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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Letting go
« on: December 15, 2004, 06:38:00 AM »
I believe letting go is important. Especially to a past of abuse and neglect. One just cannot carry all of that excess baggage around for very long before they hurt themselves. I believe confession is a thing in these cults or programs that gets confused with self-disclosure which makes us put up walls to not trust and to get screwed over by our peers. One only has to answer to his maker is what I believe is how to let go of the past and fess up to the present and change.

Redemption: Deliverance of sinners from the penalty of their sins through the murder of their deity against whom they sinned.
--Ambrose Bierce


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The Seed Discussion Forum / Post Seed Relationships
« on: December 15, 2004, 02:56:00 AM »
It was a match game made before some of them were newcomers.It was a gang that were all sexually active with each other as teenagers.Some met up before and after the Seed. It was cult sex.

The Bible and the Church have been the greatest stumbling blocks in the way of women's emancipation.
--Elizabeth Cady-Stanton


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New Info / I HATE GBS
« on: December 15, 2004, 12:09:00 AM »
I do, not you.You seem to think eveything is funny don't you? I feel sorry for you. You're just a little insect. :smokin:

The inspiration of the Bible depends on the ignorance of the person who reads it.
--Robert G. Ingersoll, American politician and lecturer


"The Fear of the Lord is the beginning of all knowledge"-Proverbs
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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / trying to find Helen Petermann
« on: December 11, 2004, 12:12:00 PM »
I have nothing against the lady anymore. I don't like the way she dealt with e but its longer lasting effects made me a better Socialist. I just couldn't stay in the confines of her compound. I didn't like the media in there either. I had to go..... but she knew the Reagans and of course as some of you know she had my rights of person expelled to the state for leaving her club called LIFE. I've chatted with her on the phone since then once and she was just tring to retire. She got some audio from me that was rather private and I hope she remembers me the same way. I'm still the same, just saner and sober and off all illegal substances. Beats prison. Or dying, or just never getting out of mental hospitals for life. She did me a service and as painful as it was it worked for me. I'd still love to ust chat wit her again to see how she is doing. :smokin:

Necessity is the excuse for every infringement of human freedom.  It is the argument of the tyrant and the creed of the slave.  
-- William Pitt, 1763

Some people have needs and they are met by their Master.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / trying to find Helen Petermann
« on: December 09, 2004, 01:46:00 AM »
I'd just like to chat with her. :smokin:

Next the statesmen will invent cheap lies, putting the blame upon the nation that is attacked,  and every man will be glad of those conscience-soothing falsities, and will diligently study them, and refuse to examine any refutations of them; and thus he will by and by convince himself that  the war is just, and will thank God for the better sleep he enjoys after this process of grotesque  self-deception."  
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/0517150735/circlofmiamithem' target='_new'>Mark Twain, The Mysterious Stranger, 1916, Ch.9


The Lord is a "God of War" anyway kitten.
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The Seed Discussion Forum / Home from rehab 30 years after the seed
« on: December 08, 2004, 02:16:00 AM »
All that fucking place taught me how to do is passivly take a bunch of shit from everyone around me. Now, its different. I still put up with it but I'm not hopeless, or friendless, or faithless because of it. I just turned into a child again later on in years. The Seed fucking toughened me up for all kinds of abuse and torchure. Not that I believe all the shit that was said there, but t is good to be honest with myself. Drugged or not.

Religion is what keeps the poor from murdering the rich.
--Napoleon Bonaparte, French emperor


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New Info / I HATE GBS
« on: December 08, 2004, 01:59:00 AM »
God knows even the VA made a junkie outa my nightmare.It took me several years to get stabilized on it an it was sheer hell. Now they even give me klonopin to go with it.Cousin to valium, another fucking opiate. I just wanted sleep. :smokin:

An individual who should survive his physical death is beyond my comprehension, nor do I wish it; such notions are for the fears or absurd egoism of feeble souls.

