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Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones => Topic started by: lookatmenowbitch on March 27, 2005, 04:59:00 PM
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I went to cedu from sept 2002 to june 2004. Pain I will certainly never get over and grudges on the people who have hurt me so.
I went a cold lonely sad 14 year old coked up 98 pound little girl...
I am now a cold lonely sad 17 year old drugged up with pain and grudge still in my heart, just waiting to be free and happy from the memories again, hating every single thing my parents do and taking control with them but nothing else in life, i live on my own and have no money, everyday i am called a slut at school because of nasty rumors, i am now more knowledgeable about my eating disorder and how to hide it very well, i cry every night and at random times and wish i was dead.
maybe this is all from the fact that i didnt "cope" with my pain and that i am not getting over the cedu memories.
all i know is i went in knowing nothing about anything harmful, and i came out knowing everything about the things i hide now today. I know to never cry when someone close hurts me.
I remember in raps how i sat across the room from the screaming demon who was my "friend" but who had turned her heart cold towards me because of the fact that i had gotten caught for something that she had been involved with and most of the kids in the room had been too. they knew i would say nothing. they knew i was a "softy" and would do nothing to hurt them or get them in trouble. instead, i took the blame of the plans to run away and get drugs. yes it was petty, wut i got caught for, but every rap i would get yelled at for something that i knew someone else was hiding in that same room that i was sitting in.
i was human, they were robot. and when they got caught... all of a sudden they were human again, and there they were asking for help on their restriction (after i had helped myself get off). and i, being a forgiving 14 year old, young and god damn stupid, said sure, ill help. indside i was crying out to people, "care about me."
After my first hospital visit, i came back, and was hoping to see the look on the staffs faces when they saw me again. thinking maybe they would forgive me of my terrible sins and care about me. no.
they sat me down in raps and i was the first to be started out with:
"so noelle, how was the visit? it went well i hope?" i looked at them confused as to why they said it calmly. i stupidly didnt hear the tone that they were using with me. i didnt understand the horrid things people would say to me from then on.
"good, actually i met alot of people. It seemed like they cared."
there was a silence in the room, in the corner i heard someone trying to hold in their laugh.
then the sick uncold words started to flow out from the mouths of, who i thought to be nice, people.
"cared? do you know really anyone who cares? i mean about you? do you have any idea what kind of crazy people go to places like that??? did you throw up there too? to get skinny for the boys? HA! you are a twig yes, ill admit that, but when you sit with the guys and flirt? they are disgusted by you!"
I sat with a hard face, trying not to cry. right then i knew thats exactly what they wanted.
When i refused to eat for a while i would not go to meals... i was put on "plate check" and was forced to eat or i would get my punishment...
*now for all you people who dont know anything about Eating disorders, this is the hardest thing for a person with it.)
I was weak going in, and i was extremely powerless and numb going out.
i have learned to fake my smiles and make everything better by keeping my mouth shut.
I get hurt everyday by people i care about, but i have learned to never tell what i really want to say.
My parents had expected me to be "fixed"
but now i am a hurt girl with intentions of revenge.
never send away something to be fixed when it was never broken in the first place
-noelle but couldve been someone else
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Darlin, at least it seems like you've got some clear idea where your head is at and where you want it to be. You're way ahead of where I was when I was in your shoes. You'll get there, b'lieve it!
I wish the idiots that pass for journalists in Bonners Ferry would ask you for a quote.
For the most part we inherit our opinions. We are the heirs of habits and mental customs. Our beliefs, like the fashion of our garments, depend on where we were born. We are molded and fashioned by our surroundings.
--Environment is a sculptor -- a painter.
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Seed sibling `71 - `80
Straight South (Sarasota, FL)
10/80 - 10/82
Anonymity Anonymous
Some days, it's just not worth chewing through the leather straps.
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http://bonnercountydailybee.com/forms/letters.php (http://bonnercountydailybee.com/forms/letters.php)
Give them a quote or two. They need to know where to go to ask - and sometimes need some help knowing what to ask.
If you want to ring them up or write a paper leter:
Bonner County Daily Bee
P.O. Box 159 / Sandpoint, Idaho 83864 / 208-263-9534
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And yet you stood on stage?
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i went to cedu hs from 96 to 98 amd while i was a bit of a bastard with a mouth on me like a sailors what i was subject to will never be forgotten and never forgiven i trusted those peop[le and had it not been for a certain person or two i swear i would have killed myself to end all that was cedu but when i graduated and my fac member stood with me i can honestly say ive never been more proud of myself than i was then.....cedu is for rich snooby kids that they and there parents dont get along this is a way for them to get rid of us kids when we dont comply and i might add that a large amount of my cedu peer group was adopted so why adopt if you dont want us kind of thing is what lead several cedu students to cedu and with alot to work thru i am just glad i am gone and graduated i will not say i learned nothing for i learned alot sos much that i couldnt have ever learned on my own but the price i pay for every day for that knowlege is what keeps me up every dingle fucking night since june 1998 so you tell me how to get this brain washing esch crap out of my head my parents regret sending me there they say i am not the same vibrant funloving easy goin girl i was before and this was years ago but since cedu i havent been able to be happy they took that from me i only excell in exstreme structured enviornmentd like cedu so what do i do now????? :wstupid: :smokin:
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my name is jennifer lefler i was obviosly in your peer group arrived in march 96 graduated in june 98 please tell me more about you issues with this crap school you my contact me via
[email protected]
or
1 314 307 1911 my cell
or my adress
2009 timberview dr
kirwood MO
63122
while im out of the country across the pond in grand old england dont get your knickers in a bunch i can get telly calls and mail
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you gay brit
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On 2005-03-27 13:59:00, lookatmenowbitch wrote:
"I went to cedu from sept 2002 to june 2004. Pain I will certainly never get over and grudges on the people who have hurt me so.
I went a cold lonely sad 14 year old coked up 98 pound little girl...
I am now a cold lonely sad 17 year old drugged up with pain and grudge still in my heart, just waiting to be free and happy from the memories again, hating every single thing my parents do and taking control with them but nothing else in life, i live on my own and have no money, everyday i am called a slut at school because of nasty rumors, i am now more knowledgeable about my eating disorder and how to hide it very well, i cry every night and at random times and wish i was dead.
maybe this is all from the fact that i didnt "cope" with my pain and that i am not getting over the cedu memories.
all i know is i went in knowing nothing about anything harmful, and i came out knowing everything about the things i hide now today. I know to never cry when someone close hurts me.
I remember in raps how i sat across the room from the screaming demon who was my "friend" but who had turned her heart cold towards me because of the fact that i had gotten caught for something that she had been involved with and most of the kids in the room had been too. they knew i would say nothing. they knew i was a "softy" and would do nothing to hurt them or get them in trouble. instead, i took the blame of the plans to run away and get drugs. yes it was petty, wut i got caught for, but every rap i would get yelled at for something that i knew someone else was hiding in that same room that i was sitting in.
i was human, they were robot. and when they got caught... all of a sudden they were human again, and there they were asking for help on their restriction (after i had helped myself get off). and i, being a forgiving 14 year old, young and god damn stupid, said sure, ill help. indside i was crying out to people, "care about me."
After my first hospital visit, i came back, and was hoping to see the look on the staffs faces when they saw me again. thinking maybe they would forgive me of my terrible sins and care about me. no.
they sat me down in raps and i was the first to be started out with:
"so noelle, how was the visit? it went well i hope?" i looked at them confused as to why they said it calmly. i stupidly didnt hear the tone that they were using with me. i didnt understand the horrid things people would say to me from then on.
