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I remember Skipper Chuck, and I remember the broadcast your talking about blue, I had been on his show when I was really little... It's funny that you bring up how much he influanced little kids, because I remember him being a big influance on me, and when he got on T.V. and put down "ALL THOSE DRUGGIES", I remember feeling very down... This site has HELPED me a lot as well as others...... I also have to THANK YOU Greg for bringing this seed to light......

After all this time, I don't want everybody to think that I dwell on the past or the seed, but I have been reading some of these posts, and there has been a lot of talk about getting beaten.. I don't remember anyone except for me getting a beaten... I think in one post Greg said that the staff at the seed would send for a seedlings father to come and do the beating if the seedling was getting to out of hand, but I don't remember anything like that... Did anybody on this forum ever go threw that? I am sure nobody ever went threw the humiliating thing that I went threw, I remember when he was whipping my ass with his belt, I was crying and begging him to stop and at one point I said that he wasn't my father and he said, I know I'm not, that if my father had done this a few times then maybe he wouldn't have had to do it... All I could think of was where does this freak get off, first treating me like a 5 year old by yanking down my pants before taking his belt to me, then making comments on how my father should have whipped my ass like this.... I don't think I would recognize him today because it was so long ago, but since I couldn't get him arressted or didn't know how to do it, I sure would love to turn the tables on him, now that I am bigger and see how he liked being treated like a little kid... I notice  a lot of people started in the seed at 14 just like I did, well you can only imagine how I felt being that age and to get "spanked" by a complete stranger.....

It is really strange to hear all these names like John Underwood and Penny... I remember when Penny came in and was scared like the rest of us, I don't know what happened but before I knew it, she was a staff member... I remember thinking that was a little freaky, but whatever....I was 13 when I was forced in and 2 days later I turned 14, Happy Birthday to me...I think the guy's name that was from New York was Danny, because he had a strong New York accent and he was the one who talked to me first and I thought he was a pretty nice guy, until I went to him after that old comer took his belt to my ass in front of his family, and told him how bad he had embarrassed me by taking my pants down and his come back was good for him, I didn't thing he had it in him, now I have a whole new respect for him... Boy, was I crushed, but it was then that I knew I was on my own and I had to do everything and anything to make them all believe that I was part of them... I even made myself belive it..... I sure would like to run into that oldcomer today, I am 43 now and that's a scar that I will probably take to my grave......

I was in the seed when I was a young teenager and my oldcomer use to have to drop me off at some other oldcomers house when he went to school, well I remember the old comer at the house I got dropped off at toled me one day because I was shy and didn't want to get up an talk in front of everybody, that if I didn't he was going to pull my pants down and take a belt to my ass right in front of everybody, well he kept his promise and you can only imagine how I felt at 14 to have my pants yanked down and get the belt in front of everybody.....This is the sort of stuff I remember .....