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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / brainwashed

« on: November 03, 2002, 07:36:00 AM »

Funny thing, my parents will never give up. They have too much pride to even ponder the thought that straight may have been a bad idea. I don't know how many times over the last 20 years I have tried in vane to convince them that it was bad. They always say I was court ordered. That is a lie, I would have known if I was court ordered. Sure, I got alot of trouble back then, but damn if I was to know I was court ordered. I always hated in open meetings when I heard my mom and dad pass the microphone and say LOVE YA JEFF. I always thought this was gonna be true that they really loved me. Tough love I can live without. My parents drive me crazy because they are still those straight parents with those straight attitudes. I swear to God they haven't let up at all. They tell me when my hair gets long that I look like a druggie. They haven'
t supported me at all in my life after straight. Last April I almost died in a bad bike accident. Punctured lungs and bang on the head. Police and ambulance came but because of certain circumstances like jail because of what I was carrying I refused treatment. It was crazy, I had to walk in the emergency room 2 days later because of internal bleeding. To make a long story short I was bad bad off and the only way out was to call them and they came and I finally convinced everyone I was OK, Winter Park Police wanted me bad, they said they could smell they alcohol and I knew if I went in I was going away for a while. I couldn't move the next day and needed my mom's help to get out of bed because of my broken ribs. She said you got yourself into this mess, now get yourself out. I am sick of you and your druggie behavior. I hate tough love, although I am thankful that they picked me up and I didn't have to go to jail. I still hate straight.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / crap row

« on: October 30, 2002, 09:50:00 PM »

Even though this is only a forum, I am delighted to indulge in the possible aspect of bringing down the fig newton. Even though I in general love animals, the fig gives me problems. One illistraion would be the aspect of being sat on. Another would be the old peanut butter diet. I only hate certain things in life, beleive me one of those items would be the straight so called agenda, straight sucks period.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Dickhead Newton

« on: October 23, 2002, 10:13:00 PM »

Maybe there is a god, it could be a fig in disguise. Could it be a fig newton, i wonder? Wow, what a trip to make a fig pie for the doc in distress. Well, we could always have him sat on and poked to death. Maybe the change to peanut butter would be better. Only, he gets put in a dark room with candles and gets deprived of communicatyion from all of hisor her elders, hows that for justification?

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / st. pete 81-83

« on: October 20, 2002, 08:13:00 AM »

Just wondering if anyone out there remembers the way things were and how adversely all of this effected our entire lives. All the way down this road it is still hard to shake the straight bullshit. They screwed my family life up a hell of alot.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / twinkie

« on: October 19, 2002, 09:03:00 PM »

Why is it we were not allowed good food, there was this day when we all got big macs, wowie, a trip to McDondalds, what a treat.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / tough stains to wash out

« on: October 09, 2002, 06:33:00 AM »

Remember all the crap about how straight saved our lives and it's alot tougher on the streets. Tough love, never trust them, they will always be druggies. Maybe 15 years ago, when i did my stench at 33rd street, while walking to my cell, I saw an old straight newcomer of mine by the name of Steve, he gave straight so much hell that they sat on him his whole stay. While in jail I found out steve was giving them trouble and basicly was in lock down, while mowing the jail's yard I heard a thump on a window, looked in and another straight victim Matt was incarcerated. Well, jail felt like heaven compared to straight, why is this. I hate jail and most of all really hate straight. Whenever I think life is at it's worse, i think of straight and feel better. Hey, at least they gave me that. All my druggie friends say i changed after straight, i know i did and for some reason it is hard to change. I will always have a little bit of straight in me unfortunately, i hate that place. We all band together to stick it back to them.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / No Prob

« on: October 07, 2002, 05:16:00 AM »