"good, actually i met alot of people. It seemed like they cared."
there was a silence in the room, in the corner i heard someone trying to hold in their laugh.
then the sick uncold words started to flow out from the mouths of, who i thought to be nice, people.
"cared? do you know really anyone who cares? i mean about you? do you have any idea what kind of crazy people go to places like that??? did you throw up there too? to get skinny for the boys? HA! you are a twig yes, ill admit that, but when you sit with the guys and flirt? they are disgusted by you!"
I sat with a hard face, trying not to cry. right then i knew thats exactly what they wanted.
When i refused to eat for a while i would not go to meals... i was put on "plate check" and was forced to eat or i would get my punishment...
*now for all you people who dont know anything about Eating disorders, this is the hardest thing for a person with it.)
I was weak going in, and i was extremely powerless and numb going out.
i have learned to fake my smiles and make everything better by keeping my mouth shut.
I get hurt everyday by people i care about, but i have learned to never tell what i really want to say.
My parents had expected me to be "fixed"
but now i am a hurt girl with intentions of revenge.
never send away something to be fixed when it was never broken in the first place
-noelle but couldve been someone else
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Jesus, shut the fuck up! Get over this shit. Just because your life is fucked up does not mean that CEDU is to blame. You life was fucked up before you went to CEDU and it still is. All you can say about that is that they didn't help yuo with anything. It's no one's fault but your own that your life is fucked up now. In 2002-2004, maybe, MAYBE, you could have blamed CEDU for your problems. But you are out of there now and you need to grow the fuck up!
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People who cuss as much as you do, do so to make up for inadequacies in their lives! :wstupid:
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On 2005-10-10 14:32:00, Anonymous wrote:
"People who cuss as much as you do, do so to make up for inadequacies in their lives! :wstupid: "
oh yeah? Well FUCK YOU!
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God, the intelligence on this site never ceases to amaze me!
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your mom
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Just as I expected!
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Yea, I think that's what the joke was...
No actually, you're so much smarter than the rest of us! That's what it is!
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Fuck fuck mother fuck mother mother fuck fuck. How's that! Who gives a shit about intelligence on this site. Isn't that the point of having an anonymous posting, so that you can say whatever you want how ever you want?
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Exactly. Shit cock ass bitch motherfucking cunt licking pole smoking shoobity doo wop fuck you bitch.
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"...shoobity doo wop fuck you bitch. "
That's the funniest thing I've read in a long time. It took me a second to figure out what shoobity was, but I got it. That's funny shit.
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OH MY GOD! Now THIS post is HILARIOUS!
*DISCLAIMER*
IF YOU TRY TO TELL THOSE ON THIS SITE HOW TO THINK, TALK, ACT, ETC. YOU GET WHAT YOU DESERVE!
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shut the fuck up. Oh by the way...How's the hommie Joe doing?
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Jesus help this child! Question for you: Were you one of those kids that used to get shoved into lockers at schools? I remember seeing kids getting that done to them because they didn't know time and places for things. You just seem like one of those people that get really pissed off when someone says something you don't like and then you follow them around to irritate them with annoying little things, like repeating things they said to you. But if that is the way you like your life to go, then that's on you. You can follow me around all you want. I was one of the only people at BCA that gave kids like you the time and patience, so you are barking up the wrong tree.
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On 2005-10-11 09:18:00, Anonymous wrote:
"shut the fuck up. Oh by the way...How's the hommie Joe doing?"
Probably someone who never learned how to grow up, so staying on this site is the only way to relinquish that old CEDU feeling of hiding behind the violence agreement!
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On 2005-10-11 09:47:00, If u want to know..then ask wrote:
"Jesus help this child! Question for you: Were you one of those kids that used to get shoved into lockers at schools? I remember seeing kids getting that done to them because they didn't know time and places for things. You just seem like one of those people that get really pissed off when someone says something you don't like and then you follow them around to irritate them with annoying little things, like repeating things they said to you. But if that is the way you like your life to go, then that's on you. You can follow me around all you want. I was one of the only people at BCA that gave kids like you the time and patience, so you are barking up the wrong tree. "
I wasn't one of the kids who got locked in lockers, I was one of the kids who pissed on girls like you when they wouldn't give me head. Yeah that's right, I pissed on people. And if you were here, I'd piss on you too.
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Well isn't that great! I hope you enjoy your fourplay. Unfortunately I am not there, so you will have to settle for pissing on someone else. Have fun with that!
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That kid DEFINITELY hid behind the violence agreement.
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you people need to get over that shit. Violence agreement. It sounds like you're back there. Just hearing thost words makes me laugh at you. Get a life and grow up.
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I don't hide behind anything anymore! If someone steps up asking for an ass kicking, I'll gladly give it to them.
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Come on with the ass kicken! This girl could whoop you with one hand tied behind my back!
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Yea man, not gonna lie, but from the gay ass shit you've been spewing, you really just sound like a little chicken shit bitch. But hey, that's just an observation. Some people, when they threaten to kick someone's ass, actually sound like they mean it. But you just sound like you'd be sweatin' bullets if someone actually found out who you were. Bitch.
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You call me a bitch like it's a bad thing! :lol:
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Noo, I was talking to that little bitch who was trying to act all tough with you.
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Oh! Cuz I was going to agree with you. I am a bitch! But I hold that in the highest regard! LOL! I am not worried about someone "computer banging" with me! They can type all they want, but they will never deliver. Darn it!
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Haha, fine. You're a god damn bitch!
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Well thank you! ::armed:: Hee hee!
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yeah, you fucking whore of a bitch!
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Really? Do you feel better now?
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I do you fucking crack whore.
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Is there ANY possible way you can pull some creativity out of your ass? These names are dull, outdated, and boring! Spice it up a little my man! Give it your all! ::both::
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I can try, here goes: When you were born your momma said, "Shit no! Put it back it it's not done yet!" How's that? I know it wasn't too good either, but I had to chuckle a little when I thought of it. Or maybe I heard it somehwere, I don't know. But you still suck.
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OF COURSE YOU HEARD IT SOMEWHERE! Me and my friends were telling kids that back in 4th grade. Keep thinking and don't come back until you can think of something ORIGINAL!
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Have you ever had your gat peeled back or your shit pushed in? I'll stick a blade in you like a fucking pin cushion!
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Well, come on over then! Still not original. That's jailhouse talk! DUH! ::noway::
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Haha dude just popped in one of his Oz DVD's and was like "yea...now I'll get her". Chump.
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:razz:
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Seriously, this anon's comebacks are one step away from "Oh yeah? Well... so's your mom!... man!"
He's not doing much to contribute to the flame war, here. More like a disposable lighter war.
Flick my Bic, baby! :flame:
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Haha that's the truth. This site is fun when people really go at it. This anon fool is about as hardcore as my extra-soft asswipes. You know, the ouchless ones. Double ply. I mean, do I really have to wipe my ass with this little bitch? Kid just needs to save us the trouble and be gone.
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Oh yeah, well so is your mom!
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Why would you even waste your time saying that?! :lol: It's ok. I'll leave you alone. You are apparantly out of one-liners!
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Yea, he's all done.
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Well last night when I was fucking your mom and I busted all over her face, she said I wasn't done. She made fuck her in the ass with a 24 inch black rubber dildo. But since your momma had never been fucked in the ass she was bleeding all over the place. At this point I got pissed. I made her lick all the blood off the floor. She started to vomit due to the nasty blood she was drinking/licking. While she was doing this I made her lay down in this filth and I took a shit on her head. When I was done I took her hair and used it as toliet paper. I proceeded to kick her teeth in after all was said and done so I could have her give me a gum blow job. I busted my nut in her mouth and made her swallow all of that shit. When all this was going on my 12 friends who were dressed as Hitler wearing nothing but crotchless panties came out and began to abuse your mother also. After a bit of sexual abuse and anal sex they decided that it would be fun to kil your mother and fuck her eye sockets. So they took a chain saw and cut her in half and began to fuck her eyes. While two were doing that the other 10 started to eat her while they were jacking off. When they finished they sang the star spangeled banner in unison while I made myself a grilled cheese sandwich. Thank your dad when you get a chance also, he was filming it all.
