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Let It Bleed / How many ex seedling/straightling dead heads?
« on: January 25, 2006, 12:00:00 PM »
I kinda figured there'd be plenty of ya. It's no wonder we never met either. Since I split the seed in 74 and went west and the seed/straight were an east coast thing. I lived in Berkely delivering pizzas in the eighties and saw hundreds of shows in places I could walk home from. My dog would wait outside and guide me home no matter how high I was. I once got in to a sold out greek theater show by loading a bag with pizzas and putting Rock Scully' name on a phoney tag. I just headed back stage like I belonged there and everyone stepped aside and let me in. A hot pizza has tremendous power over the wills of men. Once in I gave away the pizzas to some roadies and headed into the crowd lost in a sea of tie dyed hippies. Good times.

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The Seed Discussion Forum / My Moral Inventories
« on: January 17, 2006, 03:16:00 AM »
After 14 months on my 10 to 10 that's alot of MI's to be scrutinized by oldcomers. I don't remeber many details but I do remember them being like home work. Math homework but with language. There were only a certain number of acceptable entries and it didn't take long to find them all. It was like a game of checkers as opposed to chess. You can play checkers with me all day and there are only two possable outcomes. I win or it is a draw. I know all the possable combinations so you cant win. A real moral inventory, as was invented by Benjiman Franklin believe it or not, has as many possable combinations as life itself. ie infinate. No dogma involved. Something to help you keep a plan going in life. Gosh, maybe I'll try doing them again......

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The Seed Discussion Forum / "if you don't, she will die"
« on: January 12, 2006, 01:04:00 PM »
Most of the few faces I remember were the people brought kicking and screaming in the doors. Them and the angry screaming faces of the staff. Ahh, the seed memories......

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / dirty joke thread
« on: January 11, 2006, 03:37:00 PM »
That's why I named my penis.... I don't want my decisions being made by a stranger!

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The Troubled Teen Industry / watchdog organisations
« on: January 11, 2006, 01:28:00 PM »
I saw something on the boards about one but can't find it. It seems to me watchdog organisations could be helpfull in protecting the rights of children in these TC based institutions. I wouldn't mind supporting one if I thought they were actually doing some good. I have alot of skill at living in the woods and could monitor some activities covertly with ease.

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Let It Bleed / Help for troubled chickens
« on: January 10, 2006, 11:46:00 PM »
I remember eating key west chickens. The populations were kept down by people like me living on the street eating them. When they chased all the street people off they had a population boom and had to start paying people to trap and remove them. What a wastefull society we have.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / dirty joke thread
« on: January 10, 2006, 12:10:00 PM »
So why is a pub different from a clitorus? Cuz most men can find a pub!  :lol:

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / What is going on here???
« on: January 10, 2006, 11:58:00 AM »
That's why it's a good idea to pick a user name. Then people can read or ignore you depending on why they come here. Many of the bag heads "anonymous" users hide in that bag because they know they'll be ignored if they identified themselves in any way.

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The Seed Discussion Forum / The Seed Discussion Forum...5 years old!
« on: January 10, 2006, 11:46:00 AM »
If only I had known about this site back then I could be so much farther ahead with my healing. The last employer I outlived(natural causes) was proffesor emeritus of the psychiatry department at Harvard. He died several years ago. I wonder how much he could have helped. We were friends and respected each other. I have no doubt he could have shed some light on these dark topics. He certainly would have helped. He was incredably kind and had true compassion for the human condition. As far as I'm concerned and can discern he dedicated his life to helping ease human suffering. He was writing his last book on his death bed. He often said things to me like "being clever is not enough" or "the hardest learned lessons are not the best". His death brought me far more greif than the death of my father. He had been incredably kind to me. Maybe The Great Spirit figures I should only have one helper at a time. Now it's you people. Thanks Greg even if you didn't get to me in time for my last helper in life to meet you.

