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Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => Lighthouse of northwest florida (fka VCA )/ Rebekah / Roloff ) => Topic started by: Anonymous on August 25, 2005, 10:44:00 PM

Title: nightmares
Post by: Anonymous on August 25, 2005, 10:44:00 PM

i had a dream last night that isnt rare to me.
i was taken to victory and stripped. i went through the whole new girl procedure. they took my wedding rings from me and wouldnt let me call my husband to let him know what had happened.
as silly as the dream may sound i wake up at least a few nights a month from the same very real nightmare.
im married and pregnant w/ our first child.
when will these stop?
am i the only one?

Title: nightmares
Post by: Antigen on August 26, 2005, 01:05:00 AM

I used to have dreams similar to that. They changed over time till I came out on top. Then those program elements started showing up as parts of other dreams. It's been like solving a riddle w/o ever really knowing the riddle.

Everything in moderation, including moderation.
Mark Twain

Title: nightmares
Post by: Anonymous on August 26, 2005, 08:40:00 AM

Hang in there.  20-years after coming home from Bethesda I still have nightmares that seem very real to me.  You are not alone, just try and remember that.

Title: nightmares
Post by: Anonymous on September 05, 2005, 10:40:00 PM

Me too. I dream that I am there at whatever my curent age is and I am always trying to run away.I have only made it away successfully once.  
 
Emily

Title: nightmares
Post by: The Liger on September 05, 2005, 10:53:00 PM

For the first few years after I got out of VCA, I had dreams that I would get sent back, even though I was of age.  Now, I have dreams that my daughter gets sent there, and I can't get to her.  Those dreams are even more nerve-racking than the dreams about my being sent back.  I already know how to stick it out, so although it would suck, I would know what to do.  The thought of her being sent there makes me absolutely crazy.

Title: nightmares
Post by: Anonymous on September 09, 2005, 11:03:00 PM

I have the same dreams. I am nursing my 4 month old son. Somehow my mom sends me back and I cannot contact my husband and my milk dries up. Completely horrible. I have been out since 97. I am not sure if they ever stop.

Title: nightmares
Post by: Anonymous on September 13, 2005, 10:16:00 PM

I have them too.  I'm at rebekah, but it NEVER looks like rebekah.  sometimes I can go out, have a car, etc.  I walk beautiful landscaped grounds (now you know that's a dream!) etc.  but when it comes time to leave, they tell me I can't.  I'm stuck there.

Title: nightmares
Post by: Anonymous on September 15, 2005, 01:43:00 AM

I had my first nightmare the other night it's been 4 years since I got out.

what up with that?