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You're obviously just not gettin' it. Once again, not original. That's just a composition of the different sick shit my friends and I used to say to each other in 3rd grade. Like I said, you're all done.
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sorry, but I don't think your friends used to come up with insults involving Hitler youth wearing crotchless panties. I think your flat out wrong. So fuck you, that was original.
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Not really. Sounds like some shit some actual Nazis would do. So HOW is that orignal! Let me define the term for you:
o·rig·i·nal ( P ) Pronunciation Key (-rj-nl)
adj.
Preceding all others in time; first.
Not derived from something else; fresh and unusual: an original play, not an adaptation.
Showing a marked departure from previous practice; new: a truly original approach. See Synonyms at new.
Productive of new things or new ideas; inventive: an original mind.
Being the source from which a copy, reproduction, or translation is made.
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The funny thing is, the fact that every time we tell this kid what a rip off, unoriginal biter he is, he tries ten times harder to come up with something good. I've never had someone try so hard to impress me.
Kid, here's your best plan of action. Just give us the finger, get off your mom's computer, and shut the fuck up.
And yes, we cracked nazi jokes all the time in elementary school. And no, we didn't say anything about crotchless panties, because only little faggets like you try to insult someone by talking about crotchless panties. Is it all coming together now?
You're a flat out moron.
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:eek: Yep. No coming back from that one. You gotta wonder about the crotchless panties though. Where the hell did that come from? As far as the 24 inch black dildo goes - are you talking like this to try to compensate for something?! [ This Message was edited by: If u want to know..then ask on 2005-10-14 22:46 ]
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On 2005-10-14 13:21:00, Anonymous wrote:
"sorry, but I don't think your friends used to come up with insults involving Hitler youth wearing crotchless panties. I think your flat out wrong. So fuck you, that was original. "
That whole Hitler wearing crotchless panties thing is from the Andy Dick bit in the Aristocrats anyway, so wrong again, bucko. And furthermore, Andy Dick isn't even funny, so you're ripping off material from a guy who sucks.
And yeah, that whole bit was you trying to do your own lame version of the aristocrats joke anyway, except for the fact that it sucked and wasn't clever or artful or funny, so I guess thankfully, I won't be seeing your version on the DVD, huh?
I should give you a strawberry shortcake.
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Oh man, kid just got the taste slapped out of his mouth. He's definitely done around here.
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I doubt it! He is like a roach! You crush it, or so you think, and that little fucker just keeps coming back for more!
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On 2005-10-15 19:06:00, If u want to know..then ask wrote:
"I doubt it! He is like a roach! You crush it, or so you think, and that little fucker just keeps coming back for more!"
Well, at least for 10 days. That's how long they can live without their head.[ This Message was edited by: sorry... try another castle on 2005-10-15 20:31 ]
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On 2005-10-15 03:08:00, sorry... try another castle wrote:
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On 2005-10-14 13:21:00, Anonymous wrote:
"sorry, but I don't think your friends used to come up with insults involving Hitler youth wearing crotchless panties. I think your flat out wrong. So fuck you, that was original. "
That whole Hitler wearing crotchless panties thing is from the Andy Dick bit in the Aristocrats anyway, so wrong again, bucko. And furthermore, Andy Dick isn't even funny, so you're ripping off material from a guy who sucks.
And yeah, that whole bit was you trying to do your own lame version of the aristocrats joke anyway, except for the fact that it sucked and wasn't clever or artful or funny, so I guess thankfully, I won't be seeing your version on the DVD, huh?
I should give you a strawberry shortcake."
Yes it was from that movie! I loved that shit, but I did think that Hitler crotchless panty joke was pretty funny. All in all, the funniest movie i've ever seen!
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On 2005-10-15 16:19:00, Anonymous wrote:
"Oh man, kid just got the taste slapped out of his mouth. He's definitely done around here. "
OH YEAH!?!?! I'll slap the taste out of your mouth mother fucker! Suck a fat dick homes!
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Hey, I give this guy props. He keeps coming back with more and more shitty insults. At least he's not going away and sulking in a corner. He's trying. And maybe he's right, maybe you people are ass holes. But maybe not.
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LOL! Well opinions ARE like assholes! Everyone's got one! So I see you are calling people "homes" now huh? You hispanic?
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You give him props? For coming back with shitty insults and making himself look like more and more of a douchebag? That makes you just as big of a chump. Except, you're probably just the same person, tryin' to rally a little support for yourself.
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At least he makes things entertaining and funny, which is more than I can say about you.
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Ha Ha! See! Someone else thinks the same way I do. I like your style man. Let's bag on these fags together. God damn hippe faggots, go smoke a joint or something and do a circle jerk.
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LMAO! How are you gonna call people fags when you're the talking about crotchless panties worn by nazis??!! :lol:
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How are you going to try to make a comeback when you use gay ass things like LAMO! What the fuck does that even mean!? LOL. TTLY! Jesus Christ you ARE a faggot! oh, sorry, Bull Dike is the proper term.
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I believe the word is spelled "Dyke."
If you plan to continue calling people derogatory names in your shitty comebacks, the least you can do is learn to spell them correctly!
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On 2005-10-18 09:27:00, Anonymous wrote:
"How are you going to try to make a comeback when you use gay ass things like LAMO! What the fuck does that even mean!? LOL. TTLY! Jesus Christ you ARE a faggot! oh, sorry, Bull Dike is the proper term. "
Well, LMAO means Laughing my ass off. OBVIOUSLY you know all about internet "lingo" because you came out with some other words yourself. When you have to work and you only have time to say a few things before you log off again, you try not to spell things out ALL the time. It's efficient!
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On 2005-10-18 08:25:00, Anonymous wrote:
"Ha Ha! See! Someone else thinks the same way I do. I like your style man. Let's bag on these fags together. God damn hippe faggots, go smoke a joint or something and do a circle jerk. "
On 2005-10-17 11:59:00, Anonymous wrote:
"At least he makes things entertaining and funny, which is more than I can say about you. "
Yeah, this is definitely the same person. You've gotta be pretty fuckin' pathetic to have to defend yourself like that. Ran out of DVD's to pull insults from or something? My man, you gotta stop wasting your time around here. You're done. Invest a little time in, I don't know, school? Because you are one dumb motherfucker. Yeah, it's spelled "dyke".
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Hey, we're not the same person. But my point is that I like to read the things he says. At least they're entertaining. What else are we supposed to do on this website? Remind ourselves of how shitty CEDU was all the time. Tell horror stories all day and try to remember all the crappy things that happened there? More power to the dude, at least he's getting his kicks somewhere. I, for one, think he's pretty funny. It's fine if you think we're the same person, but I assure you we are not.
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We have COMPLETELY lost all track of wherever this thread was intially meant for. Ah well! Let the games begin! :wave:
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On 2005-10-18 08:25:00, Anonymous wrote:
"Ha Ha! See! Someone else thinks the same way I do. I like your style man. Let's bag on these fags together. God damn hippe faggots, go smoke a joint or something and do a circle jerk. "
How insulting! I'll have you know that I am NOT a hippie!
Fuckin' hippies... damn those patchouli wearin' bastards.
