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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / AARC
« on: May 04, 2005, 10:26:00 AM »
DG, what are your books called?? Where can I buy them, I interested in reading them.

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It reads like an AARC manual.  It's crazy when it's set out like that how sick it really looks.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / It is ok to relapse
« on: February 26, 2005, 01:27:00 PM »
You did belittle it by saying this "barely scratched the surface of her wrist, just enough to make a little blood appear"

As you may or may not recall, I hit my vein, not just scratched my self, hitting a vein with a dull razor takes a lot of work.  The blood just didn't appear, it was pulsing out of the vein.  If you remember correctly my pants and shirt were soaked in blood.  I have very prominent scars to look at ever day.  In fact I have tatooed both of my wrists so I have something positive to look at everyday instead of those ugly scars.  This is a very major event in my life, that to this day effects me.  Yes part of it was done out of attention, but a lot was just the hopelessness of where I was at the time. Being confronted in that state, was not what I needed at the time and did a lot of damage.  The thing that pissed me off even more, was it being used down the road to convince other parents what would happen should aarc not step in.  I will never forget the day when Dr.V said in a Friday night rap (once I was on staff), "remember Jessie, remember when we had to break the door down when you tried to kill yourself, you would have died if we wouldn't have broken in"...  That never happened, but it was used as a scare tactic for the parents.... only aarc can save your kids lives.  I didn't like being used that way.... [ This Message was edited by: JessicaM on 2005-02-26 10:29 ]

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News Items / Looking for Everyone!
« on: February 16, 2005, 10:01:00 AM »
You know what, it is nice not to have someone calling me a "crack whore" on this board.  DG and I were simply catching up on old times.  It's nice not to have ever topic on this board being them against us.....

That's what the point of that was, two people with two different opinions talking nicely to one another.... so lay off the touchy feely comments, it doesn't always have to be I'm right, you're wrong....

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News Items / Looking for Everyone!
« on: February 15, 2005, 05:56:00 PM »
Thanks Mr. DG, that means a lot coming from you.  Always thought highly of you.

Take Care.

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News Items / Looking for Everyone!
« on: February 15, 2005, 03:07:00 PM »
Say hi to her for me.  I hope you can see that I'm not a bad person just because we may have different feelings on a shared experience.

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News Items / Looking for Everyone!
« on: February 15, 2005, 09:59:00 AM »
Okay, I'll bite.

I know who you are.  Hope you are doing well.  I recognize your initials.


I am: JM, previously JD, soon to be again.
Graduated: 1994
Sober: 9 years, I have the occassional glass of wine the last year and a half (and yes, I am glad I didn't drink for that period of time).
Career: Oil & Gas
Kids: 1 dog, he's cute too
Married: divorced.  1 1/2 in current relationship with wonderful guy.
Interests: music, my dog, volunteering (SPCA).


[ This Message was edited by: JessicaM on 2005-02-15 07:01 ]

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News Items / screw whoever made the voicelesness post
« on: December 13, 2004, 05:18:00 PM »
You're the one who is confused Josh!!!! Have you heard of people getting married and changing their last names, used to be "D" and is now "M", didn't know that would be so confusing for you.  Regardless "Velvet2000" is not Jess D or M so let it go....

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News Items / screw whoever made the voicelesness post
« on: December 13, 2004, 01:57:00 PM »
BigJosh said "Jess, I have looked at the legal issues around that...if their parents signed them in, thats the law..."

Hey how the hell did I get involved in this, when I post, it's under my own name.  I think you got your people confused Josh......

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / i feel like im going crazy
« on: November 26, 2004, 10:03:00 AM »
Yes Velvet, I am definitely enjoying my freedom.  It's true sometimes you can forget what it was like.  Occassionally I read through old journals from when I was in aarc and it reminds me of how my mind wasn't my own and makes me so grateful for the freedom within my own mind...

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News Items / AARC Dream
« on: November 22, 2004, 10:20:00 AM »
Saying Calgary isn't exciting, okay, I can agree with this....

Saying Calgary isn't attractive...??? Did you happen to notice the view we have to the Mountains and the amount of green space in Calgary, now Edmonton, that's an unattractive city!!

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News Items / Nice Email Address
« on: February 07, 2003, 08:50:00 PM »
Hey Josh, I just checked out your email address.  Gee, you're so clever ::bangin::

Have a great day, I know I will.

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News Items / Just checkin this out
« on: February 07, 2003, 08:45:00 PM »
I finally got around to registering...yeah for me.

Now there will be less confusion when I post.

 :smile: Chow all, have a great weekend.

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