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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / I smell a fart
« on: January 05, 2005, 02:43:00 PM »
Every time I think about straight Inc. I feel a big stomach ache coming up. I start seeing Newtons face and I feel sick. I am working with my feelings. I am trying to get in touch with my awful self. What a bunch of bullogna.Thinking about this place brings back bad smells and thoughts like the taste of peanut butter after a hard days flapping of the hands.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Republicans from Bush Hell
« on: September 16, 2004, 12:31:00 PM »
Why is it that every single black person was refused from the Newton system? How is it that I made my way down candy ass lane without a paddle, so to say. Who could refuse a reject, without saying , I love You. Is theree life after straight? These are just a few of the questions that I juggle with. If there is a thing as a Sembler, can I just get through? No matter who you are it doesn't matter. We are just pawns on a table. The money thing doesn't matter any more. I am not here to fool with anyone.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / straight sucks
« on: September 15, 2004, 01:08:00 PM »
I wonder what good old Dr. Newton is doing now? After paying off the 4.5 million to one soul, he really must be exhausted now. It would be nice to distribute the cash for us all, since I beleive we were all tortured; maybe some worse than others. I kinda liked it when four or five guys got to sit on you on the concrete floor with group raging and launging. Maybe a spork scar on my arm will make good old Newty better. I hope they have plenty of peanut butter and bug juice for the good old Dr.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / The Straight Story
« on: January 22, 2004, 04:32:00 PM »
If only hollywood knew what the possibilities are. What great material. A bunch of crazed kids sitting in blue chairs until their butts rotted or they caught lice or pinkeye. Love ya, the parent rant as the microphone rounds the room. Ohhh, there's a mom of a misbehavor, We need some serious emotion now. Then the star of the show comes out, "Heeeere's Johnnnny", it's Jack Nicholson in his starring role as the crazy Dr. Newton. There are unlimited possibilities to this script.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Dr. Newton
« on: January 14, 2004, 12:17:00 PM »
William Rollins Rollin' a fatty, can you beleive that guy? He rolled a bunch of fake joints one day and threw them in group. (What a waste of good rolling papers} Rockin out in group to Zeppelin. (Penalty=being sat on by 5 guys on concrete till you can't breath or feel anything) Not participating in Zippedeedoodah (consequense=being poked to death and stood up and spit on) I'm comin' home. Why is it one girl get's millions of dollars for sueing Newton and the rest of us will never get anything because she probably took all of his freakin money. I think we all suffered, thus we should all equally get some of the pie (afterall, I spent over 3 years in St. Pete Hell, and now for over 20 years, my parents still say it was the greatest thing ever) I've been outcasted, made to feel like a loser, I still have lousy dreams about these nightmares almost every fuckin night.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Straight Sucks Now and Will always SUCK
« on: January 13, 2004, 04:16:00 PM »
Feb. 20, 1981

A day I will never forget, This is the day I got tricked into going to straight. I spent 3 and a half years in there starting from this day. Yep, all my teenage years, no dating, raps all day and then the M.I. at night, newcomers. I really resent this program, worst yet my parents still think it was the best thing ever. I have nightmares about this place. Can anyone else relate. Being sat on, started over after months and months of trying. Even after I got out time after time my parents would remind me how I'm not applying my program. Dr. Newton, the evil one. That bastard. I would like the whole wide world to know what type of evils went on in the hope of supposed love, that is tough love. This is the first time in two years that I have contacted this web site. I just can't get this shit out of my head. I feel like I was suffocated with these rules.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / straight incorporated 81-84
« on: April 26, 2003, 02:46:00 PM »
Does anybody know of any of the ex straights getting together here in Orlando to protest Newton and all the hell we were put through. I just want to set the record straight and would like everybody out there to know the real truth behind all the lies and propaganda. I get sick to my stomach when I hear my dad say that I deserved everything that I had coming to me. I should let it go, but I just like to fight for what I beleive in, and trust me, being deprived of sleep, food, not being trusted, always made to feel bad, always feeling guilty, getting sat on by five guys at one time on the freakin concrete floor. Peanut butter diet. I was so screwed up when I finally got out of there after over three years of hell in that place. I really want everybody to know the truth, because I would hate to see the same thing that happened to me and still is happening to me happen to anyone else. Remember all those stupid songs we had to sing. My family told all of my relatives that I was a drug addict and now for the rest of my life I have that stigma. It almost makes a man turn to the bottle for support. Just the other day straight came up in a converstation. I told my dad that it really screwed me up, he chuckled, you deserved every minute of what you got, but dad what about all the abuse, getting sat on and threatened with the psych ward, he doesn't see the true picture. The other day, I was sitting over at a friends house when this girl walked in and said I know you from somewhere, I didn't say anything, but I recognized her immidietely. Well after about 10 minutes, I looked at her and said I met you in straight. Her eyes got big, the look on her face was in disbelief. She described her life almost as bad as mine has been. Her parents are against her and she was led into a life of prostitution and hard drugs. I'm glad I don't do hard drugs anymore, but it just makes you feel real bad. write me back here if anyone out there has any ideas or wants to pursue maybe going after these scum bags. Newton and Sembler are on top of the list.