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On 2005-10-18 16:30:00, If u want to know..then ask wrote:
"We have COMPLETELY lost all track of wherever this thread was intially meant for. Ah well! Let the games begin! :wave: "
I can tell you what the post was about...Some little bitch blaming CEDU for all her problems.
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Nah it was about some little goo gobbler claiming he knew people that he didn't.
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God I get so sick of people oversimplifying that people who see CEDU as a negative institution as whining bitches blaming all their life's problems on CEDU. NO. Most people who have a problem with CEDU have a problem with it because it was therapeutically harmful and a total waste of time, money, and space. Not wanting others to be subjected to a place they will not only be deprived of real help and support, but possibly traumatized, is not exactly a negative.
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here's a thought; if they think you're a whiny bitch, who cares? think back to when you were there. remember those kids? the kids that walked up and down the halls looking for good shit to snitch on people for? oh yeah, the ones that slept with one eye open so they could snitch on you if you came into their dorm to talk to your buddies. the ones that actually told you to "get in agreement" cuz you left your shirt untucked. who cares what they think? those kids made the place half as bad as the program made it. if they were that pathetic then, think about them now? there are exponentially more people around here that agree with you and know what you felt and feel than there are little punks like them. so don't stress man, they just make their presense known more, because that's what they have to do to get a little attention in their lives.
::drummer::
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On 2005-10-19 09:12:00, Anonymous wrote:
"here's a thought; if they think you're a whiny bitch, who cares? think back to when you were there. remember those kids? the kids that walked up and down the halls looking for good shit to snitch on people for? oh yeah, the ones that slept with one eye open so they could snitch on you if you came into their dorm to talk to your buddies. the ones that actually told you to "get in agreement" cuz you left your shirt untucked. who cares what they think? those kids made the place half as bad as the program made it. if they were that pathetic then, think about them now? there are exponentially more people around here that agree with you and know what you felt and feel than there are little punks like them. so don't stress man, they just make their presense known more, because that's what they have to do to get a little attention in their lives.
::drummer:: "
Not only is that what they do to get attention in their lives, but it is all they can do. These little kids that sit on here trying to talk all this shit are the kids that wouldn't stand up in a crowd to say the shit to your face. Check the source! Apparently this one who says stupid shit before he sits down and thinks about it is one of those people. And if they call you bitch, who cares? I am proud to be the bitch I am today. And I don't mean the term as in someone's slave, but the term as an independant woman who will not only set these "kids" straight with the words that come out of my mouth, but will also be the one that has major success in my life without having to ask my mommy or daddy to give me a leg up ahead of everyone else. This site is a good place for EVERYONE to voice their opinions about their experience and you shouldn't let anyone, but anyone hold you down for speaking your mind. You never know who you might be doing a favor by voicing your experience. There are a lot of people on here who need guidance from their peers after what they have become post-CEDU.
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I could care less if anyone thinks I'm a bitch. I've been called worst things by better people. I just get tired of people who favor CEDU oversimplifying the issue.
And I totally agree with you about other people benefitting from voicing shared experiences.
--shanlea
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But bitching about how bad CEDU was gets you no where in life. I say shut the fuck up, get over your problems, move on. It's that simple. I have no sympathy for people who are svrewing up in life now. Fuck 'em. The world is a crazy place. If people want to go blaming their problems on CEDU, well that's just ignorant and stupid. That's what this whole post was about to begin with. It was some little whore/drug addict/dumbass complaining about how messed up her life was. Who's to blame for that? She is! Not CEDU. Not her parents. Her, and only her. Yes, we got into a name calling contest, and I found it to be quite entertaining, but the larger issue here is that people need to get over it. The place is gone. Yes it's coming back, and I believe under the right people it can be a positive environment. But I don't want to read anymore posts about how CEDU is to blame for your problems. I'll be more than happy to say "Shut the fuck up" to whoever does this. That's all.
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Was she dramatic? Sure. But she wasn't asking for your sympathy jackass, so why bother letting everyone know that she doesn't have it?
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Look, few blame the fact they are a drug addicts/whores/ or dumb asses on CEDU. And for those who do, who are we to judge? It is highly possible that a confluence of factors such as upbringing, temperment, AND being wrongly placed in a mindfuckingly bizarre cult contributed to future problems. Most people I know who say "take responsibility" are often the first to dump it in on someone else when the shit hits the fan in their own lives. It's much more complicated than that.
For God's sake, we've ALL been dumbasses at one time or another (maybe some more regularly than others).
All I want is for kids who have issues, such as learning differences, trauma from rape or abuse, mental illness, etc. to have an opportunity to attain real support rather than be continually mindfucked to death. Other kids with defiant or criminal backgrounds, well, I have no idea what to do there. But I don't think mental voodoo is the answer.
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Hey, I went there. That's why I can judge those who blame their probelms on CEDU.
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WOW! I go to lunch and look what happens!
Ok, this is an issue that will see no end. I can see the one side saying that CEDU was a cult, blahsi blah! I also see the other side of building a bridge (and getting over it). But, see, this is where the confrontation starts. There is an equal side to both. This will always be a neverending battle on here like it is in the mind of those out there. That's why it is brought up so much! I am sure that there are people out there that would love to "get over it" and obviously there are people that would love them to "get over it". But if they can't pinpoint what it is to "get over" then there will never be a resolution. That was one thing that CEDU taught me. We all make choices. And there is always a choice to make. Whether or not either of them are good choices, is irrelevant. But if you are constantly having a battle in your head about what you EXPECTED to be after CEDU and what you are now, I will just say that THAT is holding you back from "letting it go". If you're not in the school, the you are NOT being mindfucked by anyone else but yourself these days! Ok, I think I can get off my soap box now. Thanks for listening guys! ::soapbox::
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Well, I certainly agree with the "needing to get over it" part. But I also realize that getting over it is not always something that can be done with a snap of the fingers. It took me a long time. I don't like it when people say that someone "needs to get over it" as a dismissal of someone's issues, but I do agree that it's important, and sometimes, people tend to hang on and obsess over their past unneccesarily. I do feel, however, that things like this forum can serve as a catharsis for some folks.
----> Another Castle
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Mindfucking at an impressionable age does seep in and rear it's head later. End of story. Get over it? We are not robots for God's sakes. Stuff I can just get over might not be easy for the next guy, and vice versa. In terms of CEDU, I don't even really think of my tenure there a billion and half years ago. I think of the industry as a whole impacting young lives.
I think its possibly more accurate to encourage one to move past it. But get over it? Depending on one's experience, its perfectly acceptable to struggle with getting over something.
--shanlea
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Ok, I think there is some playing semantics here. Getting over it doesn't just mean to brush past it and bury it somewhere. It means to DEAL with the issue in whatever way you can in order to get a positive outcome of it. That's how I used it in my last post. I do agree that this can't be done with a snap of fingers and I wasn't implying that you could just wave a magic wand and have it be gone. The bottom line is that we choose what to get over and what not to get over. Now, if there is a level of help that you are not sure of getting to help with this, that's the choice you are making to ask for help or not. CEDU, well in a short sentence did not prepare me for my friends to abandon me due to the fact that I was trying to use my "tools" that I spent 3 years learning. But I also had to look at the fact that there is a time and place for everything and I cannot blame CEDU for my friends turning the other cheek can I? That is simply where I am coming from. I think that CEDU was wrong with how they let people leave that place thinking that they were fixed when there wasn't a problem with being broken in the first place.
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You can just get over things though. It really is that easy. You can wake up one day and say "Hey, you know what? Fuck CEDU! I don't need to reflect anymore about that place. I can just forget about it and move on with my life" It is really that easy. So enough about people needing to take their own time with it and having to feel their way around what happened to them. That sounds like the psychobable they spewed there. You can make a concious effort to say fuck it!
