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Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => Straight, Inc. and Derivatives => Topic started by: Scarstruck on December 29, 2004, 02:06:00 PM
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I didnt know if I had formally posted this yet but its on my to do list and thought Id cross it off.
Doing this so that if anyone ever googles your name they will know what you did. Forgiveness is not in my heart for you, may you rot in hell motherfucker.
April 1988 ~ McClain host home, Garland Tx~
Remember when I was your newcomer and you made us ( us= myself, you and my fellow newcomer) get keyed in to take a "nap" ...although those werent your intentions as you told us beforehand you wanted to get keyed in so you could fucking masturbate...which in and of itself could have been done in your private shower time
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But heres the kicker: Mike was a homosexual who was later confronted in group for attempting to dry hump another phaser as they slept...they woke up and old Mike Patterson was rubbing his dick against their ass.
Another STRAIGHT sexual assault "dealt" with in group that was never reported.. Im not gonna mention the victims name as he's innocent.
Anyway yes I remember that day you made us get keyed in and then started jerking off in front of us...which is fucked up enough right there...but you had to stand up and do it in front of us, your newcomers. You are a sick faggot, do you realize that I was 12 or 13? And you must have been what 17, 18 ? you turned 18 there didnt ya?
I guess that makes you a pedophile faggot on top of everything.
Not even sure how many times you did that ...and there were multiple other newcomers shuffled through this house that were witness to this as well.
I was damn happy to get moved to another host home...It was my first month in straight and I was shellshocked and scared...one of the youngest children in Dallas straight ever...and then having to deal with a sick faggot oldcomer that did that shit every weekend....was alot to deal with.
Im sure you are real sorry though and changed and all that ....or let me guess you went through "Cult deprogramming" like some of your abusive cohorts.
Well I dont buy that shit. People like you and Stephen Brooks and Jennifer Loar took pride and glee in the suffering of other , younger, children that were in your captivity.You truely enjoyed it.
Just as I saw the sick pleasure in the eyes of Jenn Lhorr and Stephen Brooks as they shredded peoples low self esteem...We saw the sick pleasure in your eyes as you forced 12 and 14 year old boys to watch you jerk off.
Ok class lets recap:
Michael Patterson,of Midland Texas, in april of 1988 sexually assaulted myself and other individuals by forcing us to watch him masturbate on numerous occasions.
In an unrelated incident at another host home, Michael Patterson sexually assaulted another client (and was started over, thus beginning his misbehavor career) and was never turned into authorities.
I am not sure if you are alive or where you are or whatever...but you are a sick faggot and I hope you fucking rot with aids.
When I became an oldcomer I never treated my newcomers like that...ever ever. If I wanted to fucking beat off I did it alone in private..
And you made no attempt to cover yourself either you fuckinbg liked the fact we were locked in a room with you while you masturbated.
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That is a good post. Hold every criminal accountable by name.
Do you know where that guy is now? Does he have access to minors?
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Dont know I havent seen him since straight..
I hope he doesnt have access to oxygen ...
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I found a guy by that name on the registered sex offender list in Alaska. It is probably a different guy but you could check it out, it has a photo. (I didn't keep the creepy link, sorry.)
If he is still around it might be worth it to report the crime just because other people might be reporting him too, but ask the police not me.
Also, I wonder what the criminal ramifications are for the people in charge of Straight of repeatedly failing to report sex abuse against children. It might be worth calling your local FBI agent. Who knows, Texas might someday repeal the SOLs on felonies.
My advice comes with the usual caveat.
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No I hate cops and that was long ago ...Im cool just
putting his name on the internet for anyone to see.
Ill be making threads for more people soon..theres
a few names I want out there for the world to see.
Perhaps Ill start a web site....
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I feel compelled to say how sorry I am that you went through that, Scarstruck. That's really horrible. I went through alot of fear and humililiation in straight, too, but I was never subjected to sexual abuse.
Thanks for telling us all that. I hope it helped you.
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On 2004-12-29 19:36:00, N.I. wrote:
Also, I wonder what the criminal ramifications are for the people in charge of Straight of repeatedly failing to report sex abuse against children. It might be worth calling your local FBI agent. Who knows, Texas might someday repeal the SOLs on felonies.
