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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / blownawaytheidahoway
« on: November 05, 2007, 11:51:34 PM »
Quote from: ""try another castle""
None of the others really correspond, I found. With the exception of maybe the first circle. But you have to really dig for it.


Seriously, think about it. The summit is the culmination of how extreme we can betray each other. In there, we are asked to do things far worse than any of the previous propheets, even the i want to live and the brothers keeper. We were ready and willing to slap our best friend in the face. We fought like dogs for four stupid plastic chairs, looking like one of those cartoon fight clouds from something like andy capp. We told each other we were takers. We told each other we  trust you, we don't trust you or we don't know if we trust you. We looked in each others' eyes and fucking told each other to die! I said that to one of my best friends. I still don't know why I didn't give her a "you live" vote. And the worst of all? We betray ourselves, because nobody gave themselves a "you live" vote. The staff point it out and shame us, despite the fact that the whole thing was set up to make you feel like you don't deserve a live vote.

Telling your best friend to die? I dunno. You can't get more traitorous than that.


Man, that just brought a huge flashback rushing back in. I think that was the turning point when I realized I wouldn't be talking after graduation to a lot of the assholes in my peer group. I must've had that selfish a group, most of them saved a vote for themselves. I never would've begun to think about doing that. I was really broken up and crying during that. I kept saying to Rudy, "I'm not God. I don't get to decide these things." With a couple exceptions, the rest of them were numb and blank. Actually, not blank. They looked at me with disgust. I was "weak" and taking things too seriously. It meant more to me, it really struck home in too real a way, deciding the fate of others. Throwing people out of a lifeboat. That was my big moral split with them. I kept it to myself like everything was still normal afterwards, joking around in the weeks leading up to graduation, but I pretty much knew I was surviving and escaping on my own, with no help from the assholes through this whole period of my life.
The slapping and the mad scramble for the chairs, man, don't get me started...

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / Rudy
« on: October 30, 2007, 08:11:19 PM »
Quote from: ""dishdutyfugitive""
I hear you on the $$$$$. Setanta premium was charging $25 a pop for the good games.

I found a local pub in my hood that had setanta basic and saw a few games for free.

Then for the last 10 days of the tournament I ordered Direct TV with setanta basic. On the 10th day I cancelled my account. So all said and done it cost me $50 for the last 10 days - but setanta basic had all games on a 24 hour delay.

I was rooting for S.Africa too. Chabal is a neandrathal but as I said he got leveled by the Argentinian 8 man.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=keRDlDkYgGU

In general I'm not fond of the french. They have a language preservation government department and they fine magazines that print non-french words. Fine as paying your taxes late Fine.


Wow! that's steep. Actually, the best deal I found was on the RWC site, a company was showing all 48 matches, whenever and as many times as you wanted to watch them, for $50 whole package. (Aaah, its great having kids. I still couldn't justify the expense.) Pubs around here like Ginger's Ale House charge like 20-25 a pop for ONE match! Wherever it is you went to watch it for free - you got a deal.

My question is:
Why didn't the French ever fight as hard for their country as they do on a rugby pitch? Fuck the frogs

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / Rudy
« on: October 30, 2007, 06:39:41 PM »
Quote from: ""dishdutyfugitive""
Rugby Punk
What did you think of the RWC? I was rooting for S. Africa. Did you see that hit on Chabal in the last 20 minutes of the Bronze cup?


I gotta say Dish Duty, I'm broke so I no gotta da cable. But I followed the RWC every day on the website. Read all the articles. Watched what I could find on YouTube. I wore my springboks jersey every few days to work. YES, that's right. I was a Bokkies fan from the beginning, way beyond the All Blacks. I had a perma-grin on my face the day after England got creamed by RSA 36-0 in the group trials. I pretty much knew where it was going from there, especially after NZ and France got knocked out and it was round two for the limeys and Bokkies. How Argentina got that far I'll never know. Good backfield?

I didn't get to see the Chabal hit, but I heard about the one he put on Shaw during the England match. That guy is a brute steamroller. I would hate to be on the wrong side of him.  Also, Ibanez the captain stomped hard on one of the Argentines? The French have to be the roughest team out there, definitely an intimidation factor.

Did you see all the matches?

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / Rudy
« on: October 29, 2007, 02:07:56 AM »
Quote from: ""gabriellegg""
I know we all walked away with resentment, pain and a constant fear or getting our asses handed to us on a daily basis.

I know Rudy was no saint and I feel, really I do for people he "had it out for".

