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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / I smell a fart
« on: January 05, 2005, 02:43:00 PM »
Every time I think about straight Inc. I feel a big stomach ache coming up. I start seeing Newtons face and I feel sick. I am working with my feelings. I am trying to get in touch with my awful self. What a bunch of bullogna.Thinking about this place brings back bad smells and thoughts like the taste of peanut butter after a hard days flapping of the hands.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Republicans from Bush Hell
« on: September 16, 2004, 12:31:00 PM »
Why is it that every single black person was refused from the Newton system? How is it that I made my way down candy ass lane without a paddle, so to say. Who could refuse a reject, without saying , I love You. Is theree life after straight? These are just a few of the questions that I juggle with. If there is a thing as a Sembler, can I just get through? No matter who you are it doesn't matter. We are just pawns on a table. The money thing doesn't matter any more. I am not here to fool with anyone.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / the building
« on: September 15, 2004, 04:30:00 PM »
I remember the Semblers attending some of the open meetings. I remember the applause, also remember getting punched or nudged in the spine if not participating in this cult type worship. Yep, always had the A/C on while these big wigs came in the building. They would always take the worse misbehavors and stick them in a intake room far far away, as no one could hear the yells or torcher. I was in there from 1981 to 1984, so all my memories basically consist of Dr. Newton and his followers. The A/C would mysteriously go off as soon as the parents were herded out. They would intentionally close all the doors, turn off the A/C and then they would start a frenzy on who ever embarrased them in front of the group. Arms a flingin, if you had asthma you were screwed, they would give you a paper bag to breath in and then the rest was up to you. I could go on forever but somehow I start getting headaches thinking about the place.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / straight sucks
« on: September 15, 2004, 01:08:00 PM »
I wonder what good old Dr. Newton is doing now? After paying off the 4.5 million to one soul, he really must be exhausted now. It would be nice to distribute the cash for us all, since I beleive we were all tortured; maybe some worse than others. I kinda liked it when four or five guys got to sit on you on the concrete floor with group raging and launging. Maybe a spork scar on my arm will make good old Newty better. I hope they have plenty of peanut butter and bug juice for the good old Dr.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / I just
« on: April 20, 2004, 12:41:00 PM »
Pot is great, Pot is good. Let us take grace in peace and love. Now and forever, or forever hold our love. Dr. Newton can kiss my sweet ass. I swear he is the one man I wouldn't mind restraining.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / I just
« on: April 10, 2004, 12:10:00 PM »
Gather up Newton and have him introvenously hooked up to a machine that gives him intervals of various drugs and make sure there is a gerbal up his ass and two fat ugly whores with sores all over there bodies teasing him with insults and confronting him. Now that's the ticket.
 :roll:  :rofl:

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / I just
« on: March 01, 2004, 01:48:00 PM »
You must not be here in Florida? Are you in Cali or something? Well, spark it up sparky, I'm fix'in some G13 as we speak.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / straight incorporated 81-84
« on: March 01, 2004, 01:37:00 PM »
Straight sucks and will always suck and we all know it. I hate straight so bad I could care less what other people think. I hope Mike get's better because I do have good memories of him. I love the Toth family for what they achieved in their own minds at the time. I remember Mr. Toth (postman, I beleive) They tried and were the victim's of the drug wars like us all.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / The Straight Story
« on: January 22, 2004, 04:32:00 PM »
If only hollywood knew what the possibilities are. What great material. A bunch of crazed kids sitting in blue chairs until their butts rotted or they caught lice or pinkeye. Love ya, the parent rant as the microphone rounds the room. Ohhh, there's a mom of a misbehavor, We need some serious emotion now. Then the star of the show comes out, "Heeeere's Johnnnny", it's Jack Nicholson in his starring role as the crazy Dr. Newton. There are unlimited possibilities to this script.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Dr. Newton
« on: January 14, 2004, 12:17:00 PM »
William Rollins Rollin' a fatty, can you beleive that guy? He rolled a bunch of fake joints one day and threw them in group. (What a waste of good rolling papers} Rockin out in group to Zeppelin. (Penalty=being sat on by 5 guys on concrete till you can't breath or feel anything) Not participating in Zippedeedoodah (consequense=being poked to death and stood up and spit on) I'm comin' home. Why is it one girl get's millions of dollars for sueing Newton and the rest of us will never get anything because she probably took all of his freakin money. I think we all suffered, thus we should all equally get some of the pie (afterall, I spent over 3 years in St. Pete Hell, and now for over 20 years, my parents still say it was the greatest thing ever) I've been outcasted, made to feel like a loser, I still have lousy dreams about these nightmares almost every fuckin night.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Straight Sucks Now and Will always SUCK
« on: January 13, 2004, 04:16:00 PM »
Feb. 20, 1981

