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Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => Straight, Inc. and Derivatives => Topic started by: Deprogrammed on September 15, 2010, 02:43:56 AM
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Deleted b/c people who dont care...dont deseve to comment about my life
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Sorry to hear of your relationship ending. I am also at crossroads as well. But I will keep you in my thoughts. I am at the point where I cannot wait for college to be over with and my family back together. It is like I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I actually encourage you to set a small goal something for yourself to help you feel better.
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Sorry to hear of your relationship ending. I am also at crossroads as well. But I will keep you in my thoughts. I am at the point where I cannot wait for college to be over with and my family back together. It is like I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I actually encourage you to set a small goal something for yourself to help you feel better.
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Sorry to hear of your relationship ending. I am also at crossroads as well. But I will keep you in my thoughts. I am at the point where I cannot wait for college to be over with and my family back together. It is like I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I actually encourage you to set a small goal something for yourself to help you feel better.
Thanks, Sharon I have been setting goals....like i said other good things are happening. Just wish i had someone to trust who really stands by me as a partner about this stuff. It is a shame that it is not the case anymore , but it has to be this way now, unfortunately. I didn't want things this way I just cannot be told that someone "hates who I am" and that I "should have been left there"...and combined with listening to being called everything but a white woman out of a non-stop drunken mouth. I just cannot do it anymore.
:heartbreak:
-DP
WOW...that sounds fucked-up to say the very least.
You're probably much better off alone than stuck in a 'relationship' like that.
"Should have been left there"? I'd be tempted to get violent if someone said that to me.
Oh, and I HATE obnoxious drunks... :fuckoff:
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Sorry to hear of your relationship ending. I am also at crossroads as well. But I will keep you in my thoughts. I am at the point where I cannot wait for college to be over with and my family back together. It is like I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I actually encourage you to set a small goal something for yourself to help you feel better.
Thanks, Sharon I have been setting goals....like i said other good things are happening. Just wish i had someone to trust who really stands by me as a partner about this stuff. It is a shame that it is not the case anymore , but it has to be this way now, unfortunately. I didn't want things this way I just cannot be told that someone "hates who I am" and that I "should have been left there"...and combined with listening to being called everything but a white woman out of a non-stop drunken mouth. I just cannot do it anymore.
:heartbreak:
-DP
I'm really sorry to hear that. I know this is cliche and doesn't take the pain away, but it sounds like you really are better off. Hit me up via PM if you wanna grab a beer or something and hang in there.
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Grab a beer?
Can ya swing by and pick me up on your way? :seg2:
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Grab a beer?
Can ya swing by and pick me up on your way? :seg2:
Sure, lemme see if the Gulfstream is available. :seg:
You know you and the wife have a standing offer if you ever get down this way. Hell, y'all wouldn't even need to spring for a hotel....just stay on the boat. :cheers:
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Thanks you guys....I appreciate the kind words and ye actually responding...I feel that I need other survivors now more than ever and am actually surprised that no others have responded. I do appreciate all of you. A beer? Sure but I am stuck in OHIO. :(
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Thanks you guys....I appreciate the kind words and ye actually responding...I feel that I need other survivors now more than ever and am actually surprised that no others have responded. I do appreciate all of you. A beer? Sure but I am stuck in OHIO. :(
My phone is on and my chat is on...if you need anything you know I am here. I am so concerned for you right now and it is hurting to know you are in this situation. If you need somewhere to go fast know my door is always open. I may not have much but I have enough to keep you sheltered and safe. Call me anytime ok. Please be strong you will get threw this..you are a survivor and that is something noone can ever take from you.
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Do what I do when people break up with me and go here: http://breakup-songs.com/ (http://breakup-songs.com/) If you're as strong as you write, you'll be just fine DP... ;)
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Hang in there Depro! You are a good person. You helped me through some tough shit as of late, and I thank you. I am truly sorry you ended up with a not so nice person. You deserve a wonderful person and will find one. Give the pain time to heal and I know you are doing just that.
