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« on: March 02, 2003, 03:34:00 AM »
I just thought this satistic might shed some light:
a little over 60% of the members here graduated Straight and two thirds of those were on staff there. I believed that Straight helped me for years after I graduated. I was afraid to ever let my parents know of my doubts about Straight even years after. Don't know why I was afraid but I do know it came from that treatment model. You said pathway is "without violence or physical abuse". I was in a branch of Straight Inc. in MI. I was there at a time when physical restraining was not in use. Yet mental abuse was way ,way more painful than any beating I've ever had. The reason the program is so long is because it takes that long to convince a child that they have no will except for the groups will which is controled by policy. I was trying not to use the term brainwash but do you see what I'm saying? When you get far enough out from the program (if you dare) You go ahead and ask you daughter to tell you the truth of what she thinks of her experience there with out consequence. Even then. My folks paid $88,000 for my 18 months and they still use all those same stupid phrases that you , no doubt use and it's hard for me still to burst thier bubbles ,so I let it go. I had bad parents. They are not bad people , they just had no business raising kids. Getting loaded was the only thing that made it bareable. I've been sober over 10 years. My folks don't control my life any more so I am able to be somewhat normal and just don't need to be hammered to be happy. There is no such thing as a drug problem. For me it was a parent/God problem. Once I removed the stick ,my ass stopped hurting.
I'm glad your life is better now, however there are difinitely things that are potentialy destructive to your daughter that have been nailed to her brain. Kind of like the feeling you had when you realized there was no Santa Clause , only x1000. Help her see the difference between reality and "group conscience". Or don't ...why mess up a good thing right. Pathways is not Straight. They changed enough to stay open thus far. But from what I've read about it you still end up with the same lie in your brain , just maybe not along with a black eye. COA would have loved Straight too. I use to love it myself. I use to go to highschools and speak to a thousand kids at a time and tell them all the scary stuff about dope. But if they knew how I really felt inside and where they could end up (in Straight) they would never have even considered getting high. ...Good luck.
P.S. has your daughter ever read any of the post here? Never know.....Joey