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The Seed Discussion Forum / straight st. pete 81-84
« on: April 26, 2003, 02:26:00 PM »
Was anyone here in st. pete between those years. The thing I hated about straight was that not only did we get screwed over, but they managed to screw my whole entire family against me even to this very day. My old man will die thinking he was right and will never ever admit that the program could have been bad. Sucks, I still have night mares about it and I have seen alot of lives destroyed as a result of tough love.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Straight sucks
« on: February 24, 2003, 02:08:00 PM »
Why the hell do we still have sembler as an ambassodor, what an embarrassment. First he fucks us and now he is elected as a representative for our government. If there is anything I can do to help I will in the name of God. Hey Ginger, Bill and everyone else, I wish everyone the best. Peace

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / crock of shit
« on: December 14, 2002, 09:09:00 AM »
Does anyone remeber the night newton came out and grabbed leigh ann by the hair and slammed her aga8inst the concrete, I do, what about all the constant abuse and threats of being taken out and having the shit beat out of you. anyone remember mike daniels, who had to sit in the intake room with no lights, only peanut butter and nbo one allowed to speak to him. To get tortured and sat on with 5 or 6 big dudes for rockin out to zeppelin. No druggie ties, how this fucked up everything socially for us and mentally we were gone. Let's have a song, zippeddeeeeedooodaa

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / crazy
« on: December 14, 2002, 08:36:00 AM »
I entered straight in feb. of 81, I will never forget that day. I thought I was going to a shrink, I had no idea what was about to happen. Last night I was at a friends house here in Orlando. Shootin the shit and in comes a girl and a guy and from the moment I saw the person I knew she was in straight with me. She flipped and I flipped and we talked alot about the program. Her name is Lauri McMasters, I told her we are trying to help out the present and make changes so no more straights can cause damage. She was 100 percent behind me and I am spreading the word to any other people. It would be nice if some more orlando people came out and spoke up. How about straight victims that need support and help from the cruel ways we have endured still putting up with the straight crap because they brainwashed my family so freakin good. Can we actually make a difference and make people realize how harmful these programs are. Is it right to have 5 people sit on you and when they get off you lost all your feelings. Is it right to restrict peop0le from sleep when they are growing up. Is it right to use food as a motivational tool. Is it right to constantly be put down and told you are a druggie loser and scumbag. All in the name of newton and tough love. We need more help in orlando.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / setup
« on: December 08, 2002, 04:19:00 AM »
I get the funny feeling we're all being set up, like straight. seeee ya

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / good odd days
« on: December 05, 2002, 02:49:00 PM »
always the same, we be afraid, yet the game, maybe it's me, just alittle you? a theme for me and dudes,  to play, only insignificant, shit, this is the illusion of the sight.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / jesus christ superstar
« on: November 21, 2002, 07:43:00 AM »
Jesus is a long haired freak in an old V.W. Van. He has a spare bike on the back. A donkey lives in the back yard making decisions on world issues. Hemp thrives in the back yard. The only problem is there is a man named figgy newton that lives next door. Even though they don't really get along, they exist together. Sooner or later, and not sooner than later a man comes to the door. The saga is building, yet I am yawning.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / good grief
« on: November 19, 2002, 07:57:00 AM »
I'm a outsider lookin in. No one ever recognizes me. Just the glow of the reflection. I enjoy smoking the herb delight. I have been guilty of imbibing in other delecates, yet my older body won't permit anymore and the old heart won't allow. Still the weed supreme speaks out. Subjects of lost humanity. The kind that does not like happiness, just the controling type. Go figure.

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