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Do what I do when people break up with me and go here: http://breakup-songs.com/ (http://breakup-songs.com/) If you're as strong as you write, you'll be just fine DP... ;)
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Hang in there Depro! You are a good person. You helped me through some tough shit as of late, and I thank you. I am truly sorry you ended up with a not so nice person. You deserve a wonderful person and will find one. Give the pain time to heal and I know you are doing just that.
Thanks @ IAMARTSY and the others who actually give a fuck.
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DP--Just keep in mind, most strong women, women of character, women with class, women with a brain tween thier ears, don't actually need a man...like a fish needs a bicycle! Now, all men aint idiots, and booger eatting morons...albiet, there are alot of us out there....and I will admit, I aint the best specimen of "Manhood" and I have my moments of "idiot-ness" and have eaten my share of boogers. Now this all may be because as "men" we are missing that one chromosone, the female gender have corned the market on. But thats biology, we (us men folk) cant help it. With that in mind, consider this: Another person may be "A" source of happiness, or "A" source of grief. But, never, NEVER will men or anyone else be "THE" source of happiness, or "THE" source of grief. Just as no woman will be "The" source of my happiness...although, they are "A" source of happiness--and grief. There is a tremendious difference tween "A" and "THE" (Spelled differently and everything). When I think any particular woman will be "THE" source of my happiness...I am destined for heart break...amoungst other things. When I re-cognise, that I am "THE" source of my own happiness and grief...I place responcibility for that happiness upon my own shoulders.......Never, Never (hopefully) will I make the mistake again, that another person is "THE" source of my happiness or my grief. Keeping things in perspective, other people are merely "A" source of happiness...other times "A" source of grief. With that understood, no matter what "A" source does or doesnt do...the bedrock is that I am "THE" source...and no one, NO ONE can ever remove my happiness again, as I am "THE" source of that happiness and NO ONE can, or will ever take it again.
So my one question to you is; Is it "over", or has it just begun?
Much Peace
Continued Healing
woof/dave
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Suzi says: " Wow, thanks ye rusty Douche...That was just so effing helpful, and sensitive. Leave me alone Rusty Douche!"
Pull at peoples' hearts all you want, yank on that chain with all your might. Do you really care if they care? I think you've lost it. I was NOT being insensitive Suzi. Considering the ice COLD shoulder you've given me for a couple months now, YOU'RE one to talk. Stop preying on survivors for sympathy! :flame:
You know folks, I love to "get along" with everyone, including Suzi. Anyone who actually knows me knows I like to give peace a chance. When seeing her reply, from my perspective, it's the pot calling the kettle black.
What are you going to do now? Get Psy to delete my replies? Go ahead... I dare you!
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you are apathetic so piss off!
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Calling me names won't get you ignored any sooner. But that's OK... I understand you are having "issues" now. I suppose a full on expose' is in order all in good time. We could write a heck of a book.
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Oh, shut up, Bill! Love you till the end of days, but please stfu for a minute.
@DP, Somebody asked Zsa Zsa Gabor about her three failed marriages. She answered back, slick as spit, "I've never had a failed marriage. People marry once for passion, again to raise children and then a third time for companionship." Seems to me like you and that wonderful Irish chick are just going in different directions. Time to walk away, but no hard feelings.... please? Both of you.
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Hey crazy lunatic FELICE- go take your head meds and quit hating GAY people.
I originally came out about this break-up of mine for support if this is wrong, then please someone sue me.
Ginger thanks for telling Bill to stfu for a minute.
I really just wanted support and people are attacking me.
I still have lots of love in my heart for all survivors, even if they have hurt me. Tony even knows this, and Tony and I do not even get along. I don't see him on here ripping me.
So, in summary if ye want to support me and be here for me then do...if not then don't.
p.s. Felice NO one has time for your hateful nature anymore at all. Also Felice I take that bullet comment as a direct threat...have fun with the police at your door..AGAIN.
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Bill, your reply was ridiculous and ye know it period. I will not even give it anymore dignity as a reply.
Woof, I am gay and my partner was a woman. I am not a man hater and don't feel bitter towards men really at all.
Woof, I know that ye didn't know obviously know I was with a woman , no hard feelings, and I appreciate your thoughts.