I just think there were other staff members who made Rudy look tame.
Again, just my opinion.


Gabrielle, good to see you back posting after so long. I remember you right before you graduated.
I think that Rudy had some respect for you which he tended to give out grudgingly and selfishly to a few individuals.
I think that during your time there, there were other terrors like Lori Saunders that overshadowed Rudy in outrageousness (sp?)
They needed to leave in order for Rudy to fill that power vacuum. That's when he really turned on and revved up the freak machine.

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / Fire
« on: October 23, 2007, 07:13:06 PM »
Holy Shit! How poetic would that be. I think that would be a cathartic moment to watch the old Walter Houston house go up in flames. (Hoping of course that everyone had long since been evacuated.)

Wouldn't that be funny if they did a crappy job on raking out firebreaks that week. Not that firebreaks could hold back that raging inferno.

Oh awesome. WE DON'T NEED NO WATER - LET THE MOTHERFUCKER BURN!!!

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Quote from: ""Guest""
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I was in a bar on Tuesday night and this old hippie was doing solo acoustic (plugged in) James Taylor night.

All my friends were asking me why my mind was elsewhere. With the alcohol buzz on I went into a memory lane bonanza.


James Taylor songs still freak and/or creep me out. Same with John Denver shit. I just can't take hearing that and try to 'feel' it in a new different light. Never works for me.

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Just to restate it. For those of you not following - Liam Scheff is NOT related nor has he anything to do with Sue Scheff.
I know Liam. Good guy. Give him your feedback, get this book off the ground. It's important and it's definitely not any Cedu asskissing project. That goes for myself, I have to email him back...DOH!

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / Did you break?
« on: August 08, 2007, 01:14:02 AM »
Not sure this is a fair question in a black and white reality. Did I break? Sure I guess so. Or I played the game. Or I just plain survived with some sanity intact. Depends on your point of view, doesn't it?
I might have been hated as a look good, although I didn't tend to go after the easy target rebels to prop myself up.
I'm not proud of the way I always acted there, but I'm proud that I could walk away and carry on with my life and eventually put things in greater perspective.
Those first couple of years out of Cedu, by the way, were seriously rough when I realized how skewed my sense of reality had gotten.

Son of Serbia admits that he played the game, but he also had some raging moments of rebellion that I never could've thought of doing while I was there.
We never had an active underground, though. I think if I'd had a safety net like that, things might've gone different for me. In our era, you couldn't be sure that your friends wouldn't be slammed in a rap so hard that they would spill everything and give you up.  It's like 'Invasion' (...of the Body Snatchers. Great movie concept, but why do they have to keep remaking it over and over?)
Who do you trust that hasn't been secretly converted over to them?
That's why I really respect the hell out of anyone there during my time and before because it was so hard to rebel out without being dragged down by your own peers.
Ultimately, I can't deny anyone what they went through, or how they did it to make it mentally intact to now. I did what I could and so did they, so it seems pretty horrible to have to categorize people as either broken or not, when there's a lot of gray area inbetween. In my head and in my heart, I stayed true to who I was. They never broke me. Isn't that enough?

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Open Free for All / Re: o hells yeah
« on: August 04, 2007, 02:08:56 PM »
Quote from: ""seamus""
Wrigleyville,lots to eat,many good music venues.Google "the reader" a chicago,entertainment newspaper.It tells it all.I live an hour north ,but dont get down there much anymore.Was there any thing specific,you were looking for? PM if ya want.


Another good area to visit might be Lincoln Square, and although they are way over-trendy: Wicker Park, Logan Square and River North neighborhoods offer some cool stuff, too.

Museum of Science and Industry has a CSI exhibit going on where you can solve your own murder case, or something? I don't know, I've heard some weird stuff from people who went to it.

There's always a bunch of street festivals and mini outdoor concerts going on during any given weekend in the summer. Chicago Reader is the best place, as Seamus said, to get the scoop on all that -  Concerts, restaurants, theater, stores, etc.

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / Russ Decker
« on: July 25, 2007, 01:23:59 AM »
He graduated from Cedu in the early to mid 80's before coming to work there around 90-91. I remember that pretty clearly.

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Quote from: ""Guest""
ummm, I do not purport be an accomplished journalist by any measure.    But I have to say,   that Liam's open invitation to Cedu Alumni/a was poorly written.    There was nothing in Liam's post that inspires me to want to contact the nascent autrhor.


It was actually probably one of the most detailed outreaches yet to get everyone to put some meat behind their words and take some action.
Or would you rather: "Um, I am writing a book, so, like, call me or something."

