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Feed Your Head / A Scanner Darkly--Philip K. Dick
« on: March 31, 2005, 09:15:00 PM »
This book has been made into a film set for release in September.  The movie has been directe by Richard Linklater, of Slacker and Waking Life fame, and is shot in the same style as waking life.

The plot revolves around the use of drugs and an addict who is either hallucinating that he is a narc or a narc that has become an addict.  Interesting takes on drug use, addiction, and drug treatment.  Philip K. Dick is one f the trippiest SF writers of the last century, and this one, written in 1977, is one of his finest works.

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Feed Your Head / Please Kill Me by Legs McNeil
« on: March 04, 2005, 01:21:00 PM »
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/ ... 05-9680016



This is a great book about the history of American punk rock.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / On The Beach, Again
« on: March 03, 2005, 09:56:00 PM »
This is a post made by Trekker Jag a while back.  I think it's worth repeating here:



A loyal Straightling, a misbehaver, and a copout were all walking on the same stretch of beach one day, and each of them saw a glint of metal shining in the distance. They all ran to it and reached for it at the same time. They brushed the sand away and a genie lamp was revealed, which a genie proceeded to exit.

"You have freed me from the lamp!" said the grateful genie. "Normally I give the person who releases me three wishes, but I'm not sure which one of you did it, so I am going to give you all one wish each."

"what is your wish?" he asked the Straightling.

The Straightling said, " I wish to live with all the other Straightlings on Straight Island, a place of our own were we can have raps, sing Straight songs, and be Straightlings and never have to see druggies and ungrateful straight survivors again."

POOF--It happens.

To the misbehaver, the genie asked "What is your wish?"

The misbehaver replied "I want to torture Dr. Newton and all the other executive staff for 10000 years with them never dying but constantly in pain , at a Straight-like facility that is staffed by other misbehavers that has only Straight executive Staff enrolled as clients."

POOF--It happens.

The copout and the genie are left standing on the beach. The genie asks the copout, "What is your wish?"

The copout replies, "Let me see--all the Straightlings are on an island in the middle of the ocean where I'll never see them again, and Miller, Ruthie, and all the other Straight execs are being tortured for the next ten thousand years?"

"That is correct", said the genie.

The copout smiled.   "I think I'll have a beer" he said.

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Do any of you remember being told that "you stopped maturing when you started getting high"?

Of course, the only way to get around that was to practice Stepcraft, write MIs, and confront people in  group sessions.  Sitting in  a chair for 12 hours a day and singing "Zipadee-Do-Dah" were touted as being  effective measures, too.

I also remember Steve Meade telling the group that we had to "change our beliefs", as if that could happen magically, without evidence to support the basis for such a change.

Just another example of stupid bullshit I was exposed to at the Straight Funtime Camp for Druggie Teens.

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Let It Bleed / This guy was weird.......or maybe just weirded me out....
« on: February 22, 2005, 04:40:00 PM »
I remember being in California, years ago, and going to a hotel room to do a deal.  The TV was tuned to this guy, televangelist Gene Scott.  I laughed and said "You're not actually watching this guy, are you?"  as I did my smack.

The dealer looked at me seriously and replied "Gene Scott is one of the most informed men in the country" he replied, doing his dope.

Within a minute, as if on cue, Gene Scott started commenting on "people abusing the opium poppy".  

Damn weird.




Televangelist Gene Scott Dies at Age 75

Tue Feb 22, 4:55 AM ET   U.S. National - AP
 


LOS ANGELES - Gene Scott, the shaggy-haired, cigar-smoking televangelist whose eccentric religious broadcasts were beamed around the world, has died, a family spokesman said. He was 75.
   

Scott died Monday after suffering a stroke, said the spokesman, Robert Emmers.


The longtime pastor of Los Angeles University Cathedral began hosting a nightly television broadcast of Bible teaching in the mid-1970s. His University Network eventually aired a nightly talk show and Sunday morning church services on radio and television stations in about 180 countries.


