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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Curious...
« on: September 27, 2003, 02:35:00 AM »
Newton did some silly shit.

Granted, I was 20 when I went in, and was on the downhill side of puberty...  But I always thought it pretty daft putting this really warped ban on masturbating.

It's a 'feel good' that will eventually lead you back to drugs, so don't masturbate.

You're talking about teenagers, mostly.  But a 15 year old guy or girl with raging hormones and no release valve is going to have some problems.
Granted, I don't think there are any physical difficulties that can come about from lack of orgasm....

Althought there was one guy in El Paso that got a prescription to masturbate once a night for a week.  We assumed blue balls, but he wasn't talking.  We were all jealous.

I can's say for anyone on the girl's side.  It's easier, I'd think, for a female to stay incogneto masturbating at night.  Guys have the obvious mess to deal with.

Wet dreams were the worst for guys.  I never had one, but I know others that did.  Or claim they did.  I believe it was just a teenage thing that happens, but you've got oldcomers in your face accusing you of doing it purposely, how vile it is, you're going to do drugs again and die...

Somehow I stopped even wanting to masturbate. It ended up being a tool of spite if I was in the house of someone I didn't like, since they'd have to deal with the mess.  

Just another way we were repressed...

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / The process...
« on: January 25, 2003, 11:55:00 AM »
Being an adult while I was in Kids, I made several attempts to 'sign out'. What a lousy term. That's liek checking out a book from the library or a piece of equipment at work. Whatever.

I was perusing the procedural documents that are there....

I tried to sign out in El Paso a couple times, even to the point of the family conference that it dictates. I'm sure some of you remember me doing so.

I made attempts when I was in NJ, as well. That's a scary proposition considering I had no I.D., no money, no clothes, no idea where I was...
But even so, I never saw this process happen whatsoever. The request went via 'C.O.C.' onto a little notepad and then got taken into some mysterious maze of backrooms that I, the unprivileged newcomer don't deserve to see.
A year and a half and I'm still fucking 'new'. Somethings wrong there.
But does anyone know why it didn't happen in NJ? Did the rules change? The one-on-one's never happened in NJ, but they did in EP.
Perhaps it's because the family conference couldn't be had, since my mom could only trek up to NJ at certain times.
Something I've always wondered, but never had answered. In NJ, I never felt like I meshed. It was completely different there. THe attitudes, the lingo, the paranoia. 'Cop' was unacceptable in El Paso, but in NJ, it was OK. 'Ditching' was OK in El Paso, but druggie slang in NJ.
Funny how I would always manage to muster up some will to 'comply' when I was in NJ right around semester breaks when I'd have a chance to actually talk to my mom. Coincidence? I think not.
Something I've always wondered, but never had answered.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Good Fortune...
« on: October 23, 2002, 07:37:00 PM »
Damn, I love my job.

I just found out today that I will be flying to New York City and doing some work there and in Connecticut.
There will be a weekend involved, probably Nov 2-3.
I don't know that for certain, though.

IF there is a weekend involved, I would have the opportunity to stay there.
Just wondering if there's others who I might like to sit with and vice-versa.
No jedgements.
No bullshit.
Just real people being real.  I can't offer any more than that.
OK, perhaps a cup of coffee.

Feel free to email me.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Life Update 5/14/02
« on: May 14, 2002, 09:47:00 AM »
As those I converse with faily regularly know, my life is rather hectic.  It changes constantly.  IT's kinda like going to White Sands (El Paso reference)...  It's never the same on any two given days...
That's actually a good thing, as I don't get bored....

I've been where I'm at now for a year.  Haven't been travelling as much lately.  I did, however score a trip to Vegas right around my birthday on the company.  There just happens to be a trade show there...
It all started about a month ago...  One of the bosses (there are 3...  It's only a 35 person company) needed a volunteer to review new equipment and see what works and stuff.  I stepped up.
So here's this convention in Vegas right 'round my birthday where people can hawk their wares to me.  In Vegas no less.
Needless to say, I asked my boss and she likes the idea.  Now I just have to iron out dates.  But it's still cool to get a trip to Vegas for your birthday. :smile:

My mom is OK.  That seems to be the big question.  When she got back to El Paso in January, she got checked out by her doctor.  Once concern was that she'd had a heart attack.  On Christmas Eve, no less.
Well, when all was said & done, she did not have a heart attack.  The hyperventilation and such was from being three days without her blood pressure medication (stolen by the muggers) and taking a rather nasty forearm to the chest.
So she's got a clean billof health and bouncing back rather nicely.
Red Roof Inn, where she was staying that was making every effort to be uncooperative is going to get a bill of all the "incidental" expenses from this whole ordeal (doctor's copays, extra insulin, ER visit at an out-of-network hospital, etc.) plus a little extra tacked on.  I think she deserves it.

Anyhow.  I'm the early guy at work.  I've got a voicemail to answer, coffee to brew and a new Far Side to read.

Enjoy.  And I'll be in touch more.  Promise.  :smile:

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