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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / 1982-85 St. Pete and Virginia programs
« on: September 06, 2002, 03:08:00 AM »
I think I remember your name. My name is Jeff Belflower. I was in there forever at the same time. I really hate that place beleive me. What a bunch of crap we use to have to put up with. Sad, but funny at the same time. Tell me more about who you are and what you did and possibly I will remember you or something you did or we both saw. I saw alot of shit happen those years.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Tampa Screw-Up / Dark Skies
« on: September 02, 2002, 05:03:00 PM »
I remember that. Newton early 80's. I hated all those raps. Every damn time they would call on me for a song I would say 9 to 9 because I was trying to be ironic that I had to be there in that stupid place. I get cringes thinking about those songs and all those raps. Spork scars forever.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / THANKS AGAIN GINGER FOR POSTING THE PICTURES!
« on: September 02, 2002, 04:57:00 PM »
What a nightmare. The old Gandy Building. A scary place. So much of my life wasted in that lousy building. I live in Orlando and fortunately don't have to go back there. Although I have always wanted to go back just to look at the walls and contemplate.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / waste of time
« on: September 01, 2002, 07:21:00 AM »
If I calculated all the time wasted at straight plus the after effects with problems resulting from the brainwashing of my parents{who buy the way still give money to straight inc. because I found all the receipts stashed away in my dad's file cabinet}I couldn't estimate all the greif that place caused me. Can we all get together and let it be known what the damages are. Strong love is like no love at all. I hurts. I feel like I really have no family now because straight turned them against me. They are still against me and me against them. This is the only way I can maybe put up a fight. Can we humiliate Sembler. Take away some of his freakin money and put it to a good cause. All he cares about is money anyway.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / anyone remember intake room herding?
« on: September 01, 2002, 07:11:00 AM »
You guys got me cracking up. What a riot. Studying the stucco. heheh. Peanut butter sandwiches. Remember Steve Mead or William Rollins and Alice. Dr. Newton walking around always with that look on his face. The silence of the room when he entered. The fear of being stood up or worse yet sat on. You guys remember ole' Mike who had to be in the intake room in front of group so he would have to hear all the raps all the time and no one was allowed to talk to him and he was allowed no light, only a candle light. Remember Paul Palmer, he is a good friend of mine. His brother committed suicide while he was in straight because he couldn't handle the pressure he was getting as a sibling. You know alot of lives were ruined in that place adn I really hate them for that. Sorry for getting depressed but it is somewhat funny to look back at all the crap we endured. Wow, time for a peanut butter sandwich, yummy hehe Jeff

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / who is still sober
« on: September 01, 2002, 05:55:00 AM »
I totally agree with you brother, sobriety does royally suck. I hate people telling me what to do or throwing there opinions on me just because of societies bullshit. I put up with being in straight for over three years, the way I figure it, I've been doing alot of making up for long time. Time to smoke a bowl, later Peace

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / who is still sober
« on: September 01, 2002, 05:51:00 AM »
The weed supreme. Of course. I stay away from the hard stuff. I love Mary Jane.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / who is still sober
« on: August 12, 2002, 12:08:00 AM »
I beleive Dr. Newton got stoned. He always had a certain glimmer in his eyes that revealed it. heheh, right on. Maybe the kool aid was lace with cid? hehhe, the funniest thing is it all sucked. What a waste of time for me and everyone else I knew between the years of 81 to 84 in St. Pete. Like to hear from anyone out there. Peace, Jeff

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Legal Redress...
« on: August 12, 2002, 12:00:00 AM »
Funny, Sembler pipe master, what an a hole, a cool dude without any cooth. Straight really sucked for me. They kept me in there way too long. Always setting me back for some lame reason. They songs sucked. Disney shit from hell. Well, at least Newton got screwed. Happy feelings to the dude I use to hate. Alot of suffering and hatred behind that man. His wife Ruth Ann was a bitch also. I'm glad they at least suffered in the pocket where I suffered in the heart. Funny how things work out. Jeff

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / any good days that you can recall?
« on: May 12, 2002, 01:57:00 PM »
It's a creepy thought. All those warm feelings. Straight was a warped place with a weird leader in charge. Dr. Newton was a controler to the high degree. To this day I think people are looking at me and I get paranoid because of constantly being observed in there.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Straight in Plymouth, MI 1987
« on: March 16, 2002, 12:05:00 PM »
After I got out of Straight I had no money, no life and felt out of place. My family eventually kicked me out of home because I was showing druggie signs, smoke pot. After I left I became seriously depressed and did not like the fact the only family I had was one to give me tough love, not the love my heart really needs, unnsupported love unless you kiss ass doing the straight thing. I started doing alot of drugs to hold down my feelings and escape life. How could tough love help, when the people giving it to you won't even listen to what really happened in this place. Being sat on, deprived sleep and food and constantly singing those hated songs.  I hate Staight.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / straight control
« on: March 16, 2002, 11:52:00 AM »
I was incarcerated by straight in 1981 in St. Petersburg. I was there when the Atlanta program was let out also the Virginia program and Cinncinnatti program. I couldn't beleive when I heard there are now so many other programs like New Jersey, California and Texas. Dr. Newton and his tactics have to be stopped in the name of hamanity.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / straight control
« on: March 15, 2002, 01:01:00 PM »
Straight. What a place. Get sat on by five or six guys. Get told your a piece of shit, get sent to an intake room to get beat up and yelled at. Be deprived of food and sleep. Be forced to participate in rituals of singing stupid songs and doing hand movements to get called on. Sit your ass up straight. Get stood up for stupid shit and get yelled at by hundreds of peers spiting in your face. I'm really starting to like this place. Sounds like home. This is the real Mccoy boy. Nothing like southern hospitality. Nancy Reagan got her way, that bitch. And to think, this still goes on under different alias, unbeleivable. What about the belt loop deal. I could go on forever but I am starting to feel noxious.  Later on cats and let's get together to petition the government, too much money bribery in the Republican party for that though, bummer.

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