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On 2005-10-19 13:42:00, If u want to know..then ask wrote:
"Ok, I think there is some playing semantics here. Getting over it doesn't just mean to brush past it and bury it somewhere. It means to DEAL with the issue in whatever way you can in order to get a positive outcome of it. That's how I used it in my last post. I do agree that this can't be done with a snap of fingers and I wasn't implying that you could just wave a magic wand and have it be gone. The bottom line is that we choose what to get over and what not to get over. Now, if there is a level of help that you are not sure of getting to help with this, that's the choice you are making to ask for help or not. CEDU, well in a short sentence did not prepare me for my friends to abandon me due to the fact that I was trying to use my "tools" that I spent 3 years learning. But I also had to look at the fact that there is a time and place for everything and I cannot blame CEDU for my friends turning the other cheek can I? That is simply where I am coming from. I think that CEDU was wrong with how they let people leave that place thinking that they were fixed when there wasn't a problem with being broken in the first place. "
I agree, this was the jist of my previous post as well. But I think others may have interpreted it as a dismissal. I also like your point about how maybe the people who are the most bitter are the ones who may be having a battle over what they expected to be like after CEDU versus what they are truly like, or what they may have been like had they not gone to CEDU at all. I had to realize a long time ago that arguing the hypothetical is a waste of energy. But it was a hard habit to break.
----> Another Castle
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The hardest thing I had a problem with was the misconception that I was going to return home a NEW person with a huge outlook on life being EXACTLY as I have always dreamed! The problem was that no one taught me what to do in times of despair. While my mother is screaming in my face "I wasted all that money for NOTHING", I was falling apart inside. Due to the fact that I was overly sensitive to my mother's money because of how I was raised. Also due to the fact that I felt like a huge disappointment not only to my family, but most importantly to me. But yes, I got over it. I sat her down and let her know that while she continues to tell me that she wasted all that money, the fact is that now it is gone and we need to find a new way to deal with the post-CEDU issues. That new way, was rediscovering myself by myself. I'm not going to say that everyone can do this, because we are all different. But that is what it took for me to get over it.
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Exactly, that's what you have to get over. That was the hardest thing for me, and for a lot of people I know...you just have to get over the fact that life is a lot harder and a lot more real than they tried to make it out to be.
I've gotten over it and I'm doing fine. Does that make it wrong for me to talk to people about how much it sucked?
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Believe me, I do not expect CEDU to fix anything. CEDU can't protect you from life. But by the same token, I do care about other kids being placed in this type of environment. That is my issue. Maybe because I just finished grad school in education and I'm looking at all these placements and some of them are in TBSs. And because I really fucking deplore all that crappy experimental "therapy" on kids.
But I'll tell ya what. I'll just say Fuck It because I was up all night with a 3 year old and a five year old puking their guts out and I'm beat. Fine, you win! Fuck CEDU!
Oh God, I'm saved! That felt good. I'm over it.
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alright, that's what I like to hear. None of this shit about what CEDU stands for or anything. Just plain and simple: Fuck CEDU. Enough said.
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LOL! Oh, if the sarcasim could cut someone, we would all be dead by now. :lol:
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I wasn't being sarcastic
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I was referring to the post from Shanlea.
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This conversation reminds me of a philosophy lesson in college about the "egocentric predicament" of man.
We all see ourselves at the center wherever we are and we judge others by our own experience without understanding the perspective of "the other."
The answer to this argument, and a good one it is, is that we live separate lives, are socialized differently, have diifferent experiences, and different biology and genetics, therefore, what applies to us - ie, the black-and-white projections such as "get over it" or "recovery from CEDU is very hard," usually do not apply to the other majority of individuals who fall within areas of gray. Often, for them, it is someting like "It really fucked me and my family up for a while, but I am doing my best now, and I can succeed because, God knows, I got through all that CEDU shit alive.
So in conclusion, don't be so arrogant as to believe that your reality is the same as the next fellow - just be empathetic and love one another.
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Well, thank you for those kind words. ::bigsmilebounce::
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I'll give you an egocentric predicament: My foot up your ass. Stop trying to sound smart. My point still applies. Get over CEDU!
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I was kind of hoping you'd show up again and make some dumbass comment like that just to show how stupid you really are.
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No, I was kind of hoping YOU'D show up after I did to make some smartass comment just to try to one up me. ha ha ha ha ha ha na na na na na na. Fuckin' jew.
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Wow! That's all I can say! :eek:
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On 2005-10-20 14:47:00, Anonymous wrote:
"No, I was kind of hoping YOU'D show up after I did to make some smartass comment just to try to one up me. ha ha ha ha ha ha na na na na na na. Fuckin' jew. "
...as he tries to one up me. But go ahead my man, get the last word in. I'll let you. I mean, you gotta have some sort of control in your sad life right?
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LAST FUCKING WORD DAMMIT!
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Well shit! Now that's losing it. Maybe some people have a RIGHT to be pissed at CEDU still if they act like that! :lol:
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On 2005-10-20 16:18:00, Anonymous wrote:
"LAST FUCKING WORD DAMMIT!"
How about the penultimate word?
Of course, now that I've responded, I've ruined the possibility of that, since there are now two responses after you, not one.
Respond again, and then I'll respond to you, and then you can have the penultimate word.
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My lover worked at CEDU Running Springs a couple of years in the early '90s. He and I thought the program helped some kids but he eventually left because he thought the academics were laughable, the constant stress unbearable. He loved the kids though and they loved him. He died last year. I was going though old photos in our scrapbooks and ran across several of him and kids at the school. I came across this site tonight (10/20) from doing a random google search. Any former kids from about '92 on here?
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did you guys know that a brother of Rob Lowe went to CEDU Running Springs?
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Rob Lowe from BCA? Yea, he was from Cali. He moved back to Riverside in 98 I think. Or 97. One of the two.
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On 2005-10-20 22:24:00, Anonymous wrote:
"did you guys know that a brother of Rob Lowe went to CEDU Running Springs?"
Yes, his first name is Justin. He was there from 1990-1992. What about him?
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quit changing the fucking subject!
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Nah kid you're all done. Haven't you gotten the point? Think of something fresh, something creative, something that'll make me think "shit, he actually went there"...then we'll talk.
Rob Lowe was a pretty cool guy. Didn't realize his brother went to running springs. Poor kid.
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Yea, Rob was allright! Know some things about him that I wish I didn't know, but he was chill. Especially if you were a female without a dad. He really took you under his wing!
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On 2005-10-21 07:34:00, Anonymous wrote:
"Nah kid you're all done. Haven't you gotten the point? Think of something fresh, something creative, something that'll make me think "shit, he actually went there"...then we'll talk.
Rob Lowe was a pretty cool guy. Didn't realize his brother went to running springs. Poor kid. "
I don't think that we're talking about the same guy. Justin at Running Springs was the younger brother of Rob Lowe the actor who starred in films like "St. Elmo's Fire", "About Last Night...", "Wayne's World", and so on.
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On 2005-10-21 07:34:00, Anonymous wrote:
"Nah kid you're all done. Haven't you gotten the point? Think of something fresh, something creative, something that'll make me think "shit, he actually went there"...then we'll talk.
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First of all why would I want to prove to you that I went there? What good is that going to do? And I'm not all done. If someone wants to start to talk about some homo they knew back in the day START A NEW TOPIC! For christ's sake. And I haven't gotten the point? Why don't you tell me what the fucking point is huh!? I don't think you know what the point is. I know what MY point is. It's to have people stop complaining about their shitty CEDU experience. And a side note is just to piss people like you off. It's more fun to stir the pot than sit here like you and "If you want to know...then ask" and look fags. That's my point. I'm callin' you out!