Scott's church, a Protestant congregation of more than 15,000 members, raised millions of dollars through round-the-clock Internet and satellite TV broadcasts, where he would demand of viewers: "Get on the telephone!" to donate.


In some of his speeches, Scott would deliver complex lectures on Biblical languages to make points about the meaning of faith. But he also spoke on current events, sometimes lacing his sermons with profanity.


He supported the war in Iraq (news - web sites). "Iraq is a threat to the world," he said in a 2003 speech posted on his Web site. "So kick the hell out of 'em, George."


Recognizable by his mane of white hair and scruffy beard, Scott never stuck to a conventional format in his talk show. He sometimes smoked on the show and once wore glasses with eyes pasted on them.


Unlike other televangelists, Scott's sermons did not condemn homosexuality, abortion or other hot-topic sexual issues. He argued such issues were a personal choice.


Scott, the son of a traveling preacher, had a lavish lifestyle that included a chauffeured limousine, contact with political bigwigs and, he claimed, 300 horses.


But he also spent lavishly on charity. After a fire badly damaged the Los Angeles Central Library, he organized a telethon that raised $2 million. In 2002, Scott gave $20,000 to save the Museum in Black from eviction. The museum has some 5,000 items from the slave and civil rights eras.


Scott came under scrutiny by authorities on several occasions, including by the state attorney general's office in 1977, which suspected him of fraud. The investigation was dropped, however, after the Legislature passed a law barring prosecution of civil fraud against tax-exempt religious organizations.

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Feed Your Head / Turn On Your Mind
« on: February 22, 2005, 03:40:00 PM »
Turn On Your Mind--Four Decades of Great Psychedelic Rock

by Jim DeRogatis


Really well-written informative guide to some of the best druggie music out there.  Heavy praise for Roky Erickson and the 13th Floor Elevators.

Too many other cool bands to mention here, but they go from the Beach Boys to Tool, with Cocteau Twins and Digital Underground in between.

Good list of psychedelic albums, includes post-2000 bands as well.

Break out the stereo and TBPITW, this one'll have you running for the record store......

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Kevin Lowe, Sr. Staff during my time in St. Pete Straight, was a fucking prick.  He got off on his weirdo power trip and seemed to enjoy fucking with people, particularly if they were small or nonaggressive. He choked some really small kid, holding him up against the wall until the kid passed out. What a tough guy.

 He also used to boast of his "occult past" and talked about how he had cast spells and played with ouija boards and how he believed all that shit was real--"the Devil really IS speaking to you through those Sabbath records you druggies listen to", etc.  Once he spoke of his use of Tarot cards and how "the cards didn't make any sense when I tried to predict my future beyond age 18.....that's how I know that I would be dead if it weren't for Straight...."  It pisses me off to think that some superstitious moron like him had power over us.

What a fucking nut case.  I remember him doing some fucked up candlelight rap where he was acting like he was the ghost of fathe rtime or some shit like that, like some Straight inc. version of A Xmas  Carol and he was taking you through the ghost story  of druggies, past present and future and talking like he was some sort of spiritual guru.  

I hear he is married to a former Straight client and that they are involved in some Xtian cult these days.  I sincerely hope that he dies an agonizing, horrible death, like maybe lightning striking the church steeple, it falling on him and pinning him to the ground, where weasels rip his genitals apart until he bleeds to death.

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This is a true story that happened a few years ago.  It's kind of embarrassing, but I told somebody I would post it, so here goes.....

I was a Christian for about three days.  I had been up for close to a week, shooting speedballs and smoking freebase, when I had to go to this guy's house to pay him for some body work he had done on a classic car I was restoring.  I didn't know it beforehand, but the guy turned out to be an evangelical christian.  I was pretty whacked from cocaine psychosis and lack of sleep, and ended up praying with him and accepting Jesus into my life.

After that, I would pray before shooting up smack, asking god to bless my needle and spoon, and say stuff like "Praise Jesus" or "Amen! Halleluia!" while I was enjoying the rush.  I would read the pocket-size bible the guy gave me while I was waiting to score more dope.  I blessed my freebase pipe, too.

