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The Seed Discussion Forum / Re: I have done the honorable thing
« on: January 20, 2010, 12:29:16 AM »
Well, I can see that some things never change around here

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The Seed Discussion Forum / Re: cain't help but think
« on: January 12, 2010, 03:34:28 PM »
I humbly disagree with my brother regarding blowing off appendages but think a good standing up in front of the group for a hyber s(p) eed , hand elevated and flaying name calling session may be somewhat healing

Some of the things they called me were not very lady like, as my dearly departed grandmaother would say

Sticks and stones ( sorry)

Just saying

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It has probably been said before, but there is a certain irony that in AA, you are always considered an alcoholic, even when sober .

All of the staff "leaders" that I encountered were drug users so I guess that means that we were being administered to by other druggies.

I never responded well to the arguement that we could not have connections to people on the outside unless they were involved with the Seed.

Wouldn't that be construed as "new druggie friends"?

It was all very fucked up and twisted , no matter how you rolled the dice

The seed, indeed.................

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The Seed Discussion Forum / Re: Yo, Jack, don't forget...
« on: January 12, 2010, 03:23:17 PM »
Thank you, it was a great birthday.

Do I know you or are you the one causing so many problems here?

Happy New Years fornits, tried to post yesterday but the site was down, thought maybe I had been banned

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The Seed Discussion Forum / Re: Happy Holidays John Underwood
« on: November 27, 2009, 01:45:36 PM »
John Underwood must be a lonely sad old man by now, hope he  chokes on a drumstick because of Libby's dry turkey

gobble gobble ::deadhorse::

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The Seed Discussion Forum / Re: LYBBI'S ADDRESS, PHONE and EMAIL INFO.
« on: September 11, 2009, 09:42:11 AM »
Why won't she say sorry?

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Open Free for All / Re: does anyone else find it odd?
« on: September 06, 2009, 12:25:14 PM »
Quote from: "Cyndeelouwho"
Does anyone else find it odd that Stack's putative 'sister' seems to speak with an east-european syntax. The grammar is certainly not miami,nor even western.

How can forum posts have a syntax?

Miami grammar, is that like the Miami Sound Machine?

Is JOM over ANALyzing?



Just saying

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Open Free for All / Re: does anyone else find it odd?
« on: September 06, 2009, 12:24:51 PM »
Does anyone else find it odd that Stack's putative 'sister' seems to speak with an east-european syntax. The grammar is certainly not miami,nor even western.

How can email have a syntax?

Miami grammer, is that like the Miami Sound Machine?



Just saying

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The Seed Discussion Forum / Re: Peanut Butter & Jelly Sandwiches
« on: August 28, 2009, 02:58:00 PM »
Crunchy peanut butter was never served at the seed, ever.

I think it was a considered the druggies choice.

If you liked crunchy, you were definetly a druggie

Just sayin

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The Seed Discussion Forum / Re: The Seed-------Did Art Barker succeed?
« on: August 24, 2009, 11:50:22 AM »
Many program abductees go on to have successful lifes after that abuse situation. It is a built in survivor mechanism and that is how I view past program victims, as survivors. I think a lot of folks who were abused by progams like the seed went into careers that were considered dangerous or where they put their own lifes in jeopardy to aid others. I worked in search and rescue and fire fighting for the National Park Service and did rock climbing recreationally. I think any therapist would agree that this could be related to the past trauma as well. We were torn down and made to feel like our life was worth nothing. Only to be rebuilt in the fantastical, manical world of the seedling. These techniques are not uncommon for other Synanon based "rehab" programs. Barker stole his experimental concepts from other programs and disquised it as a drug rehab.  Problem I have is by calling it a drug rehab, you would think that some experience might be involved. You would also think that drug use should be a qualifier for the abductees. You don't give power to those who are there through court orders or to a guy with zero experience in anything having to do with rehabilitation. Barker had no qualified background to be doing what he claimed he could. He was a fraud and a master manipulater. He conned his way through life and  allowed his ego to come first. Lots of creepy people are like that, Manson, Jim Jones, Ted Bundy.

Just sayin

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The Seed Discussion Forum / Re: The Seed-------Did Art Barker succeed?
« on: August 22, 2009, 11:18:38 AM »
To the last poster:

It seems we were in a completely different program. Or maybe it was circumstance. I was a teenager and not a drug user . It was common that if a family member was in the program, all the family should be. I was another body. I was lied to , being told i was going to visit my sister. I never came home. My clothing was gone through and stolen and i was sent to live with strangers. I know to this day, my parents had no idea where I was or where my siblings were. Seems like that should have been illegal. The staff who controlled the place were substance abusers that were court ordered there in lieu of prison. My mother was told I would die, go to jail or be insane if I didn't go there. All lies. My immediate family produced 6 bodies, ages 9-16. I was a good student, worked and was saving money for college. That ended the day I was admitted. I missed nearly a year of school before my father pulled me out. He was out of town working when we were admitted. I graduated from an adult program to catch up and left home at seventeen. The way things were done there still have an impact on me emotionally and mentally. It was cruel, harmful and a nasty place. The fact that cigerettes were OK to give a minor to this day still baffles me. Wasn't that against the law ?

Art Barker wasn't interesting. He was a hack who lied to the State of Florida, lied about his past (he was a common thief and uneducated) and was a failed comic/actor. His ego got in the way of helping others. Sadly, he believed his own lies. Which was probably how it was so easy to sell all those people he dupped.He amassed a fortune with the government sponsered seed money and is now dying in his palatious condo overlooking the intracoastal waterway with views of the water. I remember his presence at the seed, it was a lot like videos I have seen of people like Jim Jones or Rev. Moon.

Our experience seems quite different.

Just sayin

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Who ya gonna call...GHOST BUSTERS!  :poison:

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The Seed Discussion Forum / Re: a story
« on: August 19, 2009, 06:44:15 PM »
Aloha sis, how is the orchid biz today?
Are you preparing for a hurricane in your parts?
I sent you a few emails, maybe you are not getting them.
Peace and love

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The Seed Discussion Forum / Re: a story
« on: August 19, 2009, 06:39:46 PM »
Then why do you continue to come here and post?

I think you may be confusing this forum with Craigslist, they have a place there to advertise for  woodcarvers, guitar players and mechanics in the services offered section.

Have not seen snipers advertised, but then again, I wasn't looking.

I'm just sayin

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