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Women are Beauty !

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Open Free for All / Re: Writer seeks stories
« on: March 03, 2008, 08:23:51 AM »
Quote from: anonn
What do you think this is, a forum where survivors from abusive programs post? Nah, this is a place where people who were never in programs ask for advice about their sex life and post pictures of their

I know, Mother Fucker, Why don't You insert your tiny pecker in a sausage grinder !

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Open Free for All / Re: Writer seeks stories
« on: March 03, 2008, 08:20:34 AM »
I'm Real busy however, I will provide you what I can.

[email protected]

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Open Free for All / Re: M.O. of the Manual Spammer
« on: March 03, 2008, 08:14:40 AM »
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Personally I think it's rather obvious whoever the spammer is it's someone who neither respects noreven likes themselves very much.

Any though
No, you've got it all wrong....

I love myself, but I hate you, though!


LOL

Yes, I "plug" my Stroke form Here. It better then Motley Crue Spam !

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I furveley agree. That's the reason we exist. It's serious and ritual like. My Girlfriend and I experience the beautiful moment and can't get enough. The "teasing" drives me crazy but it's very erotic !


I've noticed myself, lots of other people here I won't call out, and certain people with a similar past to me or just personality types often have a NEED for sex... as a means to communicate. And for people to understand their feelings and to be with them, its necessary. Not just for the sake of 'getting laid' or something carnal, but because thats really the only way to let your guard down, be close, and show your feelings.

I was just making this thread for the people out there who know what I'm talking about, is all.

Lets try to keep this clean, shall we, folks?
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Open Free for All / Music
« on: February 27, 2008, 12:32:43 PM »
I was just informed that I could bullshit about "tunes here and not get huuuuued by Staff ?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=67J_66hdN-I

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Sex can be satisfying when one feels alone/Bad. Notice the instant gradification.

Say when it's time to stop coping.

In her book Recovering from the Loss of a Child, author Katherine Fair Donnelly writes of a man whose infant daughter, Robyn, dies from SIDS (sudden infant death syndrome). The child had died in the stroller, while the mother was out walking her. The father had stopped to get a haircut that day and was given a number for his turn.

"It was something he never did again in future years," Donnelly wrote. "He would never take a number at the barber's and always came home first to make sure everything was all right. Then he would go and get a haircut. It became one of the ways he found of coping."

I hate coping.  It's not living.  It's not being free.  It reeks of surviving.

But sometimes it's the best we can do, for a while.

Eight years after my son dies, I was signing the papers to purchase a home. It was the first home I had bought since his death. The night before he dies, I had also signed papers to buy a new home. I didn't know that I had begun to associate buying a home with his death, until I noticed my hand trembling and my heart pounding as I finished signing the purchase agreement. For eight years, I had simply avoiding buying a home, renting one less-than-desirable place after another and complaining about the travails of being a renter. I only knew then that I was "never going to buy another house again." I didn't understand that I was coping.

Many of us find ways of coping. As children, we may have become very angry with our parents. Having no recourse, we may have said to ourselves, "I'll show them, I'm never going to do well at music, or sports, or studies again." As adults, we may deal with a loss, or death, by saying, "I'm always going to be nice to people and make them happy. Then they won't go away." Or we may deal with a betrayal by saying, "I'm never going to open my heart to a woman, or man, again."

Coping often includes making an incorrect connection between an event and our behavior. It may help us survive., but at some point our coping behaviors usually get in our way. They become habits and take on a life of their own. And although we think we're protecting ourselves or someone we love, we aren't.

Robyn didn't die because her father took a number and waited to get his hair cut.

My son didn't die because I brought a new house.

Are you keeping yourself from dong something that you really want to do as a means of coping with something that happened to you a long time ago? Cope if you must, if it helps save your life. But maybe today is the day you could set yourself free.

God, show me if I'm limiting myself and my life in some way by using an outdated coping behavior. Help me know that I'm safe and strong enough now to let that survival behavior go.

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I've noticed myself, lots of other people here I won't call out, and certain people with a similar past to me or just personality types often have a NEED for sex... as a means to communicate. And for people to understand their feelings and to be with them, its necessary. Not just for the sake of 'getting laid' or something carnal, but because thats really the only way to let your guard down, be close, and show your feelings.

I was just making this thread for the people out there who know what I'm talking about, is all.

Lets try to keep this clean, shall we, folks?
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Open Free for All / Re: Pocrov
« on: February 22, 2008, 09:08:39 PM »
Thank You . :)

Fr. Cassian Newton: Criminal Investigations and Civil Suits

Author: Pokrov

Date Published: 5/16/2007

Publication: Pokrov

The information below is an excerpt from documents about Father Cassian Newton (formerly known as Virgil Miller Newton) prepared by International Survivors Action Commitee with help from Wes Fager and the Oakland Institute. Pokrov is grateful for their contributions of documents to our files.

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Open Free for All / Re: Is there something I can help you with?
« on: February 22, 2008, 09:06:28 PM »
C'mon girls, wheres the LOVE ?


You dam well know why I am reading your posts.  You made the decision to get a user name and start posting and drawing links back to your blog from this fornits place.  You started this with your letter to the Kansas school board without any regard to others and how they may be affected.  I am so friggin steaming right now I am not even going to start to explain how I feel and why.  You kicked up the same friggin dust 2 years ago friend. My opinion is just as important as you will soon find out

I will try to write later after I calm down.

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 :cry: :cry:


What. The. Fuck.  My letter to the Kansas school board???   My blog??   Holy shit, you're crazier than I thought.


 ::OMG:: :rasta: :rasta: :rasta:
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Open Free for All / Re: Miss Mug Shot Florida
« on: February 22, 2008, 07:22:20 PM »
"Pretty tied up" .... GNR


Is it wrong to say we look forward to her next arrest?

http://www.thesmokinggun.com/archive/ye ... rray1.html
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Open Free for All / Pocrov
« on: February 20, 2008, 07:27:59 AM »

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Smelly Mel
« on: February 09, 2008, 11:38:30 AM »
Mel Riddle


Why won't "Riddle" speak of his "innoscent's" and why hes he been "dodging this for 20 some-odd yeas. I think his "shit" stinks as well !
 
Miller I don't know what to think but any one administering to "Hell" is NOT a "Hero" of mine.

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