those who graduated from a CEDU program knows exactly what im talking about.
Its good to hear you got into singing. I got into playing drums after I got out, and I think thats because making music can be an emotional release which is what I did day in and day out from Dec 96 to June 99.
I could go on and on... anyhow, who are you? :grin:
- Patrick Meredith PG 12
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On 2005-02-01 19:32:00, Anonymous wrote:
"that is pretty terrific. Ginger, did you write that?"
Oh my, no! That's a pop song by Three Days Grace. Every time I hear it I think it was written just for Program kids.Facts are stubborn things; and whatever may be our wishes, our inclinations, or the dictates of our passions, they cannot alter the state of facts and evidence.
--John Adams
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Pat, It's Dominick!!!!!!!!! I wrote that stuff that opened this post! What's going on with you man?
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"You told me I was nothing but a slut, I have respect from EVERY man who comes in contact with me."
"You told me I wouldn't have love, I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy who holds me #1 in his life."
It sounds to me like some guy got you pregnant and left you... respect?
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What an incredibly rude, hostile, mean spirited and ill manored thing to say to a lady! Is that how your mother raised you to behave?
Give a man a fish and you feed him for a day; teach him to use the Net and he won't bother you for weeks.
--Anonymous
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No it's ok Antigen...Not all people can have class enough to not put things together in their head how THEY want them to be. Let people say whatever they want to say...just one question for you though...Do YOU feel better about yourself?!
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Better than what?
"Replace end user" (The Top Support Call Closer 10 Years Running)
--Bastard Administrator
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Ginger, that was in no way directed to you..sorry about that....lol...I was asking the person who wrote that other stuff if they felt better about themselves...LMAO!
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OIC,
Ya' know, I still enjoy this. That little exchange was just so much like so many hundreds of group confrontations and come-down raps that I sat through at Straight. Not only could you not voice any dissent or try to defent the person being verbally torn up, but you had to pretend you agreed. And you'd better damned well be convincing or else!
So I still enjoy taking the opportunity to talk back when it arises. I sure do feel better! LOL
The man who views the world at 50 the same as he did at 20 has wasted 30 years of his life.
-- Muhammad Ali
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Oh no, I would've gone crazy sitting in those boring ass raps if I couldn't bring a little controversy to it by defending whoever was being lit into. Even if I didn't agree, it was almost a code we had among friends that if one of us was getting torn a new one, the rest would step in and deflect the flak - most of the time, it would end up shifting the staff (or the occasional look good student)'s attention from person to person until 2 hours had gone by and no one knew what the hell had just happened.
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shit, I remember one of my friends getting torn a new one from one of the new staff and I got up and turned the tables on them. I just didn't like people new coming and yelling at people that they didn't know. what the hell did they have to be mad at? They had the honeymoon....
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yeah, how about that jackass Mark Hewitt at BCA? A big know it all. He is a schemer and a liar. Now HE is scary.
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I'm not sure when you were at BCA, but Mark definitely toned it down quite a bit and turned into a half-decent staff, and then suddenly got fired. They wouldn't talk about why (what else is new...), but a friend of mine and I ran into Mark when we were on overnights in Sandpoint. He was just working at a grocery store, and he told us all about how he felt bad about the way that place had trained him to act, and that when he tried to make a bit of a stand, they canned him.
The worst was when we would have guests in raps...staff from other schools, prospective staff, visiting clinicians, Ascent staff, etc...and they would try to get in people's faces and lay into them. There is nothing I hated more than that - I would let them know that, too.
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whatsup angela!!
good to hear from you. its been a long time! lets see, what have I been up to.. lol alot but mostly I've been in ATL and working/going to school.. you know how it is... ::puke:: visited a long time ago, Sarah Durand and Kingsley came out about 3 years ago.. what ever happened to those 2? you talked to them recently?
anyways, I hope youve been OK post-BCA, and that that shithole didnt mess you up too bad.
write back soon :em:
- Patrick
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yeah, well, Mark is back for about six months now. Guess he got bored working for grocery stores.
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well that sucks for Mark. that place isn't shit compared to what it used to be, that's for sure. not nearly as intense.
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Just wanted to say I appreciated what you wrote. I went to Cascade. The sister school of CEDU. I don't know you but glad to hear your doing well. I'm in the same boat you are.
Mikecarren@aol.com
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Nah, that place ain't messed me up too bad. I work my ass off at my job, making good money and raising my kid. Yea, I got back in touch with Rachel and we email and call and shit like that. Sarah and Jason visited me in Arizona and I ain't heard from them since. That was December of '00. I talk to Misty all the time and we kick it a lot (I am back in Seattle now). But that is about it. Hey, email me sometime (alakey@hotmail.com).
Ps. Thanks Mike Carren for what you said, I appreciate it and I hope all is well with you
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Just wanted to tell everyone who reads this hi, and if you want to talk let me know...really want to know where all my old friends are at....so if you get on here and see what everyone is saying...hit it up!