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Lighthouse of northwest florida (fka VCA )/ Rebekah / Roloff ) / VCA drugging students.
« on: November 08, 2005, 09:02:00 PM »
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On 2005-08-26 13:34:00, BiproductOfHate wrote:

"Well,

    I guess a lot is new, and a lot isn't. I will get to a point I know I need to touch base on before I forget, again. I have been learning a lot more, every day about these schools. I even have a parent/student handbook in my access from Mountain Park. One thing a lot of us from these schools don't know, is that VCA, Mountain Park, and many other of these Lester-Roloff schools have a book they give to all of the parents that manipulates them to say certain things to you on your visits. I was shocked when I read it. Hopefully I will be able to post it on the web, soon.

  Now to my first point. I, and many others have reason to believe we were drugged at VCA by thorazine, or something similar. Is is just me and everyone else there, or did the water taste fucking sick? I mean, I vomited the water the first few days I drank it, and I refused to drink any of it the first few days I was in VCA. This of course, only brought on more punishment, and after refusing to eat for almost two weeks, and not drinking for almost 3 days, I gave in. This is when I could feel the drugs begin to set in. How many times did you see a new girl come in, fighting her way to sanity from these psycos, only to calm down in a matter of days? How many times at VCA did you want to do something, ( run away, defend yourself from staff members, etc) and you would think about it, but never did it? I don't know about you, but I know that I am not the type of person to lay back and let people walk over me. I would have broken out of that place if I hadn't have been drugged. I know it. Something always held me back- it was the psycotropic drugs in the water that they forced us to drink daily. Did you ever wonder why they made us drink the water every day during meals, but didn't seem to care if we were thristy, otherwise? It didn't make any sense. If you find this hard to believe, LOOK UP THE SYMPTOMS OF THORAZINE. HAIR LOSS, GOING MONTHS WITHOUT MENSTRUAL PERIODS, DIZZINESS, LACK OF ENERGY, "VEDGING", WEIGHT GAIN.And lots more. Those are only a few of the more common ones. You may also wonder why you didn't throw up at VCA when they fed us out-of-date food mixed in a huge bowl to create "train wreck" and forced us to eat it. THORAZINE is an anti-flammatory. Keeps you from throwing up. Some girls did throw up, but they were few, and when they did, they were tortured.

     Some women who have left these schools are now having miscarraiges as a result of thorazine and like drugs.This stuff is BAD. Very bad. If environmentalists knew about the bladdering wells with this shit, it wouldn't be good for these places.

     You can get your hair tested for thorazine now. I strongly advise you not to cut your hair. I have been out of the VCA school in Jay, Florida for about 2 and a half years, now. My hair is down to my lower back, and I am guessing I will have some left that I haven't cut that will be eligible for testing for thorazine. I will update you on my results as soon as I can.



    Good wishes to all of you.

-Rae"at rebekah they had there own man made water system.  it was behind the school. i do believe we were drugged.not at anytime could we have any of the food to leave the cafetria they checked our napkins

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Lighthouse of northwest florida (fka VCA )/ Rebekah / Roloff ) / What happened to all the girls I knew in Rebekah?
« on: November 08, 2005, 08:39:00 PM »
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On 2005-11-08 10:27:00, siamie wrote:

"i spent a year of my life in a place they called a home but it was a prison to me. i finally got the nerve to look people up and i'm told to get over it, to get a life, to not be angry which i have gotten over it years ago, have a great life and try not to be angry for things i have no control over. i'm just wondering what happened to all those girls i lived with for a year of my life. how their lives are. what they are up to. i do not sit and dwell on this but i have often reflected on them over the years. how could i not i spent a year living with them and only them. they were my family. i truly hope they are happy and well. i hope they do not come in here and read all the comments and get frustrated and not to continue to find each other. "
i would like to find my friends also.  i miss them and i would like to know where they are.how can we not think about our time in rebekah.  we all went through fear everyday. i never knew if by mistake my bed wasnt made right and mrs b was going to pull me out of school and give me licks or slap my face. or if i was going to go to sleep and not wake up.only us girls know that feeling. noone can relate to what is was like and now we can talk about it,after 20 some years ago. who else was there to talk to. not my husband, he wasnt there, we do all have a bond till the day we die i love you all even if i have never met you. its sad to say but in 20 more years there will be others like us.

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Lighthouse of northwest florida (fka VCA )/ Rebekah / Roloff ) / Lester Roloffs Rebekah Home for Girls Survivors-Cult-mindcon
« on: November 07, 2005, 11:17:00 PM »
looking for my friends i was in rebekah in 83 85 does anyone know shawna thompson, or carol kay.
why do you people who call us cry babies just go away
1. why are you even on this website?
2. why does any of this matter to you?
3. why do you even give a shit how we feel?
4.why do you feel like making fun of us?
  instead of calling us freaks why dont you just go away? why do you keep replying?
what business is it of yours, why we want to talk to each other, and share our time in the homes.
why dont you just answer these ? honestly without having a damn heartattack.
 do u even know me? no you dont.
do you know what they did to me ? no you dont
so why do you just shut your mouth.or start telling us why you are on here.

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Thayer Learning Center / I just got out of TLC two months ago.
« on: November 02, 2005, 09:43:00 PM »
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On 2005-10-07 14:15:00, tlcrescue wrote:

"Sin, I am sorry to hear of your experience at Thayer.  I would like to give you a little insight from a mother's perspective.