For clarification: I turned to survivors b/c they understand who I am and all of that good stuff, not to prey on anyones sympathy. Also I will not TELL, psy to do anything...PSY, is a friends of mine , but he does what he wants and I like it that way...it is called freedom. My real friends here, also know that I have been isolating in pain with this until I could isolate no longer.
-DP
Rusty douche is ye don't like me then ignore me.....ye already let me down anyway...stop ripping me and leaving out tturths that would make a difference in certain contexts.
DP--- Nope, didnt know ya were Gay. Not sure that it matters.(except the part where I made an assumption) No one wants to suffer. As soon as I give anyone the 'title' (lofty description I know...but its early) to someone or something as "THE source" of my happiness...I am doomed, and deluded...and so I suffer for it.
Just reaching out to another being....ehhhh, not so much to comfort.....but more so for future reference....to perhaps avoid future suffering. Please accept this with the intention in which it was written, in peace. If can not be of help, I certainly dont wish to bring about any harm.
I wish you much Peace
I wish you Continued Healing
woof
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p.s. Felice NO one has time for your hateful nature anymore at all. Also Felice I take that bullet comment as a direct threat...have fun with the police at your door..AGAIN.
What bullet comment? ???
I guess it was deleted, or written on some other thread...?
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that wonderful Irish chick
Anyone we know? (Shoot me, I'm as curious as the next guy.)
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Frod......Felice said the bullet comment to me...maybe psy deleted it....instead of deleting ...he should really ban her.
Psy if ye did ddelte it I already have the screenshot...so...WHATEVER.
Woof I understand what ye are saying but not loving nd not reaching out makes one stay alone.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=--zg5SogLLI (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=--zg5SogLLI)
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YlIwHFGCrNY (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YlIwHFGCrNY)
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that wonderful Irish chick
Anyone we know? (Shoot me, I'm as curious as the next guy.)
No one ye know frod...A few select survivors have met her.
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No one ye know frod...A few select survivors have met her.
Thanks, DP. Despite what Antigen said about her being a "wonderful Irish chick," it sounds like you are much better off without her, from what you said.
Fwiw... most of the Irish chicks I was in relationships with were hot-tempered bitches, to say the least. :flame: :D
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Frod......Felice said the bullet comment to me...maybe psy deleted it....instead of deleting ...he should really ban her.
Psy if ye did ddelte it I already have the screenshot...so...WHATEVER.
I kept a screenshot as well before I deleted it as well. I deleted it because i'm moderating. I didn't want it to derail the topic. I also gave her an informal warning for it, and an official warning for her second one which I just deleted a second ago. I didn't PM you because I wasn't sure you saw it and didn't want to upset you at an already difficult time. If she does it two more times (three warnings) she'll be banned for a week. After that, it's permanent. These are the rules for everybody.
Back to the topic: I'm very sorry to hear about your breakup. I hope you start feeling better soon, but I know, it's not always easy.
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Thank you, Psy and Frod, and Sharon , iamartsy and Woof.....Also Gingy. I really appreciate the support.
This whole thing for me has shook me at my very core to be honest.....I know I am doing the right thing by ending it, but it is still very hard on me. I have a lot going on right now period......and then this.....I just feel alone and overwhelmed at times.
I just don't feel like anyone will ever love me in the way that I really need them to love me. I really thought and was certain that she was the one, but sadly I was wrong. Yes, she has said some rotten things to me, but I refuse to hold onto the anger.
So, I decided to let go.
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"Je veux ton amour"- "Je veux ton Vengance"
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that wonderful Irish chick
Anyone we know? (Shoot me, I'm as curious as the next guy.)
Actually Frod...I wish it was someone we all know...but fat chance of that happening for me. To clarify...there is someone now that I have my eye on...but it is complex....but at least this person would never tell me hateful things about my abuse...but like I said....Fat chance for me on that one...so...anyway.... :eek: ....Whatever, right??
-DP
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Edited: Wednesday, October 06, 2010
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Thanks, Joel...I appreciate your thoughtful kind words. :)
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Hey Ginger, is my "minute" over yet?
