YEAH RIGHT! you guys thought paul was "chill" and "foxy"? that motherfucker was neither. sure, we all thought so at the time, but i had a hard time being around him because of how much they shamed me about my sexuality. so i acted weird around him, tried to be friends with him, but i had a hard time because he made me uncomfortable. hello hormones! hello repression! he pressured me into admitting i thought he was attractive, being all like, "why are you so weird around me? you are almost graduating and we have not been able to build a relationship! are you attracted to me?", to boost his ego probably, made me apologize to him, and then reported me to my therapist when i caved, after which i was forced to write an apology letter to him and his family for "sexualizing" him and had to read it in front of the whole group DURING A PARENT VISIT. fucking disgusting. so many girls said to me, "thanks for taking the heat. we all think paul is hot but we don't want to get in trouble!"
FUCK THAT.