IMO, you would rather a book not be written, a movie not be made or bad report reach the light of day. I think we know whose side you're really on. If you love Cedu, just say so and stop pissing on progress.

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / THEY ARE ALL WHORES
« on: July 17, 2007, 02:33:37 PM »
Quote from: ""dishdutyfugitive""
You got it. You must get those nigerian emails at work every week like I do.

I ask of you more hospital passes as I wheel the scrum towards psychoville (Finkle is the mayor).


Don't get too many, but I know what they're all about, the idea that anybody could so easily give up money to such an ignorant scam...

Anyway, the hospital passes won't do any good for anybody. I'm locked in for the try zone with a bomber line-out throw.

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / THEY ARE ALL WHORES
« on: June 26, 2007, 01:12:17 AM »
Dish duty that was awesome.
It's like if a Nigerian scammer and a wacked out bag lady with a rusty half of a scissor and biblical verses painted with White Out on her jacket were locked in a room together.  What WILL she reply with?

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Quote from: ""Covergaard""
Well, maybe Miss. Hilton is not the best example of what Mr. Wasserman and his followers were able to do, but can you find a better way to inform the world of this industry?...

...Somehow the public needs to be reach in an unconventional way. Using Paris Hilton, even if the fact is that the real damage to her was done by Provo Canyon School, would bring light on the industry and send a clear message to the parents: You can not get a good result by outsourcing your child’s upbringing. You need to do it yourself.

Write to Larry King and tell him to ask questions about her time in the industry. She maybe only had stayed for some months at CEDU, but her total in the industry stay was way longer.


Okay, so I have a little more insight into where you're coming from, but I still think you might assume at times that you have a more intimate picture of the state of the trouble teen industry in America than you actually do. You are championing the just cause, so I'll leave it alone.

I just think you're barking up the wrong tree with the Paris Hilton thing. The last thing Cedu survivors need is to be linked with her. I can have sympathy for her for having to be introduced, however briefly, to the Cedu system. It is a shock to the brain regardless of who you are and how many institutions you've been to beforehand.
That doesn't change the fact that pretty much everything since then she's brought on herself. She's plays the role of drugged up skank perfectly.  No self respecting Cedu survivor wants to be connected to that basket of buffoonery.
Also, there's plenty of kids of the rich and famous that we don't hear about because they have self control and take advantage of the fact that they can attend any college they want to - to actually work or at least gain knowledge and lead a fulfilling life.

On another point, to reply to another poster, I think it was Ursus; I DO NOT THINK that all celebrity rich kids got their Cedu experience candy coated. I was the Big Brother to the brother of Rob and Chad Lowe and at one point was in the same peer group as John Brogan, (a lot of people were, poor kid was there forever) who was the stepson of Dudley Moore and whose mom traveled in high society circles. Brogan got so much hell and was treated like absolute dirt. I swear I saw his soul deteriorate and slowly die before my eyes.

Yes, there's leagues of difference between the Hiltons and Dudley Moore, but in my experience, the more celeb status a kid came in with just meant that people had that much more ammo to use on them in raps and propheets. The lucky ones convinced their parents what it was really like and got pulled, just like any less famous kid there.

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Paris Hilton is a footnote of Cedu history, a passing blip; and Cedu, I'm sure, hardly registers on her radar, except that it was one of several 'rehab' or behavior adjustment institutions that she whined her way out of over the course of her ongoing pathetic life. It's obscene to compare her or bring her up in the context of what those of us who went through the whole Cedu experience have done.

What you don't see in Europe is that most hardworking, rational Americans don't give a damn about Paris, Lindsay, Brittney or anyone else that brings our culture that much more into the gutter. All you see is the media hype. I know for me and most people that the most we got out of it was some amusement in seeing her spoiled ass crying in the back of a squad car going to jail.

You haven't been to Cedu, and maybe not even set foot in the U.S. Maybe you should step back and look at what judgements you bring on us without actually experiencing our day to day life firsthand.  Yes, you may have a right to comment on how far out of whack our society has gotten, but don't make any assumptions on how we should feel about it.

What happened here in the Cedu sub-forums? I'm sorry I don't have more time to spend here. It seems all I do is work, take care of my family and sleep. The most activity lately seems to be this Danish guy who has a 2D picture of us and some crazy bible verse spouting nutjob getting knee jerk responses from us. There's more rage and righteous indignation out there, more cathartic revelations to be made, more planning to be done to shut down the system that tries to shut down the kids.  I have more to share, but that's enough for now.

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