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On 2005-10-21 08:25:00, Anonymous wrote:
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On 2005-10-21 07:34:00, Anonymous wrote:
"Nah kid you're all done. Haven't you gotten the point? Think of something fresh, something creative, something that'll make me think "shit, he actually went there"...then we'll talk.
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First of all why would I want to prove to you that I went there? What good is that going to do? And I'm not all done. If someone wants to start to talk about some homo they knew back in the day START A NEW TOPIC! For christ's sake. And I haven't gotten the point? Why don't you tell me what the fucking point is huh!? I don't think you know what the point is. I know what MY point is. It's to have people stop complaining about their shitty CEDU experience. And a side note is just to piss people like you off. It's more fun to stir the pot than sit here like you and "If you want to know...then ask" and look fags. That's my point. I'm callin' you out! "
It's funny how whenever you get real pissed, you start to leave words out of sentences and misspelling things. Why don't you just breathe! And the only person talking about someone they know from back in the day is me. They were talking about an actor's brother you dip shit! Nonetheless, you keep calling people fags. Why are you SO homophobic. I think it's because you secretly like to get your dick sucked by other men and you are too scared of getting your pussy ass whooped when people find out about you! Look, if you're not already there; why don't you take your simple ass to school?! You can get an education and actually learn how to hold conversations with REAL human beings instead of having to resort to playing with your damn dolls!
Also, why would anyone need to start a new topic when you are the only person bothered with what is being spoken about in this topic. What? Do you actually think that you matter enough to where ANYONE else on here gives a damn about what you like or don't like. The only person that looks dumb is YOU! So, instead of ATTEMPTING to call people out, why don't you sit down somewhere and do something with yourself.
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Hey I've got a little joke for you: Knock Knock? Who's there? Go Fuck yourself.
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I can't believe you even said that!!! That was by far the dumbest thing you have said yet. C'mon, if you don't have it in you, stop trying so hard! Just be yourself. You don't have to lie to kick it!
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On 2005-10-21 08:43:00, If u want to know..then ask wrote:
" So, instead of ATTEMPTING to call people out, why don't you sit down somewhere and do something with yourself. "
This anon already does something with himself, I'll bet at least 6 times per day. However at 20 seconds a pop, this idiot's real problem is what to do with the remaining 23hours and 58 minutes!
.[ This Message was edited by: Son Of Serbia on 2005-10-21 09:17 ]
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What the fuck is that supposed to mean?! At least say what you mean. By the way, I have a life. I also, contrary to popular belief, I have 2 degrees. A bachelors and a masters. So saying that I can't spell doesn't really hurt my feelings. As far as finding something better to do...Naaaa I'll just stick around here and bag on you ass holes.
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Now it's obvious that you're a pussy if you have to sink to flashing your worthless degrees around (which I don't think you have anyways...you can't even spell) to look good.
And I meant "oh shit, he went there", as in "oh shit, he said something actually hurtful", not "oh shit, he went to CEDU". And you know what he means about 6 times a day at 20 seconds a pop. But if you really do need a hint, I'll tell ya...it's a the inevitable result of your miserable sex life.
Again, you're done. You can't sit here and "rag on us assholes" when you're the only when who's getting ripped.
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OOOOHHHH really?! Is that what's happening here? I'm getting made fun of? Really? 'Cause I couldn't tell. If this is peoples' idea of making fun of something...you are pathetic losers. But wait, I knew that already.
B.A. in Political Science from USC
M.S. in Management from Stanford
Thanks for your concern. I'd wave them around if I could, but I can't.
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I went to Stanford and there is no such degree as a Masters of Science in Management there! HA! Caught in your own web of lies. Go away now please.
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On 2005-10-21 09:36:00, Anonymous wrote:
"OOOOHHHH really?! Is that what's happening here? I'm getting made fun of? Really? 'Cause I couldn't tell. If this is peoples' idea of making fun of something...you are pathetic losers. But wait, I knew that already.
B.A. in Political Science from USC
M.S. in Management from Stanford
Thanks for your concern. I'd wave them around if I could, but I can't. "
All that education and you're still a dumb fucking jerk-off! Man, what a waste!
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Remember those kids whose parents paid for ANYTHING and everything they wanted to do regardless of the outcome. Well, if this kid DID attend those schools to receive those degress (which someone already said one of the schools didn't offer a degree he supposedly has) then his parents probably shelled out the money to make him into something. Poor people. They must be very discouraged at this point. That sucks! I feel bad for parents who have to take care of their child well into their adult years because the kid doesn't have enough sense to get a job or anything.
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On 2005-10-21 09:36:00, Anonymous wrote:
"OOOOHHHH really?! Is that what's happening here? I'm getting made fun of? Really? 'Cause I couldn't tell. If this is peoples' idea of making fun of something...you are pathetic losers. But wait, I knew that already.
B.A. in Political Science from USC
M.S. in Management from Stanford
Thanks for your concern. I'd wave them around if I could, but I can't. "
You'd wave them around and everyone would laugh at you. You're an idiot. Anyone can get a fucking BA in political science. And whatever that Stanford bullshit is, even if it exists, you wasted a shitload of money on one hell of a bullshit grad degree.
So why even bother? You're a fool. Flaunting your degrees, especially in front of a bunch of people who have gotten even better ones but don't feel the need to flaunt theirs, just makes you a joke. That's all you are, a good laugh. So once again, for the last time I hope, YOU'RE DONE.
Now everyone is cracking on you. You remind me of that retarded kid on the playground that everyone picks on but he just doesn't get it. For some reason he just keeps on coming back for more.
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I know a house full of sorority sluts graduating as poli sci majors this year. maybe we should dress you up in a little kappa gamma miniskirt? sounds like it would fit you. And for someone with such an illustrious 'management' degree you sure do have a lot of time to sit around and talk shit online.
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Yeah, I do have a lot of time to sit around and do nothing. I cashed in on the dot-com boom in the 90's and made a damn fortune. I guess my M.A. (sorry it isn't a masters of science, it's a masters of arts) in Management has paid off. To the one who said there isn't such a degree, well technically you're correct, it's an MA not MS. My bad (but you're still a faggot) So thankfully I get to sit around on my ass, smoke weed, do lines, fuck, hang out with celeberties like Jessica Simpson, Ryan Dunn, Bam Margera and Jay-Z and make fun of people on the computer (and if people want to call those celeberties queer/not cool at all, I'll kind of agree. But it's still better than hanging out with normal people. At least I get free drugs and booze when I'm with them). This is what I do when I'm recovering from a night of debauchery. Be that as it may, I still think that people need to get over CEDU and shut the fuck up. That's what I was trying to say the whole damn time. People can be successful after CEDU even though it was a mindfuck from hell. That was my point from the start.
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Well, if that is in fact the truth, then you're not an idiot...but you did just make yourself sound like a complete tool. But that's not the argument, and I honestly don't feel like arguing with you. Not my style. Point is, you basically just wasted your time attacking a bunch of people for no reason. I, too, am successful, but I don't come on here and brag about it and tell people to "get over it". I think most of them have. They just like to reflect on their experience and try to make sense of their childhood, which was a pretty fucked up one thanks to CEDU. Completely harmless. The girl who started this post, yea she's a whiny brat. But you're a fool if you group us all in with her.
So just move on bro. Sounds like you're happy with your life. I'm more than happy with mine. I'd rather kick it with 'normal people' any day. And I live in Malibu - believe me, I know celebrities. But I'll associate with them like I would any of my neighbors. Again though, not worth an argument.
