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The Seed Discussion Forum / Re: cain't help but think
« on: January 13, 2010, 07:48:45 AM »
Oh, Cyndee. That would truly be a wonderful thing. One at a time we'd stand them up and blast them with our words. All those names they called us, all those horrible, horrible things.

Were you also in all three places like your brother? When?

I'm glad to see you here again, Cyndee.

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The Seed Discussion Forum / Re: 1974 Lauderdale
« on: January 03, 2010, 01:17:01 PM »
"I got it from day one when I was still in the front row with the cotton in my mouth."

I'm laughing because I just had that memory flash a couple of days ago. "Take the cotton out of your ears and stick it in your mouth."

And Spectrum House. Sheesh. I almost got started over when I was an oldcomer because I visited that place. I'm pretty sure that was the name of it. Some chick (another oldcomer) ratted me out when I told her I'd gone. She was staying overnight at my house. For the life of me, I can't think why she was there, or her name now.

I wish sometimes the memories would either go away or come flooding back in full force. I just remembered the two girls who carpooled from Miami to Lauderdale. Haven't thought of them in years

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The Seed Discussion Forum / Re: what were some of those staff members first and last names
« on: January 03, 2010, 12:59:37 PM »
MacClenny (I misspelled it before) is the state hospital (mental institution). It's near Jacksonville, in the town of MacClenny. The real name of it is Northeast Florida State Hospital. We always just called it MacClenny.

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The Seed Discussion Forum / Re: what were some of those staff members first and last names
« on: January 03, 2010, 10:18:23 AM »
I remember an Annie from Lauderdale. She was younger than me by a few years and I was 16. There was Susie, Doreen (redhead, skinny), Penny (?), some chick I can't remember her name, but remember her face. She sat w/me at my first open house when I talked with my mother. I said something like, "I'm only supposed to say good things, right?"

The open house--much later but I was still on the friggin' front row--was when I mouthed off. I was quickly escorted out of the room. Don't remember who the staff was. There were two of them, my parents and me in a back room. I was threatened with MacClenney if I didn't stay. I stayed. Escorted back to the meeting, told the audience I was sorry. Doreen got pissed when they broke out into applause. That was when I learned to play the game.

I wish I knew last names.

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The Seed Discussion Forum / Re: 1974 Lauderdale
« on: January 02, 2010, 10:07:13 AM »
"stack jones doesn't fuck with anybody."

I'd really like to believe you, but I know better from what I've seen here in this forum. Hell, what you just wrote to none-ya is what I'm talking about. Steer your anger to where and to whom it belongs. A lot of us are in the same boat--trying to deal with all that happened to us. We came here, at least I did, looking for answers, support, some understanding maybe.

I've never been bothered by any of the delusional fantasies of yours re Barker or any of the other monsters. But when you tell another survivor to fuck off, well, IMHO, that's where you step over the line and start fucking with people.

You're fortunate that you have family members, a strong support system that know exactly what the fuck you experienced. Most of us don't. I'm asking that you try to remember that before you start fucking with people here. :peace:

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The Seed Discussion Forum / Re: 1974 Lauderdale
« on: January 01, 2010, 06:54:33 PM »
Quote from: "none-ya"
Guet22 wrote
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I've spent some time reading old threads--haven't seen the pro-Seed commenters you mentioned. Really just a lot of shit from someone who's really sick. Don't waste my time reading them once I've seen the subject title.
"22" If you read a lot of the old posts, then you would know who it is you've talkink with.
(I'm just sayin')

I read a lot of them, none-ya, thanks. I tend to give people the benefit of doubt until I'm personally involved. Considering Stack was the only one to reply to my very first post, I commend him for that. He starts fucking with me, well, that's another story.  :karma:

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