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OK. Eliscu has been banned for that little stunt. "faggot", "carpet muncher" and insinuations of violence will not be tolerated.
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Psy,
Thank you for the ban! Her threats were getting out of hand. I don't like being called a "carpet muncher". Her references to the Mossad were always violent and out of hand. Thank you. Depro Grammed if you need anything give a shout. You know where to find me.
IAmArtsy.
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Thanks everybody, really. :) :notworthy:
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Some guy said. In another thread that sounds a lot like tis one;
We shouldn't gather too much glee in the meltdown of that poor woman.She is obviously very ill.
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Some guy said. In another thread that sounds a lot like tis one;
We shouldn't gather too much glee in the meltdown of that poor woman.She is obviously very ill.
:tup:
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I don't have any glee over Felice's mental status at all, actually. It pains me that she is this out of control right now.
I just have to walk away from her though b/c I cannot handle it right now. She is also perpetuating hate though, and has threatened me and my ex partners lives, and here on fornits was the second time.
-DP
-SUZANNE PUCKETT- not scared to say who I am at all either.
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I don't know . It all sounds pretty gleefull to me.
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Well ye are wrong about me. Believe what ye want to. It is fine with me.
-DP
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I don't have any glee over Felice's mental status at all, actually. It pains me that she is this out of control right now.
I just have to walk away from her though b/c I cannot handle it right now. She is also perpetuating hate though, and has threatened me and my ex partners lives, and here on fornits was the second time.
-DP
-SUZANNE PUCKETT- not scared to say who I am at all either.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kooAgqCHGvU (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kooAgqCHGvU)
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If there ever has been a greater need for a ban person from your own thread feature it is now. Hope you are feeling better DP.
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Seamus,Earl of Donnybrook, king of failed relationships,promotes the following post break-up retinue:
1 -Drink,Drink like they aint gonna make anymore.
2- Listen to Houndog Taylor & the Houserockers song "she's gone" jacked up to 11,
DO IT NOW, do it till the cops come.
3-Go fuck the most insipid person you can think of,fuck em like your ass is on fire and the rest is made of matches.
4-Rinse,repeat.....
5 Grab yourself by the throat and make yourself get up,and keep moving,cause sitting still will fucking kill you.
OK,OK prolly not the BEST advice you ever got but the intention was good,(seems failed relationships come along w the territory , dont it) :nods:
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I don't have any glee over Felice's mental status at all, actually. It pains me that she is this out of control right now.
I just have to walk away from her though b/c I cannot handle it right now. She is also perpetuating hate though, and has threatened me and my ex partners lives, and here on fornits was the second time.
-DP
-SUZANNE PUCKETT- not scared to say who I am at all either.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kooAgqCHGvU (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kooAgqCHGvU)
Hey "none-ya", do we even know each other? Are ye Kelly Matthews? Yeah well if so ...quit trolling me for no reason at all. Also If it is you I have held a sign for your brother many times. Quit assuming ye know everything about what went on between me and Felice at all. The truth is that you have no clue how much I reall do care about other people. My apologies to Kelly if this is not her trolling me.
sincerely,
-Suzanne Puckett :karma:
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Deprogramed wrote;
" Quit assuming ye know everything "
I know nothing!
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Pardon me while I barge in here - or don't.
DP - I know your aware I'm sorry for the pain you've been suffering for so many reasons and for so long now. I was glad to see you where feeling strong enough to take this particular pain to those who've shared so much of your history - as a survivor I mean. I was a little surprised by some of the seemingly snarky comments. I gather at least one person is dealing with some serious mental health issues. I can only hope they'll get back on their meds - and I mean that sincerely - wasn't trying to be snarky myself.
I don't understand what is going on with none-ya. It might help if I knew ya - but as I don't, it just seems puzzling that you want to poke a person whose clearly reaching out of validation and support in the face of a very difficult decision. Perhaps your not aware of how mean spirited some comments seem to be. If it is intentional, then it is sad that you want to hurt a person whose already clearly hurting.