Just take it easy man. Flaunting your strengths just makes it sound like you're not confident in them. I think it's high time, no pun intended, we all just spark one up for the homies in the pen.
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I would like to know what company in the dot.com market did you invest with?
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It was my own company that handled the onine databases for numerous cities and municipalities. Things like keeping files online so various government organizations could access them without the hassle of lots of paperwork and going through the mailing system. So I didn't invest in any company except for my own.
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I don't buy it.
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Haha yeah neither do I. But dude is gonna argue it to the death so it's just not worth it.
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Ok, well what is the company called. I think that you may have caught on to the fact that I have some knowledge about the "dot.com stock market CRASH" that went down. So I can almost guarantee that this guy isn't going to give up the info.
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Why do I have to justify myself to you for christ's sake? OOOOHHH you have knowledge about the stock market crash huh? Like what? Please inform us. What if I said I don't believe you. Prove to us that you know something about the "Crash" of the '90's that you couldn't have gotten from a newspaper and I'll tell you more about my company. How 'bout that!
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That's fine! I work in the mortgage industry and it's MY JOB to know these things. I think that is a sufficient enough answer. NEWSFLASH* You don't have to do anything you don't want to do. So if YOU feel that you need to prove yourself like you starting doing in the first place, then that is on you. Don't put it off on me. I can't make your decisions for you.
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No, you can't make my decisions for me but you can ANSWER THE FUCKING QUESTION! You work in the mortgage industry huh? Well whoop de fucking do. I asked you to provide concrete evidence that you know something about the stock markets that you couldn't read in the newspaper. You couldn't produce. You couldn't do what I asked. Prove to me that you have inside knowledge of the stock market crash of the '90's and I'll tell you more about me. Until then, I'm calling you a liar.
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Well then I guess my new name is Liar in your opinion. I kind of like the sound of that. I don't think that you realize there is nothing you are going to be able to call me OVER THE COMPUTER or in person that would hurt my feelings. Too grown for all that. By the way, do I look like I am in jail right now. OF COURSE I don't have inside information! My answer was simple and to the point. It is my job to know the inside and out of things that concern the stock market like such a big loss for millions of people. I do know that companies such as Amazon.com did EXCELLENT! So, I am not saying that it was impossible for you to come out of that with some money, but I was interested in knowing your company's name. So, you can play word games and try to look really intelligent on this site (which no one on here really cares about the intelligence level of anyone else) or you can learn how to hold a conversation and stop being such a pussy. Either way is fine for me. I haven't lost any sleep since you started this and I don't intend on losing any in the future. Have a GREAT day! :wave:
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get fucked
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Sounds like that is an issue you might be having seeing as how wound up tight you are. Take a breath and realize that what is said on this site doesn't necessarily have to apply to you unless you let it.
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Oh man. WOW! You're one special whore. Say, how much do you charge for a blowjob? 50 cents! Count me in.
Oh, and by the way...go fuck yourself
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:wstupid: C'mon! Being the fact that you are more than likely a male, can't you possibly dig a little deeper and come up with something better than calling me a whore and asking how much I charge for something?! Are all men as simple as you, or do you folks just lack SO much that when it comes to insulting a woman, there is only one place you can go? Ridiculous!
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At least I'm calling you out. All you can do is continue to say how lame my insults are. I'm at least coming up with insults, you are simply defending yourself. Again, FUCK YOU. Come back with something of more substance next time, you fuckin' dumb bitch.
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::troll::
A little tip for the dumbass: Never insult a girl before asking for a blow job. We've got teeth and we know how to use 'em.
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HA HA HA HA! Hey Buddy! You ever realize that maybe I don't NEED to insult you. Your dumb ass, lame, simple minded retorts are insulting you enough! You can call me a bitch all you want, who cares!
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By the way. Since you made sooo much money off the "dot.com" market, why don't you buy yourself some manners and learn how to be a gentleman?! You get more pussy that way!
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whatever bitch. Shut your mouth and go back to sucking dick. It's all your good at. No wonder you were at CEDU. Let me guess, you'd let the goats and shit at BCA fuck you in the cunt wouldn't you. You needed the cock that bad huh? Man, you're one sick fuck!
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Um, ok! Well, thank you once again for sharing. Something was rather amusing that you wrote however. The fact that you asked a question and turned around and answered it just had me laughing over here. Well, at least YOUR good for something, and that's too laugh at! NICE! :lol:
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What kind of a fucking name is that anyway. If u to know...then ask!? What, you couldn't spell the word you. Can't you spell sweetie, or is that too difficult of a task for someone with your limited capcity for rational thought. And what do people want to know about you anyway?! That you work in the mortgage industry. You know what, shame on you for working in the mortgage industry. You loan people money and then force them to pay back far more than they owed you anyway. You're the reason why people are broke and killing themselves. In fact, why don't you do the world a favor and kill YOURself. That is all.
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Unfortunately, me killing myself wouldn't do the world a favor. All it would do is fill your disgusting need to tell people what to do with themselves in order to take the heat off yourself and try to control others. Sounds like issues to me. And, I don't take money from people. Maybe you should learn about the industry inside and out before you start typing. By the way, you spelled something wrong in your little speech. So get it right before you talk about someone else not knowing how to spell. That made you look pretty foolish! Um, other than that; this is all the energy you deserve from me, so Have a great day! Come back soon!
Just in case you are illiterate all the way around, here is the word you misspelled! "capcity" I remember it being spelled like this: C-A-P-A-C-I-T-Y!
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Maybe you should shut the fuck up, bitch.
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It amazes me how intelligent you sound by calling a female you probably never met a bitch! Do you kiss your mother with that mouth?!
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I do! SO fuck you too.
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Are you seriously that uptight or are you just fucking around. I can't imagine that you are even old enough to be that uptight! Unless of course you're 60 or something.
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Fuck you!
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How old are you guys anyway? You sound like my teenagers. Grow up already. Jeeeez
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Fuck you too man. Want in on this, then you'll have to suffer the consequences, mother fucker.
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You piece of fucking shit!
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:rofl: :rofl: :rofl: WHAT consequences??? You gonna come thru my computer and beat the crap outta me? :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol:
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I am sure that none of us are teenagers but we do get quite immature sometimes on here. That's part of the fun.
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The consequences are me calling you a faggot. YOU GOD DAMN FAGGOT!
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Ooooooooooo. Ouch, that hurt. :rofl: :rofl: :rofl: :rofl:
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Good, I'm glad I can make one fags life on this earth more painful. Not that getting ass fucked by another man isn't painful enough, I feel as though it is good to be made fun when you're gay. Gay people should be made fun of.
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Using those simley faces too, that's really manly. Tell me, do you bleed out your anus when getting fucked? Oh, right. You're probably the man in the relationship huh? So instead of getting fucked in the ass you fuck dudes in the ass. Being gay must be so hard.
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Sorry, wrong gender. A woman and married with kids.
You really think being called names hurts me?? Pleeeeeeeeeeze. You gotta be a lot more creative than that to penetrate this tough skin, but you go on with bad self. It just shows how brainless you are that the only insults you can come up with are "You're a faggot". :lol: :lol: :lol:
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Yea, he has heard that comment ever since he first started with all his posts.
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Suffer the consequences.....that's the one that REALLY cracked me up. Amazing what a wimp hiding behind a computer can build himself up to be.
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Yeah dude, I rule. Don't fuck 'wit me fool. You'll get a beat down mother fucker.
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Aww, whatcha gonna do? Huh? I really want to know.
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and quit calling me dude. I already told you I'm a chick. Learn to read.