--Albert Einstein


It's not that bad anymore with the klonapin.Who gives a shit anyway? You don't.
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Open Free for All / I Believe in Father Christmas
« on: December 03, 2004, 05:53:00 PM »
It's an old testament promise I am keeping my mindset to. A new era promised by he prophets. In the book of Issiah, and Jeramiah, and other books of the apocalypse. I'm not a holier tan thou. Shit, I can't even make it to the toilet or the shower in time before somebody else does before me. Kids are kids. Just baby goats. Parents should take their children to church and they should set a good example and rear their children up to be children of God. Shit, if it means sparing the rod your gonna spoil the child. And they make all kinds of rods. Sometime in their lives they'll come to a crossroad or a crisis and they'll make a decision that will effect their whole life on this planet. And it's not a religious decision. It's a spiritual question. So I should say I don't belong to any church or temple or mosque but I can tell you I've always found refuge in the good book in times of trouble. Now I've gone past it and come to a different level because I'm not childish anymore. I suggest a good sit down with your child and have them baptized with water and then taught the scrpture and teach your child wisdom from the good book. Not from programs. Not from self-help books. Just train them up and then let 'em go when they're ready to fly the nest out into the earth and into the kingdom. Always be there for your child even if he is under trials and forsake him not if he or she is sincere. But don't force things on a grown-up child of yours. Let them come home when they chose. I don't know what else to say..........I don't have all te answrs since I don't know any of you all either. Just remeber kids are kids and they are little monsters. Children are of all ages.

Next the statesmen will invent cheap lies, putting the blame upon the nation that is attacked,  and every man will be glad of those conscience-soothing falsities, and will diligently study them, and refuse to examine any refutations of them; and thus he will by and by convince himself that  the war is just, and will thank God for the better sleep he enjoys after this process of grotesque  self-deception."  
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/0517150735/circlofmiamithem' target='_new'>Mark Twain, The Mysterious Stranger, 1916, Ch.9


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Open Free for All / I Believe in Father Christmas
« on: December 03, 2004, 05:00:00 PM »
Blah,Blah Blah..........Why don't you qyote some of these people before they met their Death? "Last famous words" would be greatly appreciated. Leave BuzzKill alone. She's right about what she's saying and she saved my xmas. Just because you can't understand doesn't mean your fools, it just means you've never been tried by God and put to the test. God don't care if you don't believe in Him, He needs a joke every once in a while. After all He made everything in creation. Including mankind.   :smokin:

The weavers of linen and hempen cloth, ... may exercise their trades without paying any fine.
-- Adam Smith in The Wealth of Nations (chapter X, part II) notes:


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Open Free for All / I Believe in Father Christmas
« on: December 03, 2004, 02:01:00 PM »
I really can't believe all the fuss over the simple fact people celebrate xmas and want to steal it's true meaning in this "society". This place called Fornits' where all the dogs play and the swine trample. I'm glad not everybody here is like the moderators, because they must feel they are just running out of time, and have no faith in Jesus Christ.

Creationists make it sound like a 'theory' is something you dreamt up after being drunk all night.
--Isaac Asimov, Russian-born American author


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Open Free for All / I Believe in Father Christmas
« on: December 02, 2004, 09:25:00 PM »
Oh them? They don't have any idea of what reality is. Pity their philosophied disgrace. The only thing they see in the Bible is their own Personal loss of God in their lives. Let 'em bitch. They're freemason dogs. Totally without.

If triangles had a God, He'd have three sides.
--Old Yiddish proverb


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Open Free for All / I Believe in Father Christmas
« on: December 02, 2004, 08:42:00 PM »
Thank you friend. I hope you have yourself a very good holiday.

Our Bible reveals to us the character of our god with minute and remorseless exactness... It is perhaps the most damnatory biography that exists in print anywhere. It makes Nero an angel of light and leading by contrast.
--Samuel Clemens "Mark Twain", American author and humorist


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Open Free for All / I Believe in Father Christmas
« on: December 02, 2004, 07:22:00 PM »
Indeed my nowledge of most of the Holy Bible that was once my family bible, and was stolen from us has lost my memory. I do remember that I should not even discuss any of what I read in the family bible to anyone Until Christ Jesus is raised from the dead. But fateful as my mind slips me at times because of brain damage, I was baptized as an evangelical. I guess I'll follow your advice and just get a brand new bible like my old family bible. I've never seen one in anyone else's possession like it. I know it's a sin to make a show of religion, but thank you for your discussion. I'll still stay clear of the xmas shows and the CTN false prophets and the doom-sayers, bu I do believe in the old and new testaments as read as merely prophetic. Not the loss of God in so many individuals.Syntax, I found in reading the bible was so mportant when I began my studies. Things aren't understood by intellect, but through the Holy Spirit whicj indwells us believers in Christ Jesus. I still won't be celebrating xmas this year again though. It's all way too commercialized and very contrary to what the Spirit tells me. Doesn't make me a Jew and that I should celebrate gamblng and gift giving for days. I just feel the Greek Orthodox Church websites have helped me understand more than the cults in America. Ever been to purgatory? There's a place down there that straightened my head out but good and cleansed me of venial sin. Some people think you have to go to purgatory before heaven........well there's a place down there that's a paradise and a place down there that is sheer Hell, and I'm never going to attemp suicide over the truth and the fact I had no real insight to change and repentance. I died. But I came back and was in a coma and God has shown His face unto me late one evening while I was keeping night watch over an ACLF and it wasn't what I had expected at all. My God, The Lord is not like any of us. Speaking of what the Lord has revealed to me was Himself. I just don't know why me? I'm just a seeker. I've had a lot of set-backs. I guess that's how He makes us understand. What I don't know is why I don't fit in anywhere in this country. I get along well with the chinese. I've had plenty of Chinese student keypals online and we just talk of culture. Not religion, or polotics or sex. It's much more invitations I've had to come and teach over there, than I've had to pay a toll on a bill here in the USA. I used to man the radio Tapai at night and wait for some kind of democracy to take shape in Asia. I found I could do more help by merely talking about being an American. Also, one not honored in this country at all by anyone. Even my own kinfolk. They all think I am nuts. So does the VA. and all my countryman. Thank you Buzzkill.  

