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Treatment Abuse, Behavior Modification, Thought Reform => Straight, Inc. and Derivatives => Topic started by: August West on March 13, 2015, 03:10:17 PM

Title: How does your str8 induced PTSD effect your life today?
Post by: August West on March 13, 2015, 03:10:17 PM

Right after my escape it was out of control. I resolved most if not all of my problems with excessive violence. That was the legacy right after str8. As the years went on it got way way covert. The best way I can describe it is str8 is a computer virus in my brain and consciousness. Always in the back ground making small almost invisible changes and reactions. Sapping any resolve and extra energy. The constant fear that I would blow up from the smallest provocations. 33 years later the game continues...

You? :-[

Title: Re: How does your str8 induced PTSD effect your life today?
Post by: Che Gookin on March 26, 2015, 08:52:41 PM

That's intense... and a frightening future for many young program survivors.

Take care of yourself.