Got a troubled teen? Newton's the man, qualified in the field of tough love. That's right. Send em all here, we need you brothers and friends. We'll accomodate there sweet ass with a killer blue chair and don't forget that 7 oz. cup of bug juice between the kick raps. Oh, I forgot just a little thing, there are a few rules and if you break em we'll be forced to torture the living hell out of ya. So , you be good now.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Nancy Reagan

« on: September 29, 2002, 02:06:00 PM »

Just say no, I hated that lady and when she came to open meeting it sucked. We were all on high alert, word had it if anyone screwed up they were going to get some serious shit. Then came the goofy songs and the confessions. I remember the bitch wiping tears out of her eyes as if she was saving us from some sort of disaster that was inevitalbly going to happen to us all because we were druggie losers and scumbags.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / wonder

« on: September 27, 2002, 04:40:00 AM »

Maybe, somewhere there is someone? just, could there be freedom in the realm. I know, there is a way to be, just somewhere. You know, we can. Stop, the noid and confusion, Mr. man. Newton, the one, came to pass. I think we will all do good.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / picking up the pieces

« on: September 14, 2002, 11:20:00 AM »

So rightious the ones who developed this program. How successfully they were in control pyschologically and physically. My family is still brainwashed into beleiving the good this program had. One brother of mine still raps up every conversation with I love ya, just like in the old straight days. And my parents still do it. My younger brother though doesn't, and raps up conversations with cool. I like this alot better than anything associated with that shit program. I was held there for over three hell years and even though I have been out for over twenty years I still feel the presence and inevitalbe victory that straight has proclaimed in my family. I have long stopped trying to convince them of how bad straight was because I always get the same crap. I basically have given up on any idea of a normal family life. Actually I still hate my family for everything that I have been put through. It is cool though that one of my brothers got married to a cool girl who's mom was a hippie in the 60's and she grew up around pot. They got married and had a baby about 6 months ago and he is alittle more on my side of the realm than with the rest of the family. A little releif.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / screwed

« on: September 08, 2002, 10:15:00 PM »

Isn't it fun being a prodigy. Just think, we could be a part of a new generation, one in whole. Perhaps, there is the plausible cause of freedom. The kind that exist only in the inner mind. One of Love and security, in the wholsome priority. I would have liked the sense of family acceptance. Just like I always thought it would be like in the so called future. The one that straight wanted to exist in the frame of mind that could only be deceptive. weird ain't it?

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / druggie friends

« on: September 07, 2002, 06:18:00 PM »

The legendary druggie friend myth. Straight made it out that anyone who smoked weed was the devil or an ass hole. They turned my family against alot of friends. I find it disgusting all these rules and regulations that were put on us. Thank God we're all out of there now.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / waste of time

« on: September 01, 2002, 07:21:00 AM »

If I calculated all the time wasted at straight plus the after effects with problems resulting from the brainwashing of my parents{who buy the way still give money to straight inc. because I found all the receipts stashed away in my dad's file cabinet}I couldn't estimate all the greif that place caused me. Can we all get together and let it be known what the damages are. Strong love is like no love at all. I hurts. I feel like I really have no family now because straight turned them against me. They are still against me and me against them. This is the only way I can maybe put up a fight. Can we humiliate Sembler. Take away some of his freakin money and put it to a good cause. All he cares about is money anyway.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / straight control

« on: March 15, 2002, 01:01:00 PM »

Straight. What a place. Get sat on by five or six guys. Get told your a piece of shit, get sent to an intake room to get beat up and yelled at. Be deprived of food and sleep. Be forced to participate in rituals of singing stupid songs and doing hand movements to get called on. Sit your ass up straight. Get stood up for stupid shit and get yelled at by hundreds of peers spiting in your face. I'm really starting to like this place. Sounds like home. This is the real Mccoy boy. Nothing like southern hospitality. Nancy Reagan got her way, that bitch. And to think, this still goes on under different alias, unbeleivable. What about the belt loop deal. I could go on forever but I am starting to feel noxious. Later on cats and let's get together to petition the government, too much money bribery in the Republican party for that though, bummer.