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I am scheduled to have a scope down the throat on Wednesday this week, and it is amazing how something that is such a routine procedure has got me all nervous. Hedwigfan, being a doctor and all, has assured me that it will be just fine, and I take her word for it, mostly, but at the same time, I am fearful. You would think that after having had back surgery, and surviving the likes of hell in Atlanta, I would be prepared for something like this. But, to tell you the truth, I have these recurring fears that:
1: I will not wake up from the anesthesia, or
2: I will bleed out in my throat from them stretching my esophagus and wake up in the ICU.
Don't get me wrong, I am not even a squeamish type of person, and I gave birth with absolutely no medications, but for the life of me this has got me nervous.
Perhaps it is because I am a Mom and the thought of something going wrong and leaving my daughter alone is chilling to the bone. Perhaps it is just silly "head games" that I am playing. Perhaps I just need it to be over with, find out what is up with my lower esophagus and get my life back to normal.
Just thought I would share that information with ya'lls. So, thanks for listening. I feel better just getting it out.

Okay, so we had a few brief moment of clarity, then all hell breaks loose again! I have a question for you, Leigh.....

Why would you post on another thread comments like "notice those people and you will see where the "air of negative energy", as you put it comes from."? You made that statement as if you were free of negative energies, and not guilty of spreading hostilities, yet I have not seen one post from you since that time where you have not been outraged against someone, either at Bill, ISAC, or whichever other anonymous happens to be  sharing in your rantings. In case you have not noticed, or have not realized thru your own education in this world, you are causing your own pain and discontentment thru your own anger. Leigh, some shit is just not worth the stink, let it go from time to time. You worry about Bill's postings causing you a bad name with the public,  but your reactions to him are just as bad as what you perceive him as doing to you.  Perhaps I just don't subscribe to the same channel as you, lighten up a bit.

[ This Message was edited by: Majiktrvls on 2003-04-06 21:31 ]

I was just sitting here thinking of a few folks from 84-85 days in Atlanta hellhole, wondering if anyone knows the whereabouts of them.
Billy Chase and his brother Jeff, they were from Memphis. I kept up with Billy for years, but have not seen or heard from him in a long time.
Just wondering...

Amazing but true, this man, Mark WArdle, who was appointed the Field Director of Skyline Journey in 2001 has been charged with yet another death of a young man. This time tho, he was charged with allowing a 14 year old youth to die of hyperthermia. Apparently, the boy had had enough of hiking in the rugged terrain of Utah's deserts in 105 degree heat. Exhausted, he sat down and had a heat stroke. Wardle, being the good "field director" that he was, ignored the youth's condition, and allowed him to remain in the scorching sun for another 45 minutes before he summoned help citing that he thought the youth was "Faking it".
This is not the first time that this man has had issues with Child abuses. Skyline is still in operations although the state ordered it closed, but  while the appeals are going on, it remains open.......I have to wonder if he will get off of this charge and move on to yet another victim. Will Skyline be freely operating in another month? How many victims does it take to call it enough?
Any thoughts?
Cecile