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« on: April 26, 2003, 02:46:00 PM »
Does anybody know of any of the ex straights getting together here in Orlando to protest Newton and all the hell we were put through. I just want to set the record straight and would like everybody out there to know the real truth behind all the lies and propaganda. I get sick to my stomach when I hear my dad say that I deserved everything that I had coming to me. I should let it go, but I just like to fight for what I beleive in, and trust me, being deprived of sleep, food, not being trusted, always made to feel bad, always feeling guilty, getting sat on by five guys at one time on the freakin concrete floor. Peanut butter diet. I was so screwed up when I finally got out of there after over three years of hell in that place. I really want everybody to know the truth, because I would hate to see the same thing that happened to me and still is happening to me happen to anyone else. Remember all those stupid songs we had to sing. My family told all of my relatives that I was a drug addict and now for the rest of my life I have that stigma. It almost makes a man turn to the bottle for support. Just the other day straight came up in a converstation. I told my dad that it really screwed me up, he chuckled, you deserved every minute of what you got, but dad what about all the abuse, getting sat on and threatened with the psych ward, he doesn't see the true picture. The other day, I was sitting over at a friends house when this girl walked in and said I know you from somewhere, I didn't say anything, but I recognized her immidietely. Well after about 10 minutes, I looked at her and said I met you in straight. Her eyes got big, the look on her face was in disbelief. She described her life almost as bad as mine has been. Her parents are against her and she was led into a life of prostitution and hard drugs. I'm glad I don't do hard drugs anymore, but it just makes you feel real bad. write me back here if anyone out there has any ideas or wants to pursue maybe going after these scum bags. Newton and Sembler are on top of the list.