About the same as the professional ramifications to doctors who, for decades, have given horribly bad advice only to later find out that they were giving bad advice.
Examples:
All immunizations are safe and any parent who doesn't accept that w/o question is a bad parent.
Bottle feeding is better for babies than breast feeding because bottle fed babies gain more weight faster and we can measure how much their getting.
Low grade fever is a bad thing and you should treat a 99ยบ temp w/ aspirin, acetaminaphin or ibuprophen.
Tonsils or appendix giving you trouble? Yank them out. We don't know what they're there for anyway.
No doctor ever was held liable for deaths, illness or other troubles owing to their bad advice, so long as their advice was more-or-less in line w/ professional standards.
Similarly, what was done to us at Straight and what is being done to kids now in other programs is pretty much considered necessary and reasonable by law enforcement.
That's starting to change and I think it's reasonable to expect that, by the time our grandchildren are coming up, these practices will be generally condemned and not tolerated. But don't expect anyone to swing for it. Some few individuals who went beyond the pale even for this line of thinking, like Virgil for example, may catch some flak. But, for the most part, the best we can hope for is to change popular notions about how the children of troubled parents ought to be treated.
Duct tape is like the force; it has a light side and a dark side and it holds the universe together.
--Jedi Knight school drop out.
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I agree that it is possible that law enforcement might look the other way with regards to many abuses at places like Straight. However, the most heinous crime of child sexual abuse is intolerable, and, at least these days, a law enforcement official who failed to take the crime seriously in any form -- including the failure to report the crime -- would be a fool, who would eventually be outed and have to face the press and a public that no longer tolerates such crimes.
(from the website of the Texas Department of Family and Protective Services -- http://http://www.tdprs.state.tx.us/Child_Protection/About_Child_Protective_Services/reportChildAbuse.asp):
"Child abuse and neglect are against the law in Texas, and so is failure to report it.
If you suspect a child has been abused or mistreated, you are required to report it to the Texas Department of Family and Protective Services or to a law enforcement agency.
You are required to make a report within 48 hours of the time you suspected the child has been or may be abused or neglected"
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Mike Patterson died from AIDS a long time ago.
Poetic Justice????? YA :???: I remember asking her "what the fuck are you doing with him.?"
I think she wondered that herself. I saw them a couple of times till I burned em $100.00 on some coke. I never had any intention on scoring for them. They just asked me too many times and wouldn't take no for an anwser. He called for a few days asking for his dope. I finally told him that I ripped him off and if he had a problem with it I'd rip him off again after beating his ass. I never heard from him again that.
Does the past count toward any current favor I may owe.
I heard about his death from Valory Holt. So if you want details like how much he suffered, or who the best surviving family members are to write fucked up letters to, you'll have to get it from her.
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Wow man thats fucking awesome, Im so glad to hear it..AIDS is a motherfucker.
You dont owe me nothing man hehe, never did. I cant believe anyone dated him and theres no way he liked women!
