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Mission Mountain School / Where would you be without MMS?
« on: May 05, 2005, 03:20:00 AM »
No everything is not my fault all the time. I alway have a part, though in most instances there is always two sides. You know what your doing wasn't asked for, I don't think you know me and I didn't ask you to take my inventory from the little you have read. What I was saying about fortitude is that MMS was not easy it was hard. And I do beleive that anyone that followed through with it had backbone, strength, or whatever you want to decipher that as.
And what right or power do you have to be slicing up Aileens world and telling her its wrong. A big part about me not being in MMS especially when I got out was having my own experience, and not haviing someone to tell me what to eat or when to pee, or how to think! Cultlike? Brainwashing?
Look I have no idea, what the answer is. This doesn't feel like a solution I feel like I am getting squeezed off of this thing--If I don't join--then see ya--thats what it feels like.
And I am not faking that I am an Alcoholic and I am sure you know what alcoholism is?? I go to AA, and the way I drank was never normal. I never felt normal, and when I went to MMS I got glimpses of feeling apart of. And something that John said to me was "to go out into the world and always remember to create a community around you" So I have been active Daily in AA for abit now.
I don't think I want to be apart of this website anymore, I feel like I have said my peice and hopefully someone heard something, I have learned alot on this web-site and that welcome thing I was talking about earlier feeling welcomed, and like there is a place for me---this isn't it right now. I feel sad because well I think I know a lot of you and I think that we should beable to talk about it--I hope that everyone here knows that I care about MMS and I especially care about the people the girls. -H
And what right or power do you have to be slicing up Aileens world and telling her its wrong. A big part about me not being in MMS especially when I got out was having my own experience, and not haviing someone to tell me what to eat or when to pee, or how to think! Cultlike? Brainwashing?
Look I have no idea, what the answer is. This doesn't feel like a solution I feel like I am getting squeezed off of this thing--If I don't join--then see ya--thats what it feels like.
And I am not faking that I am an Alcoholic and I am sure you know what alcoholism is?? I go to AA, and the way I drank was never normal. I never felt normal, and when I went to MMS I got glimpses of feeling apart of. And something that John said to me was "to go out into the world and always remember to create a community around you" So I have been active Daily in AA for abit now.
I don't think I want to be apart of this website anymore, I feel like I have said my peice and hopefully someone heard something, I have learned alot on this web-site and that welcome thing I was talking about earlier feeling welcomed, and like there is a place for me---this isn't it right now. I feel sad because well I think I know a lot of you and I think that we should beable to talk about it--I hope that everyone here knows that I care about MMS and I especially care about the people the girls. -H