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Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => Straight, Inc. and Derivatives => Topic started by: 85 Day Jerk on September 07, 2007, 08:41:28 PM

Title: nope nuttin
Post by: 85 Day Jerk on September 07, 2007, 08:41:28 PM
irrelevant
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Anonymous on September 07, 2007, 08:55:47 PM
Holy sheepshit batman- - - - I want some of those drugs for me too.  Shit, give me the rest of your lithium too dude.  I wanna be fucked up like you were last week.
Title: Re: Gabapentin
Post by: Anne Bonney on September 07, 2007, 09:03:35 PM
Quote from: ""85 Day Jerk""

I am in no way trying to excuse myself for what I said or done, just offering an explaination for anyone curious as to how such venomous hate spew forth from me.

Bullshit.


 
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It's not about fire and desire, concerning another veteran who likens herself to being a pirate.  Its more about a deep and abiding sense of profound disappointment.
My upbringing caused me to place someone on a pedestal when they really were pretty much out from under a rock when we shared a very brief and meaningless walk in the sun together. The tragic thing about some people is that through the wonders of marriage to high income, glaring inconsistancies regarding moral fiber, trustworthiness, and civic duty fall by the wayside and remain unnoticed by all but a few who remain silent out of the false promise that "keeping a civil tongue" and "keeping the peace" may bring.




Fuck you Bob.  You have no idea about me, my finances or my life or what struggles it's taken my husband and I to get where we are (which ain't much, we're finally just comfortable).  When I married him, he was a bartender who owned nothing.

You keep posting shit like this implying that we had some sort of friendship at one time or that we spent time together.  We happened to be at a few of the same places at the same time a long time ago.  If it meant more to you, that's in your head.

Stay the hell away from me and leave me the fuck alone you creepy little man.


 ::fu::  ::fu::  ::fu::  ::fu::  ::fu::  ::fu::  ::fu::  ::fu::  ::fu::
Title: Re: Gabapentin
Post by: Anonymous on September 08, 2007, 05:44:21 AM
Quote from: ""85 Day Jerk""
My doc put me on the above mentioned as a way to wean me off of Lithium.  Well guess what? You aint supposed to mix it with alcohol.
As anyone with half a brain can see, I did such a thing Wednesday night.  The results surprised even myself.  In fact, I had no recollection of even visiting the forum that night.  The time that I made the post indicates that it was some time around 12:42 a.m. my time.  That's pretty damn scary seeings how I went to bed around 10:30 p.m. that night.  In other words, I was sleepwalking, which is kinda cool in some ways that I type better in my sleep than I do when I am awake.  I'm just glad the little adventure did not involve car keys.

I am in no way trying to excuse myself for what I said or done, just offering an explaination for anyone curious as to how such venomous hate spew forth from me.  It's not about fire and desire, concerning another veteran who likens herself to being a pirate.  Its more about a deep and abiding sense of profound disappointment.
My upbringing caused me to place someone on a pedestal when they really were pretty much out from under a rock when we shared a very brief and meaningless walk in the sun together.  The tragic thing about some people is that through the wonders of marriage to high income, glaring inconsistancies regarding moral fiber, trustworthiness, and civic duty fall by the wayside and remain unnoticed by all but a few who remain silent out of the false promise that "keeping a civil tongue" and "keeping the peace" may bring.



Sorry, but I don't buy it. If what you said was true then why end THIS post
with more negative comments? Maybe these were " worded" better than you last tirade, but still shitty just the same.

I am the guest that posted on the other thread that I thought you had some talent and wondered why you posted such nasty stuff. Now you try and blame it on mixing your meds with alcohol which seems like a chicken shit excuse for the fact that you are obviously one very unhappy guy. Think there might be a reason that you are alone without a woman in your life? You are beyond unstable 85 and that makes you someone people will go to great lengths to avoid.
Title: I'm not here to be "popular"
Post by: 85 Day Jerk on September 08, 2007, 05:35:57 PM
I don't post on here to gain popularity.  When someone needs the light of truth shined on them, it shines.  Why does this society we live in glorify bad behavior yet ignore decency and humanity?

