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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / atlanta straight
« on: June 26, 2002, 03:32:00 PM »
OK, so you were there at the time.  I was too.  I was still on 1st phase and now I think I remember you, although I can't really put a face there.  I do remember your name and you being a 5th phaser.  

Wow, it's been a long time!  Did you 7 step?  How did things work out for you after that?

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Please forgive me
« on: June 26, 2002, 03:30:00 PM »
At least you told your son how you feel, and you two can talk about it.  I was in Straight, ran away and have lived away from my family since then (that was in 84 when I was 15, I'm now 33).  Of course I don't blame my father for it, he was only trying to help.  I knew even then that the program directors hid much from the parents.  But after I explained to him what happened, he just blanked and didn't want to deal with it.  Actually I don't think he even believed me when I told him what it was like.  

At least you and your son have real communication.  I think you're being way too hard on yourself.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / atlanta straight
« on: June 18, 2002, 02:00:00 PM »
I think I remember your name too, but can't put a face to it.  Seems like so many people came and went it's hard to remember everyone.  Do you remember the guy who broke the director's jaw that time?  I can't remember his name but he was there like 2 yrs and never left 1st phase.  Then one night he stood up and punched out that one director (I can't remember her name either).

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / argh! I just found out about this reunion (too late)
« on: June 13, 2002, 05:59:00 PM »
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On 2002-06-11 20:10:00, Antigen wrote:
Where `bouts are you, Kosmonaut? I'm just outside of Pittsburge. Thinking about finding a nice spot on the Yough river to have a more informal kind of shindig, maybe in the fall.


I'm in San Francisco, kinda far for me.  Too bad, it would be cool to meet other ex-straight people.  I haven't seen any since I left in 84!

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Was Straight A Government Experiment ?
« on: June 13, 2002, 03:19:00 PM »
Interesting theory.  I suppose it's possible, and really not that bizarre considering some of the other insane stuff that's come to light about the feds.  I mean look at all the trouble the FBI went to trying to ruin those Earth First people who were carbombed.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / atlanta straight
« on: June 13, 2002, 02:08:00 PM »
I'm David Sutton.  I was a 1st phaser for about 6 mos. then copped out the day I made 2nd phase.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / argh! I just found out about this reunion (too late)
« on: June 11, 2002, 08:20:00 PM »
cool, thanks.  i posted that anonymously but just registered.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / stuttering
« on: June 11, 2002, 08:01:00 PM »
i have all of the below:
 
-sleep disorders including nightmares and insomnia

*wake up screaming nightmares about 2x a week regularly

-bathroom problems (moving bowels,urination)

*nothing serious except for years i wouldn't use public restrooms.
 
-anxiety

*yes, about 1x week have panics over nothing.

-depression

-melancholia

-agression

-mental illness

-carving on one's body or picking at scabs or nose

-drug use or alcoholism

*i still use alcohol and ocassionally drugs

-ability to trust

-suicidal ideation

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / atlanta straight
« on: June 11, 2002, 07:54:00 PM »
hey Tom i don't remember you specifically, but some of those names ring a bell.  i was there, i'm pretty sure, in 83.  although it might have been 84.  anyway it was for about 6 months.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Marietta, GA 1983- anyone here besides me?
« on: June 11, 2002, 07:40:00 PM »
I was in 6 mos. in 1983, 1st phase the whole time.  Copped out and ran away.  Anyone else in during that period?

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / any good days that you can recall?
« on: June 11, 2002, 07:39:00 PM »
Doh!  I found the register button.  Thanks anyway!

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