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After being there (Va str8) for about two years, and having been on 5th phase for like a year, I decided it was time to get out. I don't know if I was on 5th or on some kind of setback when I put in for withdrawal. I very well may have been on 5th, which would have meant that I wrote up my own request for withdrawal, a not-so-usual occurance, I would guess. I don't know how long it took, but I ended up meeting with my parents and staff in a little room. I was asked to give an explanation for my desire to "pull myself",
LOL. No actually, they had made us stop using that
term, for obvious reasons. So I told them i "just
wanted out" and they kind of had to "pull teeth" as to the why. I was goaded into making a statement with the gist of "Yes, I'd rather go be with my old friends, I didn't sat 'druggie' because I didn't really see them that way, never did, I was the one who 'turned on' my best friend to acid, and he was the one who was always telling me, "Just do your homework" "Don't get high so much" and stuff like that. This guy was a lifesaver after I got out. But anyway, I told them that, and this really struck an odd nerve with my dad, or something, because he started getting upset, saying "You'd rather go be with DANNY then to be with me?" It was something like that. No, I'm not gay, lol. So i said "Yes." So he gets up and tries to strangle me. He got his hands around my neck and I think staff had to pull him off of me. so that was it. I was leaving. Or so I thought. I started walking, just
started walking, miles from my home, and my sister got out of my parents car and talks to me out there for 3 hours, and convinces me to stay somehow. (I didn't remember anything that happened after the stranglehold, and still don't, this is what she told me happened...)So I went back in, and ended up copping out later on.

WHAT IS YOUR HORRORSCOPE?
>  
>
> AQUARIUS JAN 20 - FEB 18:     You are progressive.  
> You lie a great deal.
> On the other hand, you are inclined to be careless and
> impractical, causing
> you to make the same mistakes repeatedly.  Everyone
> thinks you are a fucking jerk.
>
> PISCES FEB 19 - MAR 20:  You have a vivid imagination
> and often think you are being followed by the FBI or
> CIA.  You have minor influence over your friends and
> people resent you for flaunting your power.  You lack
> confidence and are generally a coward.
> Pisces people screw small animals and pick their nose
> a lot.
>
> ARIES MAR 21 - APRIL 19: You are the pioneer type and
> hold most people in contempt.  You are quick tempered,
> impatient, and scornful of advice. You are a prick.
> You like having sex in crowds and switching up on
> partners.
>
> TAURUS APR 20 - MAY 20:  You are practical and
> persistent.  You have lots of determination and work
> like hell.  Most people think you are a snob and
> bullheaded.  You are nothing but a goddamn communist,
> who loves oral sex.
>
> GEMINI MAY 21 - JUNE 20: You are a quick and
> intelligent thinker. People like
> you because you are bisexual.  However, you are
> inclined to expect too much
> for too little.  This means you are a cheap  bastard.
> Geminis are notorious for thriving on incest.
>
> CANCER JUNE 21 - JULY 22:     You are sympathetic and
> understanding of
> others problems.  They think you are a sucker. You are
> always putting things off.
> This is why you will always be on welfare and won't be
> worth a shit.
>
> LEO JULY 23 - AUG 22:    You consider yourself a born
> leader. Others think you are
> a pussy.  Most Leos are bullies.  You are vain and
> cannot tolerate honest criticism.  Your arrogance is
> disgusting. Leo people are thieving bastards and kiss
> mirrors a lot.
> Most Leos have herpes.
>
> VIRGO AUG 23 - SEPT 22:  You are the logical type and
> hate disorder.
> This nit-picking is sickening to your friends.  You
> are cold and unemotional
> and often fall asleep while screwing.  Virgos make
> good bus drivers and pimps.
>
> LIBRA SEPT 23 - OCT 22:  You are the artistic type and
> have a difficult time
> with reality.  If you are a male, you are probably
> queer. Chances for
> employment and money gains are pathetic.  Most Libra
> women are whores.
> All Libras die of Venereal Diseases.
>
> SCORPIO OCT 23 - NOV 21: You are shrewd in business
> and can not be trusted.
> You will screw anything from a witch to a wizard. You
> are a perfect son-of-a-bitch.
> Most Scorpios are murdered.
>
> SAGITTARIUS NOV 22 - DEC 21:  You are optimistic and
> enthusiastic. You have
> a reckless tendency to rely on luck, since you have no
>  talent. The majority
> of Sagittarians are drunks or pot-heads.
> People laugh at you a lot because you are always
> getting screwed.
>
> CAPRICORN DEC 22 - JAN 19:    You are conservative and
> afraid of taking risks.
> You are basically chicken-shit.  There was never a
> Capricorn of any importance.
> You should kill yourself.

