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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / has anybody been able to talk about Cedu in therapy?
« on: June 23, 2004, 04:38:00 PM »
Yes I talk about it all the time in therapy. I have been seeing the same therapist for 4 years and i thought by now i would be over it but im not. So when i get the courage to talk about it i do. I am also engaged to be married when my fiance comes back from Iraq but before we get married we want to do some therapy together. I think it is really hard to tell anyone what happend there. I was manipulated into saying things that werent true and ended up getting people in trouble and i am very ashamed in that and i am also ashamed of all the other things that they, meaning some of the staff, glorified about me. My fiance is the only person i can be totally honest with about everything and even when i was telling him my story i was just feeling so embarassed the whole time. So basically im trying to say that it will be hard but the only way you can make progress is by talking about it. My stupid step mom always makes comments about how i shouldnt be thinking about and and how i should be over it by now. WRONG!!! I thought i was the only one who thought about it all the time untill i found this website and now i feel more normal! ::alieneyesa::

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / Gary Shaw
« on: June 13, 2004, 12:10:00 PM »
I know that a lot of people liked Gary from BCA but he was a pervert. He was one of the team staff on my team when i first got there and he hit on me so much while i was there. He said things along the lines of him wanting to take me outta BCA and when all my clothes came in from my parents i would always have to do like fashion shows for him. And he would always give me looks and try to sit extra close to me. He was a freakin weirdo. At one point we were in a rap and he started talking about how he was in love with this girl and wanted to marry her and i honestly thought he was talking about me but then i found out later from 2 other chicks that he was doing the same thing to them. Has anyone had bad experiences with Gary?

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / Was Rick Snyder really having sex with girls at BCA
« on: June 13, 2004, 12:03:00 PM »
I was on Ricks team called the eagles at bca before he left to go to RMA. I actually thought that Rick was okay at first. I never heard that he was having sex with any of the girls but at one point he totally flipped out on me. instead of calling my parents on one of the home calls i called 2 of my friends from home. I had an upper school student Mel Rock sit in with me. And somehow they found out that i was calling my friends and i got on a fulltime restriction. Well Rick came in and i was at my table and he started bitching at me for what i did and i started laughing. Then all of a sudden he started screaming at the top of his lungs at me and everyone just stopped what they were doing and stared. I was still laughing at this point but i honestly thought that he was going to hit me. Anyways it never happend but i kinda wish it did because i would have sued the shit outta him and the school and made it a huge thing on the news. I heard that when he went to RMA he got fired because he threw a girl up against a wall.

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