The guy who finds a cell phone accidentally left on a sink in a public restroom who then turns it into the front desk gets nothing, while the gold toothed grinning "playah" who purposely spills piping hot coffee on his nads, sues the restaurant for a million dollars is held in triumph.

So here is the deal.  You side with someone who lies and manipulates their way through life, blantantly abuses drugs of many shapes and forms without a care in the world, yet takes credit for any positive outcome in a life spun out of control that resulted in either the efforts of those who enable them, or most likely pure happenstance.  A person who has taken advantage of anyone foolish enough to befriend them to the point where obvious financial hardships where a result of said "friendship."  

Most amusing is that I am a man of 220 pounds on a 5'-10" frame.  My chest is 46 and my waist is size 38 and for that crime of not being built like a Ken doll, housewives the world over are hereby granted complete immunity from the following offenses:

1.     Adultery in any way, shape, or form.

2.     Remaining unemployed yet given access to 1/2 if not all of the
        household funds to be used indiscriminately for the most
        ridiculous of reasons.

3.     Complete and total drug abuse in any way shape or form, regardless of the social impact, strains on the family unit financially, emotionally or physically.  Absolute narcissistic nirvana simply must be achieved in any way possible short of resulting in death.

4.     The consequences of lying, cheating, conniving, stealing, plagerizing, speeding, or overindulging will be suspended as long as Bob Patterson, residing in the State of Tennessee, remains on this earth in excess of the medically sound standardized weight of ONE HUNDRED AND EIGHTY-FIVE POUNDS.

By the powers invested in me by Yoda, shortly before he died and right before the beer ran out leaving us to resort to a bottle of Albertsons mouthwash mixed with Lime Kool-Ade to finish off the last bowl, I hereby grant all housewives a life of guilt-free ease and merriment until the all empowering globally affective weight of 45 pounds has been lifted from the body of myself.  Until then, MAY THE FARCE BE WITH YOU..................Always
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: hanzomon4 on September 08, 2007, 08:46:07 PM
I don't even know who or what you're talking about any more. You're off your rocker dude. You gotta chillout and maybe stop posting for a while. Peace man.
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Froderik on September 08, 2007, 09:05:19 PM
All drama aside (and with all due respect to Anne), I rather enjoyed reading that post...

But then I'm kinduvva crazy bastard myself... :silly:
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Anne Bonney on September 08, 2007, 09:42:22 PM
Quote from: ""Froderik""
All drama aside (and with all due respect to Anne), I rather enjoyed reading that post...

But then I'm kinduvva crazy bastard myself... :silly:


I'm shocked.  SHOCKED I tell you.
 :rofl:



Hey, whatever man.   Sounds like the story about sour grapes to me.  I'm sick and tired of feeling like I have to apologize around here for the success and happiness I've found.  Every time I post about it I get some smart assed comment from someone or another.  I'm either a gold digger or I'm lying or I'm stuck up and bragging.  I can't win with it.  I wish I could talk about it with you guys.  You're the one's who would understand what it means and how good it feels.   I'm enjoying the success I've found.  It's taken me a damn long time and a lot of fucking heartache that nobody could get unless they went through it.  I haven't done it at anyone else's expense, so I don't see what the big deal is.   I would think people would be happy for me.  But I get ripped apart for it.  This honestly is the first time that I can say that this place feels like group.

This is a huge part of why I'm off and on here.  You notice that most of the people who actually have found some peace and a way to move on are the same way.  They don't really frequent these boards. I guess I should just follow that example and leave this behind for good.  I rarely post on the Straight forum anymore because no one really wants to hear about anything that's good in someone else's life.  It's got to be either fake, or from ill-gotten gains or some such bullshit.  It really is a shame, because I met a lot of decent, forward thinking people here who taught me more than I'll ever be able to express.

I've more enjoyed being on the TTI forum.  I'd rather concentrate on what kids are going through now than reminisce about 'old times' back at Straight.

I really wish everyone the best.  I always have.  