Here are some links that someone here will no doubt find of interest...

http://enemyoftheearth.org/

http://www.corporatetraitors.com/petition/index.asp

http://www.thedumbyachronicles.com/

Yes. I sure can. For now, I'll be concise. I remember watching that movie about Francis Farmer. (If you don't know about it, do a google search on that name and something is bound to come up) Anyway, it was only a couple of years that I was out of there (str8 VA) and I was watching that movie with an ex-girlfriend. I had told her, so she knew that I had been 'somewhere'. She started asking me what had happened to me while I was in there. I forget exactly what I replied with, but I was still in a sort of denial about the place. You could also call it selective memory. After I kind of "dummied up" she went into a near PANIC asking me "Oh my GOD Alex! What did they do to you in there?!?" This made me even more weirded out and I just said something to try to calm her down. I'll never forget that. I shocked that anyone could react like that. WEIRD.

Terrorist pilot Mohammad Atta blew up a bus in Israel in
1986. The Israelis captured, tried and imprisoned him. As
part of the Oslo agreement with the Palestinians in 1993,
Israel had to agree to release so-called "political
prisoners."

However, the Israelis would not release any with blood on
their hands, The American President at the time, Bill
Clinton, and his Secretary of State, Warren
Christopher, "insisted" that all prisoners be released.
                       
Thus Mohammad Atta was freed and eventually thanked the US by
flying an airplane into Tower One of the World Trade Center.
This was reported by many of the American TV networks at the
time that the terrorists were first identified. It was
censored in the US from all later reports.

 :eek:

Lately there has been a lot of breath spent on whether or not a person should post anonymously. Perhaps this should no longer be an option? Is it too much to ask that a person pick a unique name (real or a pseudonym) to post under? Is there a reason why we should have to wonder which
anonymous is posting a message? I think that this option ought to be considered...Thanks...

[ This Message was edited by: AlexL on 2003-03-03 17:13 ]

After having been on 5th for way too long (year
total!) I didn't worry as much about things that I
would have before. Things that would have gone
"against my conscience" before. Like buying and
listening to punk albums. (uh oh, my PAST!) I read "A Clockwork Orange" on 5th when I would have been squeamish about it before. I started getting (at least I was TRYING to get) heavily political. Some of the music - like "Penis Envy" by Crass, stuff by the Dead Kennedys, and this weird sorta 'skinhead' band called the Nihilistics, was very anti-Gov't. (No I'm not and
never was a racist skinhead) Punk music (and yes,
other music too) kept me feeling like I still had a pulse in there. I figured if anyone got too weird about me enjoying criticizism of the gov't, then that just showed how FULL_OF_SHIT that they (and subsequently Straight) in fact was/were. At school, all I did was either sleep, try to improve my vocabulary (by going thru a pocket dictionary), or doodled. After I 7-stepped, I think, I remember going to an Anarchist library here in Baltimore and looking for anything interesting. I found out about a demonstration against Apartheid. I ended up going down to the embassy with complete strangers and picketing.
The best part was the ride to and from. Enlightening discussions in the car like the politics of Star Trek (having a black woman and asian that didn't act like stereotypes) and stuff like that...It wasn't too long before good ol' sex, drugs and rock n' roll found their way back into my life, for better or for worse. As far as politics go, I don't really have time for 'em anymore, but do appreciate a good, succinct update
now and again...peace out, thanks for reading. >>FR13

PS - Scott B., what's up? When did Dean blast me about punk music? I mean, what did the FAG say, anyway? (Hey, that felt kinda good, no offense to gays on this board)