Rusty - It appears you somehow feel slighted. Your entitled to your POV and I can understand how it might differ from mine or DPz - but I do find it difficult to see how you could possibly think she (or I) have ever meant to offend you - or Shelby. There has been some disagreement and some confusion, and some hurt feelings - as a result it is to be expected people will need to take a break. So, take a break.
I'll go away now. . .
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Buzzkill, if someone calls you a douche, would you take that as a compliment or an insult? I tried being nice and offering support by posting a link to some tunes and even complimented her on what I had perceived over the years as being her rather strong willed writing style. How that got all twisted up into some sort of STFU slap in the face reply I don't know, although it's not the first time she's done this sort of thing, I can only guess she's just not going to "allow" me to do anything now. If she posts here, she can expect replies from all walks of life. So can everyone else. It's fornits... I think it's great that ya'll are supporting her too, just so you know. :peace:
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I am sorry to hear this and I am shocked. I hope you have enough support to help through this time. It gets easier as time goes on. Give me a yell if you wanna grab a coffee or something sometime. It would be good to see you again but I understand if you don't want to hang out though.
Take care of yourself Suzi. Peace.
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I am sorry to hear this and I am shocked. I hope you have enough support to help through this time. It gets easier as time goes on. Give me a yell if you wanna grab a coffee or something sometime. It would be good to see you again but I understand if you don't want to hang out though.
Take care of yourself Suzi. Peace.
Thanks Tony.
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yep, I Never thought I'd see the day Suzi would be thanking Tony for anything, but, I'm definitely not surprised. I think one of the things we learned in the 'program' was how to be pretty damn wishy washy dandelion seeds. You know, always trying to take the path of least resistance and succumbing to the temptations of overwhelming urges to oblige people, even if we turn around and talk complete shit about them the very next minute. Amazing! :eek: Maybe that's more like the behavior of a chameleon, whatever... it's pretty fucked up either way.
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yep, I Never thought I'd see the day Suzi would be thanking Tony for anything, but, I'm definitely not surprised. I think one of the things we learned in the 'program' was how to be pretty damn wishy washy dandelion seeds. You know, always trying to take the path of least resistance and succumbing to the temptations of overwhelming urges to oblige people, even if we turn around and talk complete shit about them the very next minute. Amazing! :eek: Maybe that's more like the behavior of a chameleon, whatever... it's pretty fucked up either way.
Oh Bill...Really?
Bill...I don't care what ye think anymore at all. Have ye not gotten that memo yet or check your reports? I guess not.
I guess ye also didn't get the clue that I do not care at all anymore what anyone thinks of me. After all I am the one that has to live with myself and be my own best friend. If ye care to contribute to this thread in a non-ripping someone at every turn str8 style fashion Bill, then please feel free to do so. But all I see you bringing to me and others lately is str8 like confrontation and ridicule. Wow, so Tony has the ability to rise above and understand that I am in immense pain right now. It may not make Tony a genius but it makes him more sensitive as a person than you are. Bill I could say a heck of a lot of things about you on here right now and expose you, and ye know it. Stop messing with me...You are becoming my troll. Congrats, Bill ye have achieved troll status with me. I am better than you as a person , Bill. I see that now. That is why I am not letting things rip right now like I could.
Like I said when ye first were acting like the big D word before..."ye don't see Tony here ripping on me, and he doesn't even like me. To me what he just did speaks volumes to me. Another thing that "wishy washy" lingo ye just used ....That is from Str8. Bill, why don't ye spend less time on fornits running around telling others what to do and get some therapy for yourself for Shelby's sake and also for your daughters sake!
I am sorry you feel so down that ye need to act like this...but in your words(which is constantly) WHATEVER! :beat: ::deadhorse::
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Wow, so Tony has the ability to rise above and understand that I am in immense pain right now.
I really am sorry you're feeling so badly. Please let me know if I can help in any way. It does get better....it takes time, but it does get better.
:peace:
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Troll status? Jeez. Exposing? What will you think of next? Lying?
I don't try to beat people down or whatever you think like that. The program has nothing to do with it. That's the default argument tactic of survivors... "That's program blah blah blah..." Bullshit DP. I just don't want these good folks here to get suckered. But, then again, it's America right? LOL Sucker away!! Put that in your program and brainwash it!
