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ITS STRANGE HOW I FEEL NOW THAT IVE BEEN HOME.  ITS BEEN ABOUT 6 YEARS NOW. WENT IN IN 98 CAME OUT IN 2000. 22 MONTHS AT SCL. FOR WHAT?? WHAT DID IT REALLY DO I ASK MYSELF?      I CAME HOME AND FELT SO OUT OF PLACE WITH EVERYONE. I LOST TOUCH WITH THE WORLD AND THE PEOPLE I CARED FOR SO LONG I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO ACT AROUND THEM.  MY FAMILY WERE STRANGERS, AND THEY WOULD BE FOR A LONG TIME BECAUSE OF SCL.  I AM WHO I AM TODAY NOT FROM SCL. ITS ALL WHAT I WANT AND KNOW I CAN DO. SEMINARS DIDNT TEACH ME ANYTHING. BUT SEMINARS IS ANOTHER SUBJECT ALL TOGTHER. NOT GOOD OR UPLIFTING AT ALL.  MY " I AM STATEMENT" IM POWERFUL.....I KNEW THAT BEFORE I WENT IN.  NOW I SEE KIDS LIKE MYSELF YEARS AGO STILL IN THIS PLACE. I FEEL SO HORRIBLE. IT IS NOW 4 AT SCL, KIDS ARE LINEING UP IN THE ANAL LINES GETTING READY TO MARCH TO THEIR NEXT DESTINATION. CLASS, FITNESS, DINNER,GROUP--WHO KNOWS.  WORKSHEET ROOM  LISTENING TO BOREING TAPES.  HOBBIT KIDS THROWING FOOD AT WALLS-- I CAN STILL SEE EVERYTHING. MY FAMILY "WISDOM" WAITING OUTSIDE THE "HUNGRY HORSE" IN LINE, HEARING JOHN FRANCE YELLING HI TO US ALL FROM THE HOBBIT. HE WAS NEVER WITH THE FAMILY MUCH. BUT WE MISSED HIM ALL THE SAME. THESE ARE ALL MEMORIES AT RANDOM. HOW X-MAS FELT AWAY FROM HOME AND PARENTS. HOW TURNING 16 IN A PROGRAM WAS. ALL THE SNOW!!! OMG THOSE COLD ASS DAYS.CARRYING THE "BOX" AROUND ON YOU AND YOUR BUNKMATES DAY. THE CLEANING INSPECTIONS DAILY.THE "FACILTY MEETINGS" WITH CAMERON. THEPONG INFESTED WITH INFINTIGO THAT I GOT FROM HAVEING TO JUMP IN.  "JAKE" CAMERONS GERMAN SHEPARD. GETTING DROPPED FROM LEVEL 5 ABOUT TO GO HOME TO LEVEL ONE. ALL BECAUSE I WANTED TO HAVE MY FRIEND SADRESS. THAT ADDED LIKE 5 KMONTHS ON. MY FAMILY AND I DEFF BONDED. WE DID EVERYTHING 2GETHER. THE PEOPLE THAT WOULD COME FROM TB WERE ALWAYS SO ANAL YO LOL  LIKE ROBOTS. WE USED TO MESS WITH TYHEM A LOT. NONE OF THIS REALLY MAKES SENCE UNLESS YOUVE BEEN THERE.  WOULD LOVE TO HEAR FROM SOMONE WHO KNOWS ME.  HAVE NOT TALKED ABOUT THIS STUFF SINCE I SAW THIS SITE. NOW THAT PLACE JUST SEEMS LIKE A BAD DREAM TO ME.  WOW.    THENI SEE PICTURES OF "COURAGE" FAMILY. NOT THE ORIGANL BUT EAR;LY COURAGE. U ALWAYS KNOW "ED" WHEN U SEE HIM. ED WAS COOL. WE WOULD PLAY SPADES WITH HIM AND THIS DUDE EVERY SUNDAY.  WE ALWAYS WON. ME AND BEN.  ANYONE THAT AT ONE OF THESE HIT ME UP  [email protected]