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I feel sad for you - you trash people you have no idea about and make yourself out to have been a perfect phaser who never did a thing wrong. you had to have done some of it - EVEN if you 'did not mean it' since you got to third phase before you left. we all know people didn't get off first without complying some - even if it was an act. For all you know - the one time (even though you swear you never did) you confronted someone may have fucked with their head as bad as you alledge those other people did yours. Sorry you developed a drug habit after Straight - sorry so much bad shit happened to you but guess what - you have let that place and those people you hate control your life and that is sad....that you even type in their names and continue to give them power is even sadder and whether you see it or not - Straight and all those people you hate still have your number - because you let them. I was in Straight for over 2 years, yes Straight Dallas, before you. Graduated in Richardson, not Irving and there were some shitty people there - the whole place sucked ass but it seems even worse to me that you have been on this site for over a year and you seem to do nothing but give Straight and those you resent a hell of a lot more time than they ever deserved. this site seems like it should be a place we should all be able to come and let out what happened and then try to get on with our lives. that place raped every person who was in there of precious days of our childhood and teen years - why give it or any of the people who were there that we did not care for, even one more nanosecond of our life? maybe it is worth it for you for some reason but you talk about getting off the methadone, your girlfriend, having moved and it just seems like if you are going to do these things that could better your life - why not go all the way and truly live in your present and not the past. for some reason you survived - maybe because you have an amazing story to tell - maybe to save some others from the addiction hell you went through - who knows - but very seldom can we ever get what is in front of us if all we are doing is looking behind us...and you are looking back and screaming full throttle. what a waste of you and whatever you are supposed to be doing. if what you are looking for is affirmation that the place sucked and there were mean people there then you have gotten it a million times over - it was horrible, evil, everything else. People were mean. Some totally played along, some really believed in what they were doing but whatever - they were mean, hurtful, rageful, sick, all of it but man it is over. we can hope for justice one day and try to get it but we also should try to move forward and not let it eat our souls one more day. hope that can happen for you sometime - it is a much better way to live. I hated one person so much from that place for a good 11 years, thought about them daily and how much they had fucked with me and how much I hated them. it totally chapped my ass when I found this place to read that they claimed they had a good life, had married, good job, ect. I finally realized what everyone had been saying was true - me hating him did nothing to him but it fucked with my head everyday. honestly, until I just read your post and started typing this, I had not though of him for months and that has been awesome to not have to have that person I so dislike in my head on a regular basis. you should try it. I certainly don't hope for him to win the lottery or anything like that - I just don't really care one way or the other - I hope you can get there someday. You, your life, your girlfriend and others around you will find much more contentment.
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"While we slept, they walked."
Ask an old Hatian what that means.Thought that is silenced is always rebellious. Majorities, of course, are often mistaken. This is why the silencing of minorities is necessarily dangerous. Criticism and dissent are the indispensable antidote to major delusions.
-- ALAN BARTH, The Loyalty of Free Men, 1951.
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On 2005-01-02 02:10:00, Anonymous wrote:
"I feel sad for you - you trash people you have no idea about
Seems like SS knew quite a bit about him. He posted his personal experience with him.
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On 2004-12-30 16:32:00, Reagan Youth wrote:
"Mike Patterson died from AIDS a long time ago.
Poetic Justice????? YA :???: I remember asking her "what the fuck are you doing with him.?"
I think she wondered that herself. I saw them a couple of times till I burned em $100.00 on some coke. I never had any intention on scoring for them. They just asked me too many times and wouldn't take no for an anwser. He called for a few days asking for his dope. I finally told him that I ripped him off and if he had a problem with it I'd rip him off again after beating his ass. I never heard from him again that.
Does the past count toward any current favor I may owe.
I heard about his death from Valory Holt. So if you want details like how much he suffered, or who the best surviving family members are to write fucked up letters to, you'll have to get it from her.
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I copped out from Brandy's host home with her. We were both on second phase and took our two newcomers with us. Hadn't remembered her name 'til I read your post. Her mom was a druggie too. Prescriptions, mostly, if I remember correctly.
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On 2005-01-02 09:14:00, Antigen wrote:
""While we slept, they walked."
Ask an old Hatian what that means.Thought that is silenced is always rebellious. Majorities, of course, are often mistaken. This is why the silencing of minorities is necessarily dangerous. Criticism and dissent are the indispensable antidote to major delusions.
-- ALAN BARTH, The Loyalty of Free Men, 1951.
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Is that Texan for "While we slept, They humped."
And now anonymously beg for silence?
