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« on: November 10, 2002, 08:32:00 AM »
I guess I'm too fucked up to care hardly anymore. I have tried to handle these problems for along time. I am really amazed on the impact that this program has had on my life and others. I go here sometimes just to see how fucked up others are because I know I am. Delusions and still freaked out moments about that place in St. Pete. As a matter of fact, I haven't been back to St. Pete since I left the program. If I went back I would start feeling like I was in Straight. Well, maybe I can get over these problems, I laugh usually about these things. I just want to live, be happy , do what I want to do in the name of peace, that is all I want. I do not want strong love anymore, to me I equate this with disaster. Sorry, but I really want to make people see that straight wasn't what it was all crocked up to be. All these post seem like little dreams to me, reminders of problems that really need to be addressed, solved, and diluted.