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Ok, I'll admit that you're a chick. A chick with a DICK! EEEWWWWW. Get those balls cut off already. That's so nasty!
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How original. :roll:
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Answer my question. What are you gonna do to me? Huh? I'd really like to know, big man behind a computer. :lol:
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I'm gonna fuck you up, BIG TIME! Make you jump from ten stories above so I can write my name in your blood.
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And how exactly do you intend on doing that? You're not a real smart cookie are you?
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I'll stick my fist through my computer and it will come out the other side and nail you in the face. You're going to need some new botox when I get done with you.
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Bring it on little man, bring it on! :lol:
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Hey, don't call me little. I'll crush you with my fucking pinky. You commy pinko rat bastard. Fuck you.
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I just LOVE how small men try and act all big behind the safety of a computer. :rofl:
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Whatever, you're a she-male whore. Go back to licking coke off the floors of public bathrooms. Smoke some dick for some crack, then smoke that. Man, you are one dumb bitch to think that crack is good for you.
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I win!!!!!!!!!!! :rofl: :rofl: :rofl: :rofl:
Smoke some dick for some crack????? What the hell does that mean? and where did I say that crack was good for you.
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"And what does she get Marv?!" "A lifetime supply of SHUT THE FUCK UP" "That's right Marv. This little She-man gets a lifetime supply of SHUT THE FUCK UP. Provided in part by Cecil, her pimp. From now on she'll be practicing the art of keeping that big trap shut unless she's begging for another crack rock. Let's all give her a round of applause"
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Oh your wit just slays me. You're new at this aren't you? Come back when you learn some real verbal skills.
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This just in, the secret to your success is eating a bag of regurgitated dog food for each meal.
In the words of my mother, you're one sick fuck
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Is that really the best you can come up with??? Pathetic. How old are you anyway? 12?
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Hey, I think that's pretty funny. I had a good laugh when I wrote it. I think it's worth something.
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Eh, I give it a 2 on a scale from 1 to 10
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I was laughing at the "lick some coke off the floor". Someone must have some kind of knowledge of coke just "ending" up on the floor. That is kind of a strange place for it, don't ya think? That is something that you say when you have experienced that first hand. Did you want to talk about that, or just sweep it under the rug?
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Well...I've never actually done coke off the FLOOR of a bathroom, but I have done it off a bumper/one-hitter thingy in a bathroom. I've never spilled that shit either, it's too expensive.
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And see, it was kind of funny too wasn't it. YES, I rule! Hahahahahah
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On 2005-10-26 08:29:00, If u want to know..then ask wrote:
"I was laughing at the "lick some coke off the floor". Someone must have some kind of knowledge of coke just "ending" up on the floor. That is kind of a strange place for it, don't ya think? That is something that you say when you have experienced that first hand. Did you want to talk about that, or just sweep it under the rug?
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Excellent point!
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What, there isn't anything else to be said or what?! This was too much fun to just flat out stop. Here's a topic "Faggots should be killed" Talk amongst yourselves.
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It's just no fun to have a battle of wits with an unarmed man. All you can do is yell "faggot faggot faggot". At least try and be a little creative. Then I might consider playing with you again.
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Now, I'm laughing :lol:
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Hey fags are a great topic of conversation. There is the subject of anal sex. Who's the man and who's the woman. Dress code for gay men or gay women. What's the deal with gay women anyway? Why is it so hot to see two chicks making out? Is it hot only if the two chicks aren't gay and are just getting their kicks out of fuckin' with guys? There is a plethora of things to talk about when it comes to the subject of fags. I think it's a great topic.
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On 2005-10-26 12:19:00, Anonymous wrote:
"Hey fags are a great topic of conversation. There is the subject of anal sex. Who's the man and who's the woman. Dress code for gay men or gay women. What's the deal with gay women anyway? Why is it so hot to see two chicks making out? Is it hot only if the two chicks aren't gay and are just getting their kicks out of fuckin' with guys? There is a plethora of things to talk about when it comes to the subject of fags. I think it's a great topic. "
Well, this says a lot about you. But you left yourself wide open for that one.
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that was the point. See fags are a great way to start a conversation!
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Well, then I guess that will be the next topic on here with all that support. But isn't there a concern with somebody reading this that may be gay and hearing you call them a fag will probably either make for great drama, or knowing that you brought a level of hurt into someone's life that you don't even know.
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THAT'S THE DAMN POINT! I'M TRYING TO BE OFFENSIVE. I don't like gay people. I hope someone who's gay reads this and kills themselves. That would be sweet! hahahah.
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Are you kidding? He's a 12 year old who doesn't give a shit who he hurts. As I said before, when he comes up with some creative material I'll play with him again but this fag shit gets old REAL quick.
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whatever. You're a fag. How 'bout that!
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You're just a wealth of creativity aren't you? :lol: Seriously, come up with some new material, you're getting boring.
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Nope, I think my material is great! Just because you are a shallow bastard who can't apperciate good dick and fart jokes doesn't mean that I'm not funny. Go watch the South Park movie and say the same thing about that that you're saying to me. Every other word in that movie is FUCK. So eat a fat dick.
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Actually its more fun watching you get pissed at insults from an anonymous poster. You provide plenty of comic relief.
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This is fun isn't it?! I like it.
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I'm not complaining about the language. South Park is funny as shit BECAUSE they're original and creative. Repeating the word faggot over and over again does not make one funny, just boring.
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you know that some "Meow Mix" does. Meow meow meow, meow meow meow meow, meow meow meow meow, meow meow moew meow.
Well switch meow with FAG
fag fag fag fag, fag fag fag fag, fag fag fag fag, fag fag fag fag. SING ALONG IF YOU KNOW THE WORDS! Fag fag fag fag, fag fag fag fag, fag fag fag fag, fag fag fag fag, GOD-DAMN-FAGGOTS!
Buy your faggots today.
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On 2005-10-26 14:49:00, Anonymous wrote:
"you know that some "Meow Mix" does. Meow meow meow, meow meow meow meow, meow meow meow meow, meow meow moew meow.
Well switch meow with FAG
fag fag fag fag, fag fag fag fag, fag fag fag fag, fag fag fag fag. SING ALONG IF YOU KNOW THE WORDS! Fag fag fag fag, fag fag fag fag, fag fag fag fag, fag fag fag fag, GOD-DAMN-FAGGOTS!
Buy your faggots today. "
I am having a hard time understanding that very first sentence. If anyone can explain that to me, I would be very interested in hearing any opinions you may have.
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Eh, he was a poli sci major before making his millions on the internet, not an english major apparently.
Maybe I'm just confusing 2 people. But isn't this same person who supposedly cashed in on the 90's .com boom a '00 graduate of NWA? So he was, what, 11? 12? Doesn't some kid in India have the world record for youngest millionaire?
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I think it's supposed to be "...the song Meow Mix does"
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I think you have the same person. Ya know this Meow Mix kid with the Internet Mogul! Yea, seeing as how he couldn't even say what the company's name was, so whatever!
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what company? Meow Mix?
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No, two completely different things. The company thing had to do with how he came up in the 90's market. And the Meow Mix was the song he was typing out! :lol:
He seems harmless enough though. Just someone looking for some fun by trying to bag on other people. Ya know, one of the regulars around here.
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That was a funny rendition of the Meow Mix song though.
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"I know you can hear MY thoughts, boy!...
meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow..."
(http://http://www.cardboardcutout.net/sites/1/images/prod22/secondary/small/000380a.jpg)
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I'm back you cum sucking drag queens!
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What, none of you homos have anything left to say!? OK! I FUCKING WIN! I win! I win! I smoked you fools.
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Congratulations! :wave: