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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / WInston Churchill on "Sobriety"
« on: August 02, 2001, 01:54:18 AM »
Re: duped parents
Remember the friday night open meetings with the parents standing up and talking with their kid. Love ya, and start crying and all that crap. Love ya, love ya, i feel like pukin. We stand firm behind the program. Yea right, if you told them the attrocities you would be started over, as a newcomer an oldcomer would be there at all times to listen to the fuckin conversation. The parents had raps that told them to be strong. This was the biggest form of brainwashing in the world. Remember after you sat down from relating, the group would say LOVE YA, I hated that shit. If you didn't conform you would be beat up and sat on and given peanut butter diet. LOVE YA, this was a sick form of entertainment for the sicko Dr. Newton. Love ya Dr. Newton. We were not given the opportunity nor priveledge of letting the parents know the truth, thus, a true cult. oh, better sit up and flap my arms, I'm getting written up by a 5th phaser. Maybe I'll be blasted after open meeting. Oh no, Help me. Love ya, have a seat and fuck you.

This was the jist of my four freakin years in hell.


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / WInston Churchill on "Sobriety"
« on: August 01, 2001, 06:02:03 PM »
straight
I have been out of that hated program now for a greatful twenty years. I still have horrifying dreams of being trapped and people yelling at me or being threatened with my family leaving me forever or being sent to a mental hospital. After around ten years of being out of there I wasn't surprised to learn that my parents were still sending them money and still letting parents stay at my parents house for so called emotional support. One day I visited my parents around ten years ago and say a young couple there. I just thought it was a friend of theirs from church or something. After I was there a while I asked my parents who these people were. I was shocked to find out that they were newcomer parents that had just put their kid in the Orlando branch. I was horrified because still after all these years they were supporting that awful place. I long knew that they were sending money to them, because I snuck in my dad's files one night and saw a billion receipt(tax deductable of course), that were given to straight in the behalf of a straight life. Well, when they found out I was the outcast from straight they were all nice to me and were asking me quenstions about the program. Finally, they asked me, so what do you think about straight. I had been awaiting this question because no one beleived me when I told them the horrible things that had been done. I started telling them about how it ruined my life and how terrible the program was. I broke down in tears telling them about this horrible place. Luckily my parents were out of the room, so I was allowed to tell this story without the usual interruption from my parents telling me it was time to leave or to shutup like they normally do being their own rightious selves. I really hope that my story sunk into these new straight parents heads because if it did I perhaps saved a family from the hell that I had to go through. If my parents would have been in the room I know they would have stopped me from telling my story and perhaps more lives would have been ruined. I was glad to return the next day to find they parents were gone and my parents intervention was not taken as good as it would have been. I dread to think of the awful stories my parents told these parents about how awful I was and how straight helped their lives. I know my parents were brainwashed like I was, but I no longer tolerate the awful Dr. Newton and his bullshit.


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / WInston Churchill on "Sobriety"
« on: August 02, 2001, 01:54:18 AM »
Re: duped parents
Remember the friday night open meetings with the parents standing up and talking with their kid. Love ya, and start crying and all that crap. Love ya, love ya, i feel like pukin. We stand firm behind the program. Yea right, if you told them the attrocities you would be started over, as a newcomer an oldcomer would be there at all times to listen to the fuckin conversation. The parents had raps that told them to be strong. This was the biggest form of brainwashing in the world. Remember after you sat down from relating, the group would say LOVE YA, I hated that shit. If you didn't conform you would be beat up and sat on and given peanut butter diet. LOVE YA, this was a sick form of entertainment for the sicko Dr. Newton. Love ya Dr. Newton. We were not given the opportunity nor priveledge of letting the parents know the truth, thus, a true cult. oh, better sit up and flap my arms, I'm getting written up by a 5th phaser. Maybe I'll be blasted after open meeting. Oh no, Help me. Love ya, have a seat and fuck you.

This was the jist of my four freakin years in hell.


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Any suggestions?
« on: August 01, 2001, 03:16:16 PM »
Re: Any suggestions?
I was pur in straight in feb. 1981, I didn't get out until four years later.  I am 37 years old now. My parents still treat me as if i am a screw up and straight was great. Basically we are all screwed. The way I see it is that we lost our life in that place.  Maybe by putting them in there place, we shall have some sort of retribution. Good luck, I know I need some too. your not alone.


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Question for everyone
« on: August 01, 2001, 06:11:46 PM »
Re: Question for everyone
Sit up straight. were you looking at a girl? Anyone have anything to say about this. Yea, you druggies fuckup, when I was a druggie I use to look down on your type, you are a fuckup. Group motivates. After wiping the spit off of my face I will be put in an intake room with no priveledges. Sat on and humiliated. After all I am a druggie.  