You brought this issue to the Fornits, not me.
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Troll status? Jeez. Exposing? What will you think of next? Lying?
I don't try to beat people down or whatever you think like that. The program has nothing to do with it. That's the default argument tactic of survivors... "That's program blah blah blah..." Bullshit DP. I just don't want these good folks here to get suckered. But, then again, it's America right? LOL Sucker away!! Put that in your program and brainwash it!
You brought this issue to the Fornits, not me.
Have a nice lonely life , Bill.
I already said what I had to say.
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@ Anne Bonney...Thank you.
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Troll status? Jeez. Exposing? What will you think of next? Lying?
I don't try to beat people down or whatever you think like that. The program has nothing to do with it. That's the default argument tactic of survivors... "That's program blah blah blah..." Bullshit DP. I just don't want these good folks here to get suckered. But, then again, it's America right? LOL Sucker away!! Put that in your program and brainwash it!
You brought this issue to the Fornits, not me.
Have a nice lonely life , Bill.
I already said what I had to say.
On second thought I wasn't done speaking my mind on this................Hey Bill, how about people growing and changing and actually giving people other chances. How about stepping down from your high horse once in awhile?
Ye just saying that "default argument tactic of survivors" is very insulting, to not only me but to other survivors.
Did ye become Mr. perfect now or something.? Are ye above the fray here? I think not...but ye certainly act like ye are.
B/c I say thank you and use my manners with Tony, ye had to go and have a cow. Well my mom raised me right with manners, so I said thank you. Woooo , let's all have a cow now...Suzi said thank you to Tony!
Ye think me trying to speak of my break-up on here is some sort of joke or eveil plan or trick of mine, Bill? Really?
If so, ye are more paranoid than I ever could have imagined.
My pain is very real. Tony had been over to my house, in which you refused to ever go. He saw how much Nic and I loved each other. He knows how hard this is on me...whether he and I get along or not.
I have had some really horrible thoughts lately. Tony probably is trying to imagine what I am feeling right now. That is more than I can say for you.
Tony may be a lot of other things and we have had some serious ly major differences along the way, but at least he knows when to heckle someone and when not to. All ye have done since I started this thread is be a jerk to me in my time of pain.
Ye have really said nothing supportive at all to me. Why do ye even bother coming here and messing with me, Bill? Seriously...why?
I came here for support b/c I had no other places to turn. So my thread was pretty str8 forward, and cut and dry here.
Ye know what, Bill? It is sad that you and I are no longer friends , but just remember I am not the one who chose that...YOU did! After how ye have treated me here...I am not leaving the light on this time.
Leave me alone! Spend the time ye heckle me trying to calmly re-connect with your daughter. Family is important. I can tell ye this...I do not have any kids over here dying to move out when they are 18 to get away from me. In fact my kids love me dearly and I them. When I make a mistake I tell them and really own it. Put that in your pipe and smoke it Bill. Smoke something for gods sake!
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yeah,mebee i give shitty advice,but lemme re-phrase it.
Some where you gotta find a way past this,feelin bad aint a life sentance. Me i got my own typically bad way of coping(see previous post) but for me ,it works,(unfortunately time and again), Its kinda like a reset button, iget clean by gettin dirty. but youll find your own path,you will, it may not seem like it,it may not be on your time table,but that wheels gonna turn for ya. Youll find somebody you can trust at some point,and trust is everything,just dont be a fuckup like me . Love or somthin' like it will roll your way,just aint no forcin it...be good to yourself,seems like the rest of the world wants to kick the hell out of you,just dont you join in. Life is like that. I dont judge .The sun is the sun even at midnight.
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yeah,mebee i give shitty advice,but lemme re-phrase it.
Some where you gotta find a way past this,feelin bad aint a life sentance. Me i got my own typically bad way of coping(see previous post) but for me ,it works,(unfortunately time and again), Its kinda like a reset button, iget clean by gettin dirty. but youll find your own path,you will, it may not seem like it,it may not be on your time table,but that wheels gonna turn for ya. Youll find somebody you can trust at some point,and trust is everything,just dont be a fuckup like me . Love or somthin' like it will roll your way,just aint no forcin it...be good to yourself,seems like the rest of the world wants to kick the hell out of you,just dont you join in. Life is like that. I dont judge .The sun is the sun even at midnight.
