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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Im reporting this website to the police
« on: April 27, 2005, 03:13:00 PM »
Hurty flurty schnipp schnipp

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Were the power of Congress to be established in the latitude contended for, it would subvert the very foundation, and transmute the very nature of the limited Government established by the people of America.
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/0813912652/circlofmiamithem' target='_new'> James Madison


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Im reporting this website to the police
« on: April 27, 2005, 02:56:00 PM »
I am straight hear me roar as I'm running for a door..... :rofl:

Thought that is silenced is always rebellious. Majorities, of course, are often mistaken. This is why the silencing of minorities is necessarily dangerous. Criticism and dissent are the indispensable antidote to major delusions.
--  ALAN BARTH, The Loyalty of Free Men, 1951.


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Done some thinking.....
« on: April 27, 2005, 01:57:00 PM »
How about a song everyone.....

I am straight hear me roar..........

When the government's boot is on your throat, whether it is a left boot or a right boot is of no consequence.
-- Gary Lloyd


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Done some thinking.....
« on: April 27, 2005, 01:10:00 PM »
You know....When I first found this site I was angry and confused....After trolling a while I've come to the conclusion I'm with Dr. Miller Newton, DR. Fuctard, and Ruthie Ann.....Gotta love the blue chairs....And hey any openings for Senior or Junior Staff At the new Straight By The Sea???.......You know we doctors have to stick together.  

 ::bigsmilebounce::

Human beings, who are almost unique in having the ability to learn from the experience of others, are also remarkable for their apparent disinclination to do so.
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/0345371984/circlofmiamithem' target='_new'> Douglas Adams, _Last Chance to See_


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / YAAWWNNN! Animals, the flooding thing is OLD!
« on: April 20, 2005, 03:43:00 PM »
the flooding thing could be " Post Tramatic Stress Syndrome "

you Momma is a big fat's ________
--Leroy Brown


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Falling asleep.....NOT!
« on: March 01, 2005, 12:17:00 PM »
Obsessive/Compulsive...Maybe.

I don't believe in God. My god is patriotism. Teach a man to be a good citizen and you have solved the problem of life.
--Andrew Carnegie, Scottish-born American industrialist and philanthropist


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Sitting in your pity
« on: February 19, 2005, 01:56:00 PM »
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On 2005-02-17 19:50:00, Anonymous wrote:

"WTH is going on here???? 2 Dr. Fucktard's????"


And I can relate to the confusion. It only goes to show that they don't have or can't have their own identity as their brains have been washed. They have become institutionalized and can't function in society that calls for the ability and freedom to be autonomous.

And as for the 7 steps they are only a bastardization of 12 steps of Alcoholics Anonymous.

They were written in order for a purpose. Not for someone to canabalize and mind fuck a bunch of kids.

And hey...."Love ya...mean it"

What was done with the seed saved from the India Hemp last summer? It ought, all of it, to have been sewn again; that not only a stock of seed sufficient for my own purposes might have been raised, but to have disseminated the seed to others; as it is more valuable than the common Hemp.
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/188301123X/circlofmiamithem' target='_new'>George Washington, Writings of Washington, Vol. 35, pg. 72


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / The Seed Indeed Is All You Need
« on: February 19, 2005, 01:28:00 PM »
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On 2005-02-18 19:36:00, Anonymous wrote:

"This is getting real nuts. I am constantly reading how someone thinks their treatment program was by far the worst or best everywhere on Fornits. why can't we all just agree that all of them sucked and all of them caused a lot of pain and misery. It's as if some people are discounting true legitame horrors of abuse because it was not the same program as theirs.



It's turning into a "My master is better than your master ordeal".


 

While I am on a roll here tonight I am also sick of this crap how "I am more of a drug addict than you, etc". "


I totally agree with you on this...Did in fact any of these programs do any of us any good??? And if we answer yes we are surely brainwashed.

This is merely an ego thing of "mine is bigger than yours" and a bunch of inmaturity of trying to prove it.

They were all bad and we all had fucked up experiences and this is something we can all agree on.

 :skull:

Faith, as well intentioned as it may be, must be built on facts, not fiction- faith in fiction is a damnable false hope.
--Thomas Edison, American inventor


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Glamourizing your Druggie Past
« on: February 19, 2005, 09:26:00 AM »
"


On 2005-02-18 04:25:00, shady grove wrote:


Trying to function at all on the outside while being at straight was a fucking joke."

 


I remember one time I was taking my misbehaving newcomer to the building when I had a flat tire on the Interstate. All I could think of is I had to call the building and report that we were going to be late. On the way to the payphone I let go of his belt loop and asked that he not run. I just couldn't stomach the humility of walking up an offramp with my hand on another guys ass ( LOL ).

Needless to say I got my shit blown away because someone saw us and reported us as cop outs.

" Love ya "

Nothing is denied to well-directed labor, and nothing is ever to be
attained without it.
--Joshua Reynolds (1723-1792)


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / 5th Phase Obs Notebooks
« on: February 18, 2005, 11:42:00 AM »
I hated the "OBS pads" I lived in fear that the 5th phaser writing in it was always out to get me. And for a long time it instilled a fear of what others thought of me, a need for me to gain others approval. I was either kissing ass or being mean and hateful because I didn't get it.

Today like it or not I'm just me.

Come to the woods, for here is rest. There is no repose like that of the green deep woods. Here grow the wallflower and the violet. The squirrel will come and sit upon your knee, the logcock will wake you in the morning. Sleep in forgetfulness of all ill. Of all the upness accessible to mortals, there is no upness comparable to the mountains.
-- John Muir


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / head games
« on: February 18, 2005, 11:31:00 AM »
Head games for me are common place, but I do remember misbehaving and singing the song " Head Games " the 5th phasers did not find it funny, but looking back I sure as hell do.

Redemption: Deliverance of sinners from the penalty of their sins through the murder of their deity against whom they sinned.
--Ambrose Bierce


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Sitting in your pity
« on: February 16, 2005, 01:00:00 PM »
I say it's the "APATHY RAP"...."I am straight hear me roar as I go running for a door".....

I believe in God, only I spell it Nature.
--Frank Lloyd Wright, American architect


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Skeletons in the Closet
« on: February 14, 2005, 07:41:00 PM »
This has been almost a major overload today. I've visited multiple sites, read multiple postings and the HORRORS are almost relived. I can't believe how the thoughts and memories still affect me. Knowing that Straight has spin offs and one is in the next town to me almost causes me to almost be sick. I still want to run for a door.

When elephants ? ght, it is the grass that suffers.

http://jonathangullible.com/translations/UK_Comnt040222.pdf' target='_new'>Kikuyu proverb


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Rehabilitation or Punishment???
« on: February 14, 2005, 02:03:00 PM »
I was in the Atlanta Straight ( actually in Marietta GA ) 1983-1984.

I was court ordered which made it difficult for me, either prison or Straight.

I advanced through the phases at first very rapidly as I was complient, but was set back just as quickly for not being able to recite the 4th step ver batum and I was on 4th phase.

During my setback I was judged and held back as poor reports were entered in the 5th phase books about me. I was angry so I misbehaved along with about 6 other people, and senior staff had enough of us. We were taken into the bathroom of the building which was once a grocery store and our director Mr Buttimer had some of the upper phase boys physically abuse us but saying it to the effect of "go over the steps with them" ( but they knew what he meant ). I was forced to clean the toilets and the tile with a toothbrush. It was humiliating. I was then taken out of the host home that I was in and put in one I did not want to be in. I trusted no one at this point, all I wanted was to go home.            

I eventually caved in and was beaten physically, mentally and spiritually. I made it back up to 5th phase and came home on a 5th phase weekend. At this point I was willing to take consequences, face the court ( Which staff loved to hold over my head ) as I knew I would only have to serve a couple months versus an indefinate amount of time and needless to say money. I came back from the weekend, sent in my chain of command and withdrew myself as I was 18 and they couldn't stop me.

Since Straight I have lost trust in family and really don't trust too many others.

Thanks,
Doc[ This Message was edited by: DOC SLOW on 2006-03-01 12:40 ]

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Skeletons in the Closet
« on: February 14, 2005, 10:29:00 AM »
I just stumbled on this website and am a suvivor os the Marietta GA Straight from when it first opened. I spent a year in that chamber of horrors and was robbed of a part of my childhood. The fear, the abuse that was inflicted and the degradation stays with me to this day. I was court ordered along with a bunch of other people from Gastonia NC. There was nothing about recovery and the 7 steps that hung on the wall was only a cover for what they were. I wasn't allowed to talk to anyone who actually knew me nor was I near my family so I had to try to play their game. I lived in fear of being stripped of the the phase I was on and humiliated by being set back. I WAS ROBBED of being a teenager. It's been many years since Straight and I am currently in recovery and writing on my 4th step and when I saw this website it was like a nightmare I have tried to forget and will have to share about with my sponsor. As for the others from my hometown who were forced to go there is only a couple that I have seen in a 12 step fellowship and I know of 2 that have died. I'm glad someone started this site.

Thanks

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