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Re: atlanta suicides
i was put in straight in st. pete in feb, 1981. I was left there to rot for four years. I was there when the original atlanta program was founded. I remember the original members. Being there for four years i know alot of names. I would like to know what happened to some of these people.   Thanx

Peace and Love  Jeff


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Straight, Boston.
« on: August 01, 2001, 11:11:22 PM »
Re: Straight, Boston.
straight sucks, Dr. Newton up to his old tricks, the only way this man knows how to make money is off of delinquient kids that happen to have a problem. He is the preyer of the prey. A real jerk of jerks. I hate this man with a passion and think he sucks.


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / straight
« on: December 01, 2001, 02:01:17 PM »
I am laughing now because if you were in Straight you would be blasted out of the room and spit on and maybe sat on. You have great courage and I totaly respect you for that. Keep up the greatness and may peace and love be with you.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Newton
« on: December 01, 2001, 01:55:26 PM »
I was in St. Pete for three and a half years in the early eighties. Dr. Newton was God to me for the entire time. I really wish I could tell you all the3 stories I have to tell. I use to see this man torture lots of kids and abuse the @#%$ out of them. I remember peanut butter diets and having five people sit on you at a time beating your chest and hurting the @#%$ out of you in humanity and legalization. We were all druggies in a bad situation, worse yet really young. I am almost 38 years old now. I blame them for screwing me up and my whole family life, which includes support and unqote love. I don't even like the wqrd love now. Maybe one day we will all get together like a weird dream I have. Peace, Love and maybe happiness with love used in the right way.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Numbers
« on: August 01, 2001, 06:19:01 AM »
Re: Numbers
Way too many, this disfunctunal family consist of way far beyond the horizon. I hate the Dr. Newton. Curse that sick f---.


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Am I in the right place?
« on: August 01, 2001, 03:01:24 PM »
Re: Am I in the right place?
When I went to get my license renewed i ran into this guy that was in there Paul Pennington. I couldn't beleive it because he said he's been drug free ever since the program, I just found out thanx to the web that his day was prez of straight, i wonder if that had anything to do with it. Well, there are some really weird people that think it was good, I mainly remember the getting sat on and restrained bit myself. This world is made up of all sorts of kooks. Personally i would like to kick that fukers ass in, ya know. But I try to be a better person now. No one understands me when i talk about straight, i was in there for four freakin years from 81 to 85. They just wouldn't let me out and still my parents say it was the best thing. They hate it when I say i hated that place. Oh well, you can't change the world.   Newton sucks    Peace


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / spork scars forever
« on: December 01, 2001, 05:51:18 AM »
spork  scars forever
Wow,  went over to an old buddies house  who I was in Straight with. His  5 year old kid asked me if I knew what a spork was. Man, sporks use  to be   to straight, what  straws are to Mcdonalds. Used correctly, you can do alot of damage with a spork, especially  to yourself if you are a hostage in Straight. Sporks make excellent scraping tools for the skin. I wonder how many other people had to suvive Dr. Newton and his therories. I think he is an ass hole.  


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / the NY Giants
« on: August 01, 2001, 08:36:01 PM »
Re: the NY Giants
Tampa Bay Buccaneers, heheh, what can I say. It sucks they are so close to the hated St. Pete warehouse. I hate Dr. Newton.


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Money Newton Theif
« on: December 01, 2001, 04:00:52 PM »
Money Newton Theif
Hey everyone, weird, aint it? After some twenty years still thinking about Straight. When I think of my teenage years I think Straight. I got started over on fourth phase for a beer can collection that was in my parents house in the attic that my dad put there because they were very valuable rare cans. When I got put on fourth phase I was allowed priviledges, like to go to Orlando for the weekend with my family. My older brother had his rock album collection and my dad stashed my valuable collection in the attic. Somehow, this guy, Roger, found out about my cans from my dad, he went in my brothers room and found some rock albums. When I came back from the weekend, I was confronted and started over. I spent three and a half years in this hell hole. I resent my youth being taken by Dr. Newton. My parents gave tax deductable money to straight for as long as they could, I found the receipts long after being in Straight. These people were great at manipulation. I hate straight. I could go on forever, but, I am trying to heal.


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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / straight
« on: September 01, 2001, 07:41:05 AM »
Re: straight
Straight Inc. coming to take your mind. There will be open an open meeting with Steve Mead group leader. If you @#%$ up Rick Godfrey will sit on you and so will Craig Buss and Mark Mead. It sounds like a comedy but it was the straight gang. I hated that damn place. Remember the stupid zippyedooda songs and all the rules. It is amazing we survived all the brain washing. They really were screwed up. I knew the Polo brothers, stayed with Phil. Also know Rick and of course, the whole group. I was there for almost four years.    Write me back and let me know if you keep in touch with anybody from there.


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