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« on: April 17, 2005, 06:09:00 PM »
I gotta say that I think methadone should be classified as a biological weapon rather than a drug.
I should have known that anything invented by nazis
couldnt be good (they gave us both methamphetamine and methadone..methadone = adolphine
I guess I really had no other choice at the time...there was no subutex /suboxone treatments..
Why should you give a fuck? I dont care either way..
I guess Im just posting this to warn anyone caught in the opioid tornado..
If you absolutely must go on opioid maintenance ..for heroin/vicodan/morph/whatever habit....check into suboxone and subutex..
Its withdsrawals are mild at best.
Methadone should be reserved for the hopeless. I have been in withdrawals since christmas during my taper ...which is fucking ridiculous..
you can kick the other opioids in 2 weeks tops and I mean back to work and sleeping and all.
I jumped off of my methadone taper at 40 mgs (wasnt even stable at 40 lets say 50 , milligrams that is) and it almost fucking killed me ...I couldnt even get up to bathe..and almost overdosed myself on my remaining supply to make it stop.
I went ahead and started my taper back at 30 and am almost stable at 10 mg.
I started at 170 which is a monster dose..was on 170 for years
Im gonna make it ...Im like a roach in that I always survive and always will..
Reagrdless of your opinion of me, which is of no consequence anyway...
if you have a little ol vicodin habit or heroin habit under say 8 or 9 bags/papers(depending where you live) a day ...just do your kick off those and be done
I have done alot of fucking drugs ...thats been the main focus of my very being since I was about 14 ...and have never seen anything that rivals this.
Its been a struggle you prolly cant imagine..yah yah dope took my life...dope took everything Ive ever had and then some...including my soul.
But thats done and gone and still Im here...Im over that.
But dont get sucked into methadone clinics bullshit...they dont give a fuck about you..and wont even tell you the vast number of horrid side effects and withdrawals involved...they "just wanna get you stable" ( which means strung out~ on a super synthetic opiate more powerful than all your past addiction times ten)
I wont go into all of that..right now. If you think you wanna ride the methadone dragon pm me and Ill tell you what the clinic wont.