 ::dove::
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Froderik on September 08, 2007, 09:44:09 PM
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
Hey, whatever man. Sounds like the story about sour grapes to me.

Perhaps....but it was well-written and kinda humorous...
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Froderik on September 08, 2007, 09:47:19 PM
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
Every time I post about it I get some smart assed comment from someone or another.

Well on this forum that would be limited to Bob, I think..
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Froderik on September 08, 2007, 09:48:51 PM
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
I'm either a gold digger or I'm lying or I'm stuck up and bragging. I can't win with it. I wish I could talk about it with you guys.

You can, and you are...right..?
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Anne Bonney on September 08, 2007, 09:49:44 PM
Quote from: ""Froderik""
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
Every time I post about it I get some smart assed comment from someone or another.
Well on this forum that would be limited to Bob, I think..


Nah, not really.  Remember, I'm a sellout for buying toilet paper at Walmart too.  I don't deserve any of the things I have because I haven't worked for them, or checked to make sure they're locally grown or organic, or I'm a rich bitch because I have a "yacht".
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Anne Bonney on September 08, 2007, 09:50:57 PM
Quote from: ""Froderik""
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
Hey, whatever man. Sounds like the story about sour grapes to me.
Perhaps....but it was well-written and kinda humorous...


It always is.  It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Anne Bonney on September 08, 2007, 09:51:50 PM
Quote from: ""Froderik""
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
I'm either a gold digger or I'm lying or I'm stuck up and bragging. I can't win with it. I wish I could talk about it with you guys.
You can, and you are...right..?


Yeah, well it's not like anyone's really happy for me.  I get shit for it, so why expose myself to that?
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Froderik on September 08, 2007, 09:52:43 PM
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
This is a huge part of why I'm off and on here.  You notice that most of the people who actually have found some peace and a way to move on are the same way.  They don't really frequent these boards. I guess I should just follow that example and leave this behind for good.  I rarely post on the Straight forum anymore because no one really wants to hear about anything that's good in someone else's life.  It's got to be either fake, or from ill-gotten gains or some such bullshit.  It really is a shame, because I met a lot of decent, forward thinking people here who taught me more than I'll ever be able to express.

..and with the possible exception of 85DJ, our ears are open to hearing about what's good in the life of the pirate-lady.. are they not?
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Anne Bonney on September 08, 2007, 09:53:39 PM
Quote from: ""Froderik""
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
This is a huge part of why I'm off and on here.  You notice that most of the people who actually have found some peace and a way to move on are the same way.  They don't really frequent these boards. I guess I should just follow that example and leave this behind for good.  I rarely post on the Straight forum anymore because no one really wants to hear about anything that's good in someone else's life.  It's got to be either fake, or from ill-gotten gains or some such bullshit.  It really is a shame, because I met a lot of decent, forward thinking people here who taught me more than I'll ever be able to express.
..and with the possible exception of 85DJ, our ears are open to hearing about what's good in the life of the pirate-lady.. are they not?


No.  Not really.
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Froderik on September 08, 2007, 09:54:29 PM
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
Quote from: ""Froderik""
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
I'm either a gold digger or I'm lying or I'm stuck up and bragging. I can't win with it. I wish I could talk about it with you guys.
You can, and you are...right..?

Yeah, well it's not like anyone's really happy for me.  I get shit for it, so why expose myself to that?

I think you're jumping to conclusions a bit here..

Other than Bob, who else is giving you shit??
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Froderik on September 08, 2007, 09:55:39 PM
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
Quote from: ""Froderik""
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
Hey, whatever man. Sounds like the story about sour grapes to me.
Perhaps....but it was well-written and kinda humorous...

It always is.  It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.

I hear ya...
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: hanzomon4 on September 08, 2007, 09:56:41 PM
It sucks when people are kicked for being up, I mean damn. Isn't that a part of healing and getting justice, finding personal peace? I would think that everyone would be happy about the success another survivor has been having. Reading about the painful things folks go through helps others to realize that they are not alone, the good and happy things however give folks a little hope for the future.

Can't we all just....