Thanks Seamus! :)
I am trying right now, but things are so complex here at my home right now.
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9 years in my longest romantic relationship post..the hab.
9 years is hard to let go of right away.
I have so many mixed emotions swirling, even though I feel like I did the right thing by ending it. For my own good and her own good.
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Troll status? Jeez. Exposing? What will you think of next? Lying?
I don't try to beat people down or whatever you think like that. The program has nothing to do with it. That's the default argument tactic of survivors... "That's program blah blah blah..." Bullshit DP. I just don't want these good folks here to get suckered. But, then again, it's America right? LOL Sucker away!! Put that in your program and brainwash it!
You brought this issue to the Fornits, not me.
Have a nice lonely life , Bill.
I already said what I had to say.
On second thought I wasn't done speaking my mind on this................Hey Bill, how about people growing and changing and actually giving people other chances. How about stepping down from your high horse once in awhile?
Ye just saying that "default argument tactic of survivors" is very insulting, to not only me but to other survivors.
Did ye become Mr. perfect now or something.? Are ye above the fray here? I think not...but ye certainly act like ye are.
B/c I say thank you and use my manners with Tony, ye had to go and have a cow. Well my mom raised me right with manners, so I said thank you. Woooo , let's all have a cow now...Suzi said thank you to Tony!
Ye think me trying to speak of my break-up on here is some sort of joke or eveil plan or trick of mine, Bill? Really?
If so, ye are more paranoid than I ever could have imagined.
My pain is very real. Tony had been over to my house, in which you refused to ever go. He saw how much Nic and I loved each other. He knows how hard this is on me...whether he and I get along or not.
I have had some really horrible thoughts lately. Tony probably is trying to imagine what I am feeling right now. That is more than I can say for you.
Tony may be a lot of other things and we have had some serious ly major differences along the way, but at least he knows when to heckle someone and when not to. All ye have done since I started this thread is be a jerk to me in my time of pain.
Ye have really said nothing supportive at all to me. Why do ye even bother coming here and messing with me, Bill? Seriously...why?
I came here for support b/c I had no other places to turn. So my thread was pretty str8 forward, and cut and dry here.
Ye know what, Bill? It is sad that you and I are no longer friends , but just remember I am not the one who chose that...YOU did! After how ye have treated me here...I am not leaving the light on this time.
Leave me alone! Spend the time ye heckle me trying to calmly re-connect with your daughter. Family is important. I can tell ye this...I do not have any kids over here dying to move out when they are 18 to get away from me. In fact my kids love me dearly and I them. When I make a mistake I tell them and really own it. Put that in your pipe and smoke it Bill. Smoke something for gods sake!
Touche` Deprogram. We have a mutual friend on a separate Web site. I have watched this for awhile an wondered how this would play out.
Damn, the girl is hurt'in. Let it be, for now anyway, maybe ever.
Just think'in.
Peace D.
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Well Danny, yer barkin up the wrong tree, but ok... I hear ya. No worries. Ya'll have fun and all that jazz... I just call it as I see it from my perspective and am not the LEAST BIT SURPRISED that someone would want to break up with her... One of my CDs is called "The Truth Hurts". Maybe you should read it.
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Well Danny, yer barkin up the wrong tree, but ok... I hear ya. No worries. Ya'll have fun and all that jazz... I just call it as I see it from my perspective and am not the LEAST BIT SURPRISED that someone would want to break up with her... One of my CDs is called "The Truth Hurts". Maybe you should read it.
Bill,
Who are referring to when ye say this: "am not the LEAST BIT SURPRISED that someone would want to break up with her"?