A couple of days of this, and I finally got some sleep.  I woke up, fixed, and felt kind of ridiculous about the whole thing---after all, shooting smack with Jesus wasn't any better than shooting smack without him.  In fact, it was worse.  Not from guilt or anything, but all that damn praying wasted valuable time that could have been spent indulging in the Golden Dream of The Heroin Dragon.  Plus, I felt like I was selling out my old buddy Satan, who was actually pretty cool to party with.....

I look back at this as one of those psychotic, drug-induced episodes that I have put behind me, like going out into the field behind my house at 4AM and shooting my mini-14 or my SKS at stuff that wasn't there the next day went I went to look at it.   I'm still kind of embarrassed by it, most of my friends have no idea about it, and I just write it off as a really fucked up cocaine binge.  Glad that shit's over with.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Gonna get drunk w/ a friend from Str8
« on: February 10, 2005, 05:42:00 PM »
A friend of mine from Str8 (actually, one of only two people I knew from there that I would consider a friend) is coming into town tomarrow.  We plan on bar hopping and getting drunk as hell.  I helped him get out of Straight.  I was going to court (a futile attempt by Straight to have me court ordered) and he gave me a phone # which I stashed in my shoelaces.  He was over 18 and being held against his will.  I called the number and told them what was going on, and the guy I called got a lawyer for him.  He got out about a month or so after I did.  Glad I could help.  During the last couple of weeks I was there,(Oct./Nov. 1983) we misbehavers/noncompliers formed our own "support group".  This helped to dilute the firepower of the Straightlings and left them with two options:  Either spend all of their time and effort dealing with us (there were about ten of us at any given time), in which case no one was "getting Straight", or they could remove us from the group, which was what we wanted anyway.  There were enough of us to where it was not practical to isolate all of us, so we hung out in intake rooms or the bathroom, enduring occasional confrontations, but mostly talking about what we were going to do when we got out.  

I'd like to thank each and every one of you guys (and you supportive girls, too) who participated in our "mass misbehavior" that overloaded the circuits of the group.  You made it much more bearable than it would have been otherwise.  There was strength in our numbers, and once we reached a "critical mass", there was nothing those assholes could really do about it---and with less and less Straightbots to contain us, our numbers inevitably grew.  I appreciate the help and support, and I'm sure J.S. and I will drink a toast or ten to you this weekend.  Thanks again! ::cheers::  ::cheers::  :smokin:

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Open Free for All / The Dao of Steven Wright
« on: January 29, 2005, 12:02:00 PM »
1. I'd kill for a Nobel Peace Prize.

2. Borrow money from pessimists -- they don't expect it back.

3. Half the people you know are below average.

4. 99% of lawyers give the rest a bad name.

5. 42.7% of all statistics are made up on the spot.

6 . A conscience is what hurts when all your other parts feel so good.

7 . A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory.

8 . If you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain.

9. All those who believe in psycho-kinesis, ! raise my hand.

10. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the
cheese.

11. I almost had a psychic girlfriend but she left me before we met.

12. OK, so what's the speed of dark?

13. How do you tell when you're out of invisible ink?

14. If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked
something.

15. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.

16. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane.

17. Ambition is a poor excuse for not having enough sense to be lazy.

18. Hard work pays off in the future, laziness pays off now.

19. I intend to live forever -- so far, so good.

20. If Barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her friends?

21. Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines.

22. What happens if you get scared half to death twice?

23. My mechanic told me, "I couldn't repair your brakes, so I made your
horn louder."

24. Why do psychics have to ask you for your name?

25. If at first you don't succeed, destroy all evidence that you tried.

26. A conclusion is the place where you got tired of thinking.

27. Experience is something you don't get until just after you need it.

28. The hardness of the butter is proportional to the softness of the
bread.

29. To steal ideas from one person is plagiarism; to steal from many is
research.

30. The problem with the gene pool is that there is no lifeguard.

31. The sooner you fall behind, the more time you'll have to catch up.

32. The colder the x-ray table, the more of your body is required to be
on it.

33. Everyone has a photographic memory; some just don't have film

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I wonder about this some times.  Was there anyone who was in both programs?  Or was in Straight during Virgil's tenure and had a sibling in KIDS?

