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The Troubled Teen Industry / Re: BENCHMARK YOUNG ADULT SCHOOL
« on: July 16, 2016, 10:11:28 PM »
Where are you seeing these comments. T.O.? I heard a rumor that there's been some sort of feud going on between Benchmark and the community. I'd love to know more. Are there news articles? Social media? I'd like to know more.

Open Free for All / Re: you and your sounds
« on: January 01, 2016, 11:52:28 AM »
I miss the two or three days a year during the stormy season when Florida Flicker & Flash would fail.

Open Free for All / Re: Happy New Years Cum Garglers!
« on: January 01, 2016, 11:49:45 AM »
I hear there are some real fine tattoo artists in your neck of the woods.

Open Free for All / Re: Resuscitation
« on: January 01, 2016, 11:13:56 AM »

Kind of fried on doing anything decent for anyone. Found out a kid I donated 25 bucks to for getting him from Oregon to Mobile Alabama  opted to go back to the program he was dumped out of for turning 18. I understand why it happened, just sure as shit don't like it.

At least you know you helped give him some choice in the matter.

Open Free for All / Re: Happy New Years Cum Garglers!
« on: January 01, 2016, 01:19:42 AM »
How is it that you're still single... and Charlie Manson is not?

Open Free for All / Re: Resuscitation
« on: December 08, 2015, 07:22:06 PM »
Damn, man! I didn't know you had that many words in ya!

Man I miss our friend Kim - still sad - man put the link to the book back up please the book is killer the book is better than anything Ofshe could ever spout and that man has a P the h fucken D -  please put it back up - fear not the idiots you speak the truth - man please .

Which book you talking about? I'll be collecting good ones for listing at so pile on.

Oh dear! Starting a band are ye? Ok, well artist exchange is part of the mission too!

Yeah, this is def the place to revamp the revolution. Apologies for my recent and extended absence. It was necessary and unavoidable. But it does feel good to be starting down this path again!

If anybody has ideas about how to bring about and structure this consortium, the data trove and such like, we can use all the help we can get. Here's the first and only project we've actually done something for, aside from (which Zack has brought about,  start to finish, out of his own pocket, start to near the end stretch and now needing funding to publish book two, DIJ: Overwritten)

Now I'm gonna catch up with the rest of this thread, thanks very much.

Oh, in case anybody didn't know it already, Zack is blownawaytheidahoway

Open Free for All / Re: Resuscitation
« on: May 02, 2015, 10:45:41 AM »
Well, the reason why everybody's on FB is because everybody's on FB. That's where the eyeballs are at right now. That is the crossroads of choice. And so that's where ya gotta do yer pickin' and a'grinnin' if you want to be seen.

I use my real name cause... bring it. G'won and bring it. I hate secrets. They make lousy pets. Always getting loose, running out in the street, getting into the neighbors' trash then coming back to bite you in the arse.... All ya'll, of course, might take a different tack from time to time or all of the time.

I gotta tell ya, Podk, you were right as rain about Wilkes Barre.  :-*

It takes a thousand voices.

I miss this other thing, though. I don't know how much time the current admin has to dedicate to this. I haven't even looked around enough to know if they are publicly acknowledging ownership. I note that there are 137 views on this page, though and only a handful of us speaking. I no longer have access to the back end. I'm not in a position right now to take over full operation, but I've got a regular day job with every night off so I could take on some admin tasks if all ya'll want me to.

Open Free for All / Re: And Now A Subliminal Message from The Program
« on: November 01, 2014, 10:15:28 PM »
Well yeah, that's the conclusion. What about the bridge? Where's the bridge? I can't find that confounded bridge!

Open Free for All / Re: Have to find $41,000
« on: November 01, 2014, 10:06:19 PM »
And we want further socialised medicine, why?  :-* Damn, yall! Move to Costa Rica! Everybody speaks English as a common language and several others as ye will. And nobody fuckes with anybody. They've rightly given up on government as the hammer to every problem.

Open Free for All / Re: Vision of myself about to be eaten
« on: November 01, 2014, 09:03:49 PM »
Shit, I feel alone like that usually several times a day. The most palpable experience happened when I was pretty freshly out of the program. I had two jobs, just paid my share of the rent with a couple of older male roomies, both of whom I'd slept with, neither one seriously (on my end, anyway. I was so damned nieve!)

I had time off, for the first time in YEARS! No pressing business! No one watching! Damn! What will I do with myself? I decided to go out and catch a sunset on the jetties on Sarasota Beach. Walked/climbed all the way out to the end. Sat myself down and started .... breating .... meditating ... observing ... breath .... and then I was completely untethered! It was fucking terrifying! It occurred to me to wonder what, exactly, was the nature of the force that was holding me down to the rock I was sitting on and not letting me spin out into airless space. I felt so damned small in the world. I wondered, really entertained the notion, that I didn't exist at all. It's not the sharks I fear. They need to eat too, can't blame them. It's non-existence that haunts my worst nightmares.

Open Free for All / Re: Vision of myself about to be eaten
« on: November 01, 2014, 08:35:16 PM »
Thankyou Froderik, the wisdom I'd like to impart to her is not the kind that can be carried in mere words.  It requires time to be spent together and we just never had much.  Now she is 19 and far from home, caught up in the world and the usual goings on.  Working and trying to make money to pay bills and what-not.  She's my only child.

Ok, here's a little exercise I've come up with all on my own. Close your eyes, breath easy and try and remember 5 important things your family tried to teach you. ..............

Ok, now keep your eyes closed (but keep reading... you figure it out LOL) now try and not think about 10 important things your family taught you without knowing it.

You're cool as shit and she'll be fine. Just don't burn that bridge! That's all you have to deal with right now. Just don't allow yourself or your daughter to sever ties.

Open Free for All / Re: Vision of myself about to be eaten
« on: November 01, 2014, 08:31:13 PM »
Ok, I'm skipping some so as to not lose my thought.

Pirate, you will never be alone nor unloved! I love you. Frod loves you. I don't know who all else, but I'd bet dollars to rolling doughnuts it's a long list! You may not get that magical romantic love that we all hope fore & crave so much. Me neither. That's rare. I envy the old couple  I take care of and often remind them both (when they're not in the same room, of course) how damned lucky they are; how rare a thing they have.

It's an ocean, alright. And we're all a part of the food chain. Enjoy what time we have and look forward to whatever the fuck is next.

BTW, my coworker has some vinyl. Itd?

Open Free for All / Reviews, please, and illustration suggestions
« on: November 01, 2014, 08:20:08 PM »
No bones, I'm trying to qualify, honestly, for adsense ads. I need the money. I think there's a chance that my writing is worthy of it. Please tear this the fuck up, make suggestions, respond, help me improve it.

Open Free for All / Re: And Now A Subliminal Message from The Program
« on: September 28, 2014, 08:10:14 PM »
Yes, thanks.

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