I did one speaking engagement, at the Lions Club. I don't know what they do, but it was a roomful of older men, 50ish, who all looked like drunks. I said crap I didn't mean, too. My mother's husband was with me and he hated my guts. I wasn't interested in being started over, plain and simple.
I did the Straight Talk radio show, too. The topic was PCP. Of course I didn't say that I loved the stuff and really missed it! LOL
You know, I've had a copy of that on cassette tape for nearly 20 years and have never once listened to it.