Get along  ::huh::
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Anne Bonney on September 08, 2007, 09:57:29 PM
Quote from: ""Froderik""
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
Quote from: ""Froderik""
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
I'm either a gold digger or I'm lying or I'm stuck up and bragging. I can't win with it. I wish I could talk about it with you guys.
You can, and you are...right..?

Yeah, well it's not like anyone's really happy for me.  I get shit for it, so why expose myself to that?
I think you're jumping to conclusions a bit here..

Other than Bob, who else is giving you shit??



See above.  Either that, or no one responds.


Ya know, its really OK.  It doesn't matter in the grand scheme of things.  I just hoped that I'd be able to share the good (when it finally came) with the bad here.  It just doesn't seem to be the place.  And that's OK too.  Maybe I just need to realize that.
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Anne Bonney on September 08, 2007, 09:59:28 PM
Quote from: ""Froderik""
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
Quote from: ""Froderik""
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
Hey, whatever man. Sounds like the story about sour grapes to me.
Perhaps....but it was well-written and kinda humorous...

It always is.  It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.
I hear ya...


Really?
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Froderik on September 08, 2007, 09:59:50 PM
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
Quote from: ""Froderik""
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
Every time I post about it I get some smart assed comment from someone or another.
Well on this forum that would be limited to Bob, I think..

Nah, not really.  Remember, I'm a sellout for buying toilet paper at Walmart too.  I don't deserve any of the things I have because I haven't worked for them, or checked to make sure they're locally grown or organic, or I'm a rich bitch because I have a "yacht".

:rofl: :rofl: For fuck's sake don't even get me started on the subject of that crazy woman!!  ::bangin:: ::bwahaha2::

If it makes ya feel any better, I proudly purchase my TP at walmart and try to buy organic now and then too! I may not have a yacht, but I sure wouldn't mind partying on one! ::seg::
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Froderik on September 08, 2007, 10:00:34 PM
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
Really?

Yes!
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Froderik on September 08, 2007, 10:01:40 PM
Quote from: ""hanzomon4""
It sucks when people are kicked for being up, I mean damn. Isn't that a part of healing and getting justice, finding personal peace? I would think that everyone would be happy about the success another survivor has been having. Reading about the painful things folks go through helps others to realize that they are not alone, the good and happy things however give folks a little hope for the future.

Can't we all just....

Get along  ::huh::

Quit preachin' to the damn choir, hanzo.. we're all on the same page here.  :rofl:
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Anne Bonney on September 08, 2007, 10:02:46 PM
{SIGH}  I'm sorry.  there's just a whirlwind of shit going on and through my head right now.  The vast majority good, I just don't know how to deal with it.  Cookie (and the history I"m learning about), Mary (and the history I"m learning about), my dad, my kids.

I'm just a bit nuts right now.



I'm cracking  beer and sparking a joint.


anyone care to join me.

Bob?  Care for some smoke?

 ::roflmao::
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Froderik on September 08, 2007, 10:04:52 PM
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
Ya know, its really OK.  It doesn't matter in the grand scheme of things.  I just hoped that I'd be able to share the good (when it finally came) with the bad here.  It just doesn't seem to be the place.  And that's OK too.  Maybe I just need to realize that.

Aw, c'mon now.. sorry I didn't reply, but I was happy for you when I read your recent posts...
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Anne Bonney on September 08, 2007, 10:10:49 PM
No, not necessarily you...or anyone.  Just in general.  Awww fuck.  This is turning out to be more than what I meant.

I just can't believe my life now.  they told me I'd be dead.  They told me I'd be nuts.  they told me I'd never amount to anything.  

I can finally say, by anyone's standards, that they're wrong.  I got[/b] myself into their exclusive little world and I'm raising hell.  You guys would be so proud if I could tell you some of the things I've done and the people I've spoken with.  On a personal basis, not as part of any group, committee or anyting like that. I've made some progress too.  But when I talk about it (not so much here, but with others off the boards but fro here) I'm called a sellout.