The Christian God can be easily pictured as virtually the same as the many ancient gods of past civilizations. The Christian god is a three headed monster; cruel, evil and capricious. If one wishes to know more of this raging, three headed, beast-like god, one only needs to look at the caliber of the people who say they serve him. The are always of two classes: fools and hypocrites.
--Thomas Jefferson, U.S. President, author, scientist, architect, educator, and diplomat


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Open Free for All / I Believe in Father Christmas
« on: December 02, 2004, 04:23:00 PM »
Thank you for your ministry but, Israel is establishing borders right now. Just like in the book of "Malachi", and the sacrificial lamb I am seeking is the Man-child that was devoured by a dragon and was caught up unto God and His throne and will rule the nations with a Rod of Iron and will make "All things New.I'm talking about the marriage supper of the Lamb. I'm not protestant or Catholic, but I've understanding from my tribulations and there is the birth of Christ that mystifies me. If the anti-Christ
who according to the last book is named "Mark" is on the planet then when will we all see our new redeemer. Check out the book of Issiah over the scriptuure concerning the virgin birth. There is also another King in that passage who we're not even allowed to know about. The son of Man. It's all in scripture, but there are no truths to the media and I consider it all freedom propaganda that gives you nothing but lust for freedom, if you look to the churches they are not houses of worship. I worship God within myself. Please share more. I am interested. My body is the Temple of the Holy Spirit and I am a born-again maturing Christian like yourself. I just don't trust American churches. Or CEO Hit men who do things, and hide behind religion. We are saved by grace, but when we do something wrong and we repent. Often one will not fall for the same in again. Love covers a multitude of sins, and we are in a state of grace I believe, but People are killing in the name of a God. Jesus just came to give us a sword. Not peace. The Messiah is yet for me to be found and I don'tn know if I'll ever find HIM in my lifetime or not. It is written that we will desire nothing in HIM when we first see HIM. We're going backwards religiously and turning from the old way. I'm not saying these are the last days but watch Israel and when the temple is rebuilt there are a number of years before the prince of this world appears and it's then I will have to go back to the streets. I'm not going to take no Mark on my forehead just to do trade, or worship the guy. I'm talking about the "Babylonian Empire" Where the "son of perdition" rules from Rome, the city of seven hills. This is my dreaded fate to be beheaded, or to flee. It's going to be back to all this so called like "Ceaser worship" again. I'm an evangelical and was baptized "United Brethren" so maybe that's why I think of these things. I get my insight from CTN,and oter books and commentaries and still A man swears on a book to run a country and it says plainly in the book not to swear by anything in heaven or on earth. Why don't they just swear in Presidents like they do serviceman?

He, who has nothing, and who himself belongs to another, must be defended by him, whose property he is, and needs no arms. But he, who thinks he is his own master, and has what he can call his own, ought to have arms to defend himself, and what he possesses; else he lives precariously, and at discretion.
http://press-pubs.uchicago.edu/founders/documents/a1_8_12s4.html' target='_new'> James Burgh 1774


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Open Free for All / I Believe in Father Christmas
« on: December 02, 2004, 02:01:00 PM »
Yeah I know....The Greeks and Israelites still even sacrifice Lambs to his day. Where is "The Prince of Peace"? Why are we at war all the time? I dunno. But Islam is some tpe of polytheism with a selected diety to be chosen as one god. One Pagan god."Allah" I'd rather die than submit to Allah, but where's Christ? :smokin:

I am not a vegetarian because I love animals;  I am a vegetarian because I hate plants.  
-- A. Whitney Brown


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