I sent my son to Thayer in January of this year.  Randy was his family rep.  Even though we are only supposed to call once a week, I was calling every day because things he said just didn't "sound right" or "feel right" to me.  Needless to say, after only 6 days of these phone calls, I decided to go and retrieve my son.  After driving all night, I arrived on his 7th day there to pick him up.



The takedowns  you speak of are out of control.  The day I dropped my son off there, they immediately took him down (in the entryway of the school) for looking the drill seargent in the eye.  He had just arrived, how was he to know?  His ankle was fractured during this take down and he although he tried to tell them something was wrong with his ankle, he was forced to do the regular 18 hour a day physical workout.  And, because he could not keep up with the other students because of his fractured ankle, he was taken down many, many more times through out the week.  He was hog tied to other students and forced to urinate on himself, among many other types of abuses and neglect.



However, I initially sent my son there out of love and it was out of that love that I returned one week later to pick him up because I became very suspicious of the school.



My son's initial reaction was thankfulness that I had come to "rescue him".  What followed thereafter was hatred and anger for sending him there.  It has been almost 7 months since I have picked him up, and he no longer feels that way.  We have an excellent relationship and he feels he can trust me, and vice versa.  He realizes that I sent him there for help, but also recognizes the fact that I returned immediately to pick him up.  He knew in his heart of hearts that once I realized what this place was like, I would return for him, which I did.



Maybe you should take the time to sit down and really talk to your mother.  Maybe she doesn't understand the extent of what you went through.  I feel guilt every time I think of the pain and suffering my son went through (and still does on occasion due to post traumatic stress).  Ever since my son's return from Thayer, we have been able to talk openly about everything and anything, even down to his first sexual encounters, pressures he feels from other students to do things that will help him "fit in", etc."
let me just say to you thatyou are a very courages mother. if only my mother would have taken me out earlier. my story is i was in the rebkah home for girls. im now 38 years old and i am now remembering horrible things, i always knew i was there well its hard to explain i just blocked it out. please get your son some kind of support. he needs to heal and his wounds need to close. the scars will never die but they will fade. good luck to you and your son. i have a 17 year old son.i do feel for you. my mother didnt know  what they did to me they lied and like you she did try to call me but she just believed them.

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Lighthouse of northwest florida (fka VCA )/ Rebekah / Roloff ) / Lester Roloffs Rebekah Home for Girls Survivors-Cult-mindcon
« on: November 01, 2005, 09:10:00 PM »
i was talking to ass hole to who ever you are ass hole go away your probaly one of those hidden cult members lurking around.

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Lighthouse of northwest florida (fka VCA )/ Rebekah / Roloff ) / Lester Roloffs Rebekah Home for Girls Survivors-Cult-mindcon
« on: November 01, 2005, 08:19:00 PM »
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT LOSERS LIKE ME. HOW DO I MAKE YOU LOOK BAD . IM JUST SAYING IF YOU ARE OVER IT GO SOME WHERE ELSE. WHAT ARE YOU EVEN TALKING ABOUT BEING A BULLY. YOU ARE MAKING NO SENSE. GOOD WE ARE HAPPY FOR YOU, IF YOU CAN GET OVER IT. AND IN YOUR CASE I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS YOUR OVER. ILL NEVER FORGET WHAT THOSE PEOPLE DID TO ME. BUT WHATS WORSE IS THERE STILL DOING IT. YOU SEEM TO BE A VERY ANGRY PERSON MAYBE YOUR NOT OVER IT.

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Lighthouse of northwest florida (fka VCA )/ Rebekah / Roloff ) / Lester Roloffs Rebekah Home for Girls Survivors-Cult-mindcon
« on: November 01, 2005, 07:10:00 PM »
If you people are over it, then why come on here and post? get on with your life.... why dont you start another post for people who got over it...   why do you feel the need to tell us how to feel. or what to feel.

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Lighthouse of northwest florida (fka VCA )/ Rebekah / Roloff ) / Lester Roloffs Rebekah Home for Girls Survivors-Cult-mindcon
« on: October 31, 2005, 03:20:00 PM »
i will not stop writting either. also the past is what made me who i am. one month ago i was a walking door mat. and didnt even relize how i let people use me. when i started remembering things its was like... i know why i do the things i do. BUT NO MORE.. I WILL NOT BE USED, I DO STAND UP FOR MYSELF NOW. NOONE WILL EVER TREAT ME LIKE THAT AGAIN. IM NOT AFRAID TO SPEEK MY MIND. BEFORE I WAS MEEK I WOULD NOT SAY A WORD EXCEPT YES YES YES. BUT I KNOW THAT I WAS STILL THAT BRAINWASHED TEENAGER.WHO WAS AFRAID OF WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO ME. IT HAS ONLY TAKEN 20 SOME YEARS TO UNDERSTAND.IF YOU DONT WANT TO READ OUR STORY THAN WHY ARE YOU ON THIS WEB SITE. WELL IM GOING TO CELEBRATE HALLOWEEN. BECAUSE I CAN....

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Lighthouse of northwest florida (fka VCA )/ Rebekah / Roloff ) / Lester Roloffs Rebekah Home for Girls Survivors-Cult-mindcon
« on: October 30, 2005, 09:37:00 PM »
MR WILELY CAMERON AND FAYE PLEASE STOP TRYING TO HELP KIDS YOU REALLY SUCK AT IT. DOES THE ROLOFF HOMES HAVE A RETIREMENT HOME? MIGHT WANT TO CHECK INTO ONE MAYBE YOU WILL GET A DISCOUNT. ::eek3::

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