Enough.  I'm having a smoke and I'll stop rambling.
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Froderik on September 08, 2007, 10:18:57 PM
Perhaps my "was" up there ^ didn't need italics.. I was just sayin', that's all.. I didn't mean for it to sound too emphatic.. you know, like I was arguing or whatever..anyway.. yeah, I thought it was cool that you finally got through to your dad like that, and connected with that old friend etc. I'll leave it at that for now (and refrain from 'relating' my own similar personal experiences).
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Anne Bonney on September 08, 2007, 10:21:45 PM
Quote from: ""Froderik""
If it makes ya feel any better, I proudly purchase my TP at walmart and try to buy organic now and then too! I may not have a yacht, but I sure wouldn't mind partying on one! ::seg::


Talk to our mutual friend.  You are definitely one I want around for what he and I are planning.

 :wink:  ::nod::
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Anne Bonney on September 08, 2007, 10:36:40 PM
Alright.  Here it is.  I love my life. I love my husband, my kids, my few friends (it aint' easy being strange).   I love my boat.  I hope we all get a chance to have a party behind Newt's house and tell him what we think.  Here's my message.

Enjoy life.  To hell with those that don't get it.  Have fun.  Take care of your own.  Don't take any shit.  Question authority.  Peace.


and.................







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Now, that's mine.

 :rofl: :wave:
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: hanzomon4 on September 08, 2007, 10:41:20 PM
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
Alright.  Here it is.  I love my life. I love my husband, my kids, my few friends (it aint' easy being strange).   I love my boat.  I hope we all get a chance to have a party behind Newt's house and tell him what we think.  Here's my message.

Enjoy life.  To hell with those that don't get it.  Have fun.  Take care of your own.  Don't take any shit.  Question authority.  Peace.


and.................







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Now, that's mine.

 :rofl: :wave:

Anne Booty for the world!!

To the good life  ::cheers::
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Froderik on September 08, 2007, 11:29:15 PM
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
Alright.  Here it is.  I love my life. I love my husband, my kids, my few friends (it aint' easy being strange).   I love my boat.  I hope we all get a chance to have a party behind Newt's house and tell him what we think.  Here's my message.

Enjoy life.  To hell with those that don't get it.  Have fun.  Take care of your own.  Don't take any shit.  Question authority.  Peace.


and.................







Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket



Now, that's mine.

 :rofl: :wave:

:rofl: :o Now that's more like it! :tup:

Hey, I just posted some Motörhead lyrics in your honor on L.I.B...
(don't worry, the title's not to be taken ~too literally..)
Title: Gabapentin
Post by: Anne Bonney on September 08, 2007, 11:43:59 PM
Quote from: ""Froderik""
:rofl: :o Now that's more like it! :tup:


Well, it ain't better than the one I pulled off Google, but its not bad for an old broad with a couple 'a kids.

What's really cool is the boat.  She's a '71, but in great shape.  We've got 5 bunks and could sleep probably 2 more on air mattresses, TV, head w/ shower, A/C, a teeny galley (ok, a couple of burners, microwave and a sink), pilothouse and covered aft cockpit.  We've got a 900 mile range and carry 100 gallons of fresh water.  I love that boat.  She's old and kinda goofy looking, but then again, so am I. :wink:

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Hey, I just posted some Motörhead lyrics in your honor on L.I.B...
(don't worry, the title's not to be taken ~too literally..)


 :tup:
Title: BET
Post by: Nikki on September 09, 2007, 06:12:16 AM
Quote from: ""Froderik""
Quote from: ""Anne Bonney""
Alright.  Here it is.  I love my life. I love my husband, my kids, my few friends (it aint' easy being strange).   I love my boat.  I hope we all get a chance to have a party behind Newt's house and tell him what we think.  Here's my message.

Enjoy life.  To hell with those that don't get it.  Have fun.  Take care of your own.  Don't take any shit.  Question authority.  Peace.


and.................



I HAVE THE MOST ASSETS ON MY YAUGHT




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Now, that's mine.

 :rofl: :wave:
:rofl: :o Now that's more like it! :tup:

Hey, I just posted some Motörhead lyrics in your honor on L.I.B...
(don't worry, the title's not to be taken ~too literally..)