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The Seed Discussion Forum / Another 73/74 Seedling Grad
« on: January 09, 2006, 11:42:00 PM »
Now after that I'm havin a hard time takeing NAM seriously. Maybe it's some form of humor. He might be british. This is the internet after all.

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The Seed Discussion Forum / Another 73/74 Seedling Grad
« on: January 09, 2006, 11:17:00 PM »
yes NAM, that does sound like a denial trip. How appropriate for you to preface your entry so aptly. No one deserves to be told that they are rotten to the core. They couldn't get to my compass to remove it. lucky me. They were not capable of intalling new morals in me because they were idiots and I could see that. I never used to use the word torture to describe the seed until I saw both houses of congress used those terms in their investigations that led to the seed loseing it's federal funding. I was kept as long as I was because they needed money. It had nothing to do with how well I could spout the dogma. I have read of old timers apologizing for keeping people back for that reason at the exact same time it was happening to me. We each deserve our individuality and no one should be aloud to dictate the morals of others. Just the thought of it makes me wonder when the thought police are comeing out of the closets. It has been common practice for centuries to "break peoples compasses" ie kill ther individuality for the gain of "society". Hitler tried it. Chairman Mao tried it. Stalin tried it. It was no better at the seed. Just history repeating itself in a more subtle and insidious way.

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The Seed Discussion Forum / Another 73/74 Seedling Grad
« on: January 09, 2006, 12:41:00 PM »
What gets on my nerves about neils posts is even though he has now admited the seed wasn't perfect is his harping on how we had a choice in how it affected us. The whole point of being "programmed" was to remove us from being able to make choices for ourselves. The lack of sleep, the monotonous food, the white painted featureless environment, the constant repitition of phrases defined as THEY chose, the peer pressure groups, constant humiliation for no reason or worse being tortured because you thought there was any good in the world outside the seed. These things were all designed to erase our morals and to some extent even our personalities. This way our minds would feel the need to change our axiology to something that weould allow us to eat and sleep ie survive, as obviously we would die if we didn't. All designed to remove our ability to choose anything at all in any part of our life. I was never allowed to choose anything at all about my life. It was follow blindly repeat what was told to me or be punished for it. After the seed I suppose I could have chosen to see it as a good thing but that would have been pretty stupid of me since not one good thing came from it. Jail could have kept me off drugs more effectively while doing less harm to me. I would have learned more responsability from owning a dog than all that seed drivel. Perhaps a few lucky individuals had some choices but they were the exeption not the rule in my experience.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / why do i feel bad for this???
« on: January 04, 2006, 12:11:00 AM »
You feel bad because you know it will cause distress to the children punished. They will be punished because they need to learn about actions and consequences. You feel bad because you have compasion and would lessen their pain if you could because that's what compasionate people do. It's ok to do what is best for the children as long as it is tempered with kindness. That gives your compasion purpose even if it doesn't eliminate their discomfort in learning, it can help even if that help was that you didn't hunt them down and throw rocks at them. The harshest learned lessons in life are not always the best. Every act of kindness counts and if you hadn't felt bad you would have less fuel for your next act of kindness.

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The Seed Discussion Forum / Another 73/74 Seedling Grad
« on: January 01, 2006, 11:24:00 PM »
Looking back through the baghead responses I see at least neil did respond. He says it's not  his concern .... hmmm ... he could care less, as long as he got his so what about everyone else. I guess it's the american way......

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The Seed Discussion Forum / Another 73/74 Seedling Grad
« on: January 01, 2006, 11:17:00 PM »
Well if you consider these forums and the books written about the seed as anectdotal then some of my info is. As far as my personal experience goes every seedling I have met since or know of from my days there had joined other cults or deadinsaneorinjail to use the common vernacular. I have no personal experience with a single seed success story and have only ever heard one here on these forums. Until comeing here I had no idea there were any pro seed people who were not still in the bussiness. I'm not aiming anything at your head or your apples. I'm trying to inspire compasion. Still no response to my questions.

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