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Wow. Freedom and Ginger, you guys are remarkable. I have to admit I never did forgive my parents. They just got into it so much; they just loved it, they just reveled in the whole Seed culture. Years later, I could never quite buy "We did what we thought we had to do. We were brainwashed too." Anyway, my stepdad has passed away, and I haven't talked with my mother in about nine years. That's not because of the Seed; it's about many many things, many problems and abusive behavior. Still, the Seed seems emblematic of it all in a way, and I'll never forget her victorious smirk. But maybe I will forgive it, because I know I have to, and as long as I don't, I'm still trapped. It's my heart that hurts when there's people I don't stop blaming. It doesn't mean I'll contact my mother; I probably won't ever again. But at least I can forgive her and wish her well, truly. She's suffered plenty too, I know. Thank you guys, for your sane and thoughtful words.