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On 2005-01-02 02:10:00, Anonymous wrote:
"I feel sad for you - you trash people you have no idea about and make yourself out to have been a perfect phaser who never did a thing wrong. you had to have done some of it - EVEN if you 'did not mean it' since you got to third phase before you left. we all know people didn't get off first without complying some - even if it was an act. For all you know - the one time (even though you swear you never did) you confronted someone may have fucked with their head as bad as you alledge those other people did yours. Sorry you developed a drug habit after Straight - sorry so much bad shit happened to you but guess what - you have let that place and those people you hate control your life and that is sad....that you even type in their names and continue to give them power is even sadder and whether you see it or not - Straight and all those people you hate still have your number - because you let them. I was in Straight for over 2 years, yes Straight Dallas, before you. Graduated in Richardson, not Irving and there were some shitty people there - the whole place sucked ass but it seems even worse to me that you have been on this site for over a year and you seem to do nothing but give Straight and those you resent a hell of a lot more time than they ever deserved. this site seems like it should be a place we should all be able to come and let out what happened and then try to get on with our lives. that place raped every person who was in there of precious days of our childhood and teen years - why give it or any of the people who were there that we did not care for, even one more nanosecond of our life? maybe it is worth it for you for some reason but you talk about getting off the methadone, your girlfriend, having moved and it just seems like if you are going to do these things that could better your life - why not go all the way and truly live in your present and not the past. for some reason you survived - maybe because you have an amazing story to tell - maybe to save some others from the addiction hell you went through - who knows - but very seldom can we ever get what is in front of us if all we are doing is looking behind us...and you are looking back and screaming full throttle. what a waste of you and whatever you are supposed to be doing. if what you are looking for is affirmation that the place sucked and there were mean people there then you have gotten it a million times over - it was horrible, evil, everything else. People were mean. Some totally played along, some really believed in what they were doing but whatever - they were mean, hurtful, rageful, sick, all of it but man it is over. we can hope for justice one day and try to get it but we also should try to move forward and not let it eat our souls one more day. hope that can happen for you sometime - it is a much better way to live. I hated one person so much from that place for a good 11 years, thought about them daily and how much they had fucked with me and how much I hated them. it totally chapped my ass when I found this place to read that they claimed they had a good life, had married, good job, ect. I finally realized what everyone had been saying was true - me hating him did nothing to him but it fucked with my head everyday. honestly, until I just read your post and started typing this, I had not though of him for months and that has been awesome to not have to have that person I so dislike in my head on a regular basis. you should try it. I certainly don't hope for him to win the lottery or anything like that - I just don't really care one way or the other - I hope you can get there someday. You, your life, your girlfriend and others around you will find much more contentment."
Scars posted about sexual abuse and you reply with commets about yelling? I've been yelled at several different places, but Straight is the only place where guys grabbed at my nuts in the bathroom and had circle jerks and jack off games. And that's the mild shit. I remember a lot of incidents and names that go with them.
It sounds like you were there around that time. I complained to Camerion Riley and when he told the guilty to stand up, I was the only one still sitting. So I understand why you post anonymously. It sounds like your worried that your name might go up next. I'm not out to embarress anyone. I do hope people have changed. An inability to control sexual desires as a teenager can lead to big problems. It killed Mike Patterson. I just hope the others aren't raping and molesting people now as adults.
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I actually was on the girls side and there was plenty of sick shit that went on there as well. My post was not meant to be taken as we just let them walk - I specifically said I think it is prudent to continue in efforts to hold those in charge accountable but also to get on with our lives and not allow the hatred that place bred in us to continue to rule our lives. I feel for Scarstruck and the guys in general - it seemed like a lot of weird sexual stuff happened on that side. I remember Cameron dealing with the circle jerk or maybe it was Ann Petito who started all those people over - my memory is a little fuzzy on that particular one - I just remember I was on 1st phase and I honestly did not even know what a 'circle jerk' was until it became very clear in that rap. I understand the scars that Scarstruck talks about - I was sexually abused for 6 years as a child - I also know it consumed me with rage for a long time, just like Straight did, until I got that I really could not do a damn thing about either one except not let the pain rule my life and future anymore than it already had. Would I love to see my perp brought to justice? you bet, but he died 8 years ago, so why would I let a dead man who was a sick, sick person take up anymore of my time - I needed to get my soul back from him and Straight and doing that was the best thing I ever did for myself. I hope Scarstruck and everyone else is able to do that same thing. The place and the things that happened there were sheer, fucking hell - I was trying to say that his life is too valuable to waste one more second giving that place or the people he hated anymore time. Maybe it doesn't work for everyone like it has for me - I just hope everyone who had to go through that place will eventually be able to live in their present and not let that place fuck up anymore of their lives than it already has. If that is a bad wish or hope for fellow survivors, then I am wrong but I don't see how that is an off wish or hope for any of us who went through that place.
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since my posting anonymous seemed to be an issue - I have registered and am responsible for the two longer posts on this topic
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[ This Message was edited by: Ex5k on 2005-06-14 14:17 ]