A day I will never forget, This is the day I got tricked into going to straight. I spent 3 and a half years in there starting from this day. Yep, all my teenage years, no dating, raps all day and then the M.I. at night, newcomers. I really resent this program, worst yet my parents still think it was the best thing ever. I have nightmares about this place. Can anyone else relate. Being sat on, started over after months and months of trying. Even after I got out time after time my parents would remind me how I'm not applying my program. Dr. Newton, the evil one. That bastard. I would like the whole wide world to know what type of evils went on in the hope of supposed love, that is tough love. This is the first time in two years that I have contacted this web site. I just can't get this shit out of my head. I feel like I was suffocated with these rules.

I graduated straight after being in there for over three years. I felt like I was never going to make it out of there. Nothing I wanted more than to go home and be back with my family. After I got out the expectations were way too much for me. I was supposed to be some sort of straight example. I had to write M.I.'s for the 6 months after straight. I know I hold alot of hostility towards straight. Beleive it or not I was going back to college, got in Phi Theta Kappa because of my good grades. Well, to make a long story short, one day my parents caught on that I was smoking pot. They kicked me out of home, I couldn't go to school and support myself, because my family completely cut me off. I decided screw it and for a long time I endeavored in harder drugs like acid trying to escape reality. I am now 39 years old and still my parents act the samwe way towards straight. They have always backed them up 100 percent. My goal is to educate people that families should stick together no matter what. I don't know if this could help anyone, but I sure would like to see other people being happy instead of playing headgames and things. It is truly ashamed that straight had to destroy lives in the process of brainwashing parents. I am very confused now, but I do know that straight messed me up and I felt very alienated after getting out of straight.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / straight incorporated 81-84
« on: April 26, 2003, 02:46:00 PM »
Does anybody know of any of the ex straights getting together here in Orlando to protest Newton and all the hell we were put through. I just want to set the record straight and would like everybody out there to know the real truth behind all the lies and propaganda. I get sick to my stomach when I hear my dad say that I deserved everything that I had coming to me. I should let it go, but I just like to fight for what I beleive in, and trust me, being deprived of sleep, food, not being trusted, always made to feel bad, always feeling guilty, getting sat on by five guys at one time on the freakin concrete floor. Peanut butter diet. I was so screwed up when I finally got out of there after over three years of hell in that place. I really want everybody to know the truth, because I would hate to see the same thing that happened to me and still is happening to me happen to anyone else. Remember all those stupid songs we had to sing. My family told all of my relatives that I was a drug addict and now for the rest of my life I have that stigma. It almost makes a man turn to the bottle for support. Just the other day straight came up in a converstation. I told my dad that it really screwed me up, he chuckled, you deserved every minute of what you got, but dad what about all the abuse, getting sat on and threatened with the psych ward, he doesn't see the true picture. The other day, I was sitting over at a friends house when this girl walked in and said I know you from somewhere, I didn't say anything, but I recognized her immidietely. Well after about 10 minutes, I looked at her and said I met you in straight. Her eyes got big, the look on her face was in disbelief. She described her life almost as bad as mine has been. Her parents are against her and she was led into a life of prostitution and hard drugs. I'm glad I don't do hard drugs anymore, but it just makes you feel real bad. write me back here if anyone out there has any ideas or wants to pursue maybe going after these scum bags. Newton and Sembler are on top of the list.

The Seed Discussion Forum / straight st. pete 81-84
« on: April 26, 2003, 02:26:00 PM »
Was anyone here in st. pete between those years. The thing I hated about straight was that not only did we get screwed over, but they managed to screw my whole entire family against me even to this very day. My old man will die thinking he was right and will never ever admit that the program could have been bad. Sucks, I still have night mares about it and I have seen alot of lives destroyed as a result of tough love.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / twinkie
« on: April 22, 2003, 10:09:00 AM »
If only most people did know how it was. When I got that Big Mac, I thought I was in heaven. I knew my days were over soon enough to be. Food as a requirement for the control of the young mind. dNow, we are getting older we start thinking of the future3 and how this could have screwed us up. This gets me kind of pissed off at the freajk heads that did it. Peanut butter diet as it may seem. I hate straight.

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