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anice place but i dont wanna pull permits to own a gun alitte farther left than i care to be,and by the by canadas souther border is at least as porus as ours.

in my intake iwas told this wouldnt be like when i was locked up before(sandhillsNC school for boys,Ivy ridge,correctional,sandhills MH center,orCamden Military Acadwmy.I could leave whenever i wanted.I was 16ish,dopesick,and un believeably depressed,these days I see it as being kidnappe  by both my own parents,who if youdd have told magic beans would help would have signed anything. And just by deciet.desparate parents,taken advantage of in their time of weakness,by manipulative,wicked motherfuckers,who would pump that bullshit down a kids,throat but not an adults. Did you{while on your program}ever wonder why if str8 was all that then why wasnt a line of 21 yo motherfuckers beating down the door"?

Yeah I had a staff member at a detox i was in around 84 or so ask me about straight & I said I needed "rehabilitation from my rehabilitation " Point is ya gotta come to terms with getting high or not,or just a little or whatever,on your own terms of your own will.Kinda like its what you give yourself permission to do. Straight was not the rest of the planet,nor my personal end all and be all.If I let that time rule my life then I lose,not them, me.Its my life and no thanks to those fucks its surprisingly good.

I mean I lived in venice,englefuckingwood,sarasota,daytona,ormond,St. augustine,miami,dania,and the whole straight thing and it just sucked,shit jobs,a whole series of shit girlfriends,hassled by cops left and right, well  except miami as i was a paramedic there.I live an hour north of chicago now,have a 2nd home in Mn. And am sooooo much happier I dogsled in the winter,hunt in the fall/spring and mountain bike in the summer.Im just so much better off.I got arrested like 10 or12 times in florida always bullshit non-stick charges,here not once,not even a ticket,nothing in 15 years.
My wife is so great I dont even have the words.The only person in my life who has really ever loved me.sometimes Im amazed that I have this life,almost to the point of feeling that I either dont deserve it or that I have "gotten over" somehow.I cant say how fucking glad I am to be THE FUCK OUT OF FLORIDA.

........does any body remember Dave Crock going on and on about " no such thing as a geographical cure"? Yep Davey boy,I got your cure RIGHT HERE !!!!!!!!!!!![ This Message was edited by: seamus on 2006-05-31 09:45 ]

Ok so fornits is alot like grafitti on a bathroom wall,but a cult? Nah,I aint buyin'it.I mean has fornits deprived anyone of any freedoms or liberties?While you might get told to go fuck yourself from time to time,nobody tells you not to fuck any body for 6 months AFTER your program.

That was the coolest 2 posts I have ever seen on this . A lot of times I go to an old cemetary walking distance from casaseamus and play my fiddle or national resonator,some times people walk by and look then keep moving.Too cool.

Ok. seamus uses and indorses...Black ice dogsledding gear 45/70 rifles,single action pistols(colts & rugers).Fender vibralux& demeter amps ,Telecasters,gibson acoustics,and mandolins,Gary Fisher mountain bikes,     HEY YOU ASKED.
OH YEAH...CHATMAC dogsleds
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and i say to myself,what a wonderful world.

The John mentioned here is not John"the undead" Meara just for the record.