If ye are referring to me either get your eyse checked and check your facts please. I am the one who ended it. If ye are referring to Nic..then ye can just stand down. Nic is a very good person , and I love her dearly and always will. We are just not good together anymore, and need to go our seperate ways to be able to grow . It happens sometimes. So, if ye are talking about Nic like that ye can just totally SHUTTY. Your black and white mentality is sickening. I am sorry ye feel the need to be so cross with me period. This is the last thing I will be saying to you, so read it well and enjoy. I wish you no illl-harm at all.
I really wish no one any ill harm.
Back to Nic...I respect her enough and love her enough to cut her loose. She has been a mother to my children and a great one at that. Yes Nic has hurt me with some things that she said to me..but I also wish only good things for her, still. If anyone cannot comprehend the kind of love I have for her and humans in this world in general , then I feel that they have not been paying any attention to me at all. In fact it would be safe to say that those people barely even know me. That isn't to say that I didn't let them in. I can say that the regulars around here and elsewhere have noticed how open of a person I am and can really be.
Anyway Enough said.
So, Bill this is it dude...I will be ignoring your posts from now on. I really do mean have a nice life..Just have it. Catch ye on the flip side.
I will still continue to talk about this topic as necessary and comment.
To all of the others out therte that really know who I am and love and support me, I thank you, very much. I really appreciate it. You know who you are.
To all of the nice people that don't know me and have come forward in support with love for me as a survivor and fellow human being , I thank you! I really do appreciate it , even if I do not know you. Sometimes just hearing a few kind words helps out.
Sincerely
-DP
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Cindirella Don't Know What You've got (Till
It's Gone) Lyrics:
(Keifer)
I can't tell you baby what went wrong
I can't make you feel what
you felt so long ago
I let it show
I can't give you back what's been hurt
Heart aches come and go and
All that's left are the words
I can't let go
If we take some time, think it over baby
Take some time, let me know
If you really wanna go
Don't know what you got til it's gone
Don't know what it is I did so wrong
Now I know what I got
It's just this song
And it ain't easy to get back takes so long
I can't feel the things that cause you pain
I can't clear my heart of your
love it falls like rain
Ain't the same
I hear you calling far away
[ Find more Lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.org/dun (http://mp3lyrics.org/dun) ]
Tearing through my soul
I just can't take another day
Who's to blame
If we take some time, think it over baby
Take some time, let me know
If you really wanna go
Don't know what you got til it's gone
Don't know what it is I did so wrong
Now I know what I got
It's just this song
And it ain't easy to get back takes so long
Do you wanna see me beggin' baby
Can't you give me just one more day
Can't you see my heart's been draggin' lately
I've been looking for the words to say
Ooooh
Don't know what you got til it's gone
Don't know what it is I did so
wrong, wrong, wrong
Now I know what I got
It's just this song
And it ain't easy to get back takes so long
Don't know what you got til it's gone
Don't know what it is I did so
wrong, wrong, wrong
Now I know what I got
It's just this song
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You broke my heart in two
And I’m leaving this half with you
To remind you what you done to me
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Well Danny, yer barkin up the wrong tree, but ok... I hear ya. No worries. Ya'll have fun and all that jazz... I just call it as I see it from my perspective and am not the LEAST BIT SURPRISED that someone would want to break up with her... One of my CDs is called "The Truth Hurts". Maybe you should read it.
Rusty, you know I have not got any problems with ya bro. I know you from the same site. This is absolutely none of my business, just think both of you are good folk and would like to see mutual respect. Especially at a time of emotional duress. Like I said, the girl is hurt'in and putting it out there. Maybe another time, ya know.
Take care, both of you.
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Seamus,Earl of Donnybrook, king of failed relationships,promotes the following post break-up retinue:
1 -Drink,Drink like they aint gonna make anymore.
2- Listen to Houndog Taylor & the Houserockers song "she's gone" jacked up to 11,
DO IT NOW, do it till the cops come.
3-Go fuck the most insipid person you can think of,fuck em like your ass is on fire and the rest is made of matches.
4-Rinse,repeat.....
5 Grab yourself by the throat and make yourself get up,and keep moving,cause sitting still will fucking kill you.
OK,OK prolly not the BEST advice you ever got but the intention was good,(seems failed relationships come along w the territory , dont it) :nods:
Hahahahha I like this advice! :) Nice! :)