Straight fucking sucked, but nobody stayed there for THIRTEEN FUCKING YEARS (Lulu Corter, you have my deepest sympathy)!!!!

As we all know, the psychotic fuckwad that is Virgil Miller Newton was the "Clinical Director" of Straight, and from talking to some of you guys, Straight was at it's worst when he was the HFIC (Head Fuckwad In Charge), but he had no one to answer to at KIDS, except, perhaps, Ruthie (and then only on the special nights where she would wear her dominatrix outfit).

Virgil was a real fucker---no doubt about that, but I wonder if KIDS was worse due to him being completely in charge, or was it less severe because of the lawsuits brought against Straight?

Just curious.....

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Quote
On 2005-01-25 20:40:00, Antigen wrote:


But there's a new wrinkle. The Maderia Beach commission who held that hearing (Code and Zoning, I guess?) also taped it. In one of his statements, Virgil essentially called anybody who thought he were qualified to provide drug treatment crazy.



So then... WTF had he been doing at Straight and KIDS for all those damned years!?



And mind you, this wasn't anyone's idea but his own. Just out of the blue, more or less, as the neighbors were pointing out how many promises he'd broken before. Virgil was trying to disparrage their credibility by remininding everyone that these same people had thought he were going to open another rehab.


Does this mean we can sue him for malpractice?  

Seriously, I think this admission that Virgil made speaks volumes regarding the fraudulent nature of his so-called "treatment methods".  In addition to the abuses perpetrated and made possible by this shit-filled polyp of a priest, we now have an admission that the semen-slurping scumfuck had no clue whatsoever regarding drug treatment.  It seems to me, and I am by no means an expert, that this constitutes fraud, and that it was of an organized nature.  What are the statutes of limitations regarding the RICO act?   This fucker needs to be sodomized in a prison cell for a long, long time (something he said would happen to me if I didn't 'work the steps').  Virgil and that truly disgusting coozebag of a wife of his, the repulsively vile Ruth Ann (who, I have heard, is actually a transexual babboon) actively lied to tens of thousands of victims and their families in order to profit from the 'drug-treatment' racket that they ran, and that is one of the least of their crimes.  This foul-smelling couple of turds are now in the process of continuing their cultish capers, as is evidenced by the mental midgets that showed up in support of the old rectal rash at the zoning hearing.  I do find it rather amusing that the deranged old coot and his puss-filled cuntbag of a mate felt the need to call for protection from the Pinellas County Sheriff.  This causes me to laugh, as it indicates that the aging, decrepit dog turds are in some state of fear and anxiety regarding their personal safety.  The old pretend-priest and his copraphagic cunt are finally beginning to reap the rewards of their antics from years past, and I hope the shit piles higher and higher on their faces.  A lot of people here hate Sembler more than Virgil and Ruthie; I don't-- to me, Sembler was just a faceless bureaucrat.  Don't get me wrong, I hate him, too, but the disdain I feel for Virgil and Ruthie is of biblical and epic proportions, due to the fact that I had to put up with those assholes and their foul stench as part of the daily torture that was Straight, Inc.  It brings joy to me knowing that they are being thwarted, but it would bring me more joy to see him pay for his crimes.

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Feed Your Head / Everything You Know Is Wrong
« on: October 13, 2004, 10:55:00 AM »
http://www.cafepress.com/disinfo.7895030


Cool book from Disinformation.  Includes a couple of quotes from Antigen in an chapter that contains references to Straight, Safe, etc.  Good stuff.

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Let It Bleed / Blue Oyster Cult book out
« on: September 20, 2004, 05:41:00 PM »

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