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Mission Mountain School / where are they??
« on: July 08, 2006, 11:47:00 PM »
Does anyone remember lou?? cant remember her last name. she had to leave due to her mom not being able to afford the place.
Kathleen Hamelett?
can anyone help with the girls that never came back or left early??
what about karli ralphs??? crissy blalock?

Mission Mountain School / try and look at it this way
« on: June 29, 2006, 12:32:00 AM »
Ill try one more time....
I find it intersting when people have nothing to say for a few day....its get tiring being so angry huh.
Well, heres my view and please feel free to say what you want.

I know MMS wasn't peaches a cream, I know we all had a hard time. Esp those of us that were there in the beginning.....I almost think more so, my generation than any.
But, seriously girls, where would you be without having had the MMS experience?? Try and forget all the bad for a second.
Would you really be here today fighting for the things in your life that you find very important and necessary??
Kat youve said many times you were ready to kill yourself before MMS and look at you now. Your trying to change the world and make things better for the people in your life and for people you don't even know. Would that have happened if you didn't have that drastic turn in your life??
Girls are doctors, running there own buisnesses, lawyers, and bakers, (WHO HOOOO).  But seriously, is there truely nothing to be greatful for?? Was it really THAT bad, and did it all turn out to truely be shit??
Okay im ready....but please, just think about.

Mission Mountain School / for anyone who care......way off topic
« on: May 30, 2006, 01:30:00 AM »
So,  As I sit here and look over the girls pics at Myspace, I wonder, what ahppened to us.
Many of us promised to keep in touch, promised to love eachother when we left, promised to be there and be around.
I have about 4 friends from MMS that I still keep in contact with on a regular basis. I have found others who I was once close with and seems to all be fading away.
 My life is nothing of what it was. I look back to my time and I wonder where she went.
I was strong, (physically) and now im a bundle of blob.
25 year old and to I was my greatest at MMS.
My parents constant struggle to tell me they know who I am but I beg to differ.
I fight a stuggle daily in my soul and its not pretty.
Was it all a lie?? did we just love eachother becuse we knew no other way? yes life moves on, yet I feel as if im the only one who feels such a strong bond with all the girls and most are mad at me for my stand and don't like me becuse of it. that hurts the most. who cares about staff approval but if you girls don't approve, that was and is always a big thing for me.

How could life be so simple yet seem so hard. We struggle and work to make ends meet and at the end of the day, what for. People don't change much, everyone seems old and set in there ways. who are we to tell them different.
why is my glass half empty when to me its full.
I fight a fight that Im not even asked to fight and looked down apon for.

Its overwhelming to me now. I have no idea where to turn. wil it work out or will people always tell me a better way.
I remember being so scared coming home from school and not wanting to drink, or smoke or have sex, even though i never had. and now, a drink after work is at times, what  I look forward to. Im sad, worn down, and am tired of proving myself to people. Im angry again and im angry that im angry. I hurt again and I hate that I hurt.
a bad and hurtful past and people don't even beleive me. A year after MMS I had a terrible experience and my parents still to this day don't believe me. if pictures are truly a pathway to the soul are all the girls truely happy and so carefree???
Ive never been overly school smart, and never been attractive, so i take what i can get. But is that really what life is all about?? looks brains, what about just being decent and alive.
Im angry again, im lonley again and on the out side my life is not ideal but im happy, is that enough??

sorry, a some what tipsy post.
don't be mean,.....just rambles.

you are you
I am I,
Two individuals dancing on our own two feet, & when were together...its beautiful[ This Message was edited by: BarnardlyB on 2006-05-29 22:32 ]

Mission Mountain School / interesting, whatcha think??
« on: March 28, 2006, 02:45:00 PM »
Okay Girls.......
Check it out.
You all hate MMS and you know what thats fine. If anything great, feel what you feel.
Yet why have a web site that is what I will call a mini MMS??
People who hate MMS are all in the what I will call "older girl group" the girls who have there shit together supposably....
and those of us who disagree are in the "newer student group" those of us who just don't get it yet.
We have our own opinions yet why jump on girls who feel strongly for the school, like you all feel strongly against the MMS. You give them harsh feed back and disregard them, in hopes they'll jump on the hate MMS wagon, and supposably yourr better then the school. Your so informed and all knowing and us little people should shut up and agree.
For people who hate the school so much you do a good job creating a mini one on the internet......good job.....

Okay girls bring it on....ill be suprized if you don't...... :razz:

Mission Mountain School / LETS FIGHT FOR WHAT WE BELIEVE!!!
« on: October 08, 2005, 09:07:00 PM »
("Bring on the lawsuits, MMS deserves to be exposed. I suggest a group of girls filing suit together, not one alone, as they will be met with great opposition. Good luck to those of you who get the courage to do this, if you do. If you don't, no one will condemn you as it is not an easy thing to go through. Whatever you decide we will be here to back you.")

This statement just makes me rage angry....It lights a fire inside....
Those of you that are FOR MMS....LETS FIGHT!!!!!!!!
I truly believe the battle for MMS is just as important, if not more so, than the one against MMS.
I know this site brings frustration to the staff at MMS right now, but lets show that a school like MMS is worth left standing and is worth to be as left as is....
Yes ladies I agree in change and improvements and to better things, but MMS did its magic for myself and TTTTOOOOONNNNNSSSSS of other girls.
It also,... believe it or not made an impact on those against MMS...Im not talking negitive but look at your life now and tell me MMS didn't change it for the better in some ways. Many of us that stand for MMS see the good and about you who are against the school....they did do some good for you also!! Why can't you see it both ways and make peace with that????

How about it girls....Shall we fight for what WE believe in or should we back off and let what is being said, be said....
let me know
B[ This Message was edited by: BarnardlyB on 2005-10-08 18:11 ]

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