well..
my sister found this site and its links last week
kinda propelled me to a time and place thats been
barriccaded with some heavy duty hard won defences
compelled to reply anyway
to make my presence known
my incarceration began 9/17/85 (a foodie?? what the fuck
was that about )
i escaped with the assistance of a bottle of tylenol
that almost killed me xmas of 86
17 months ...ouch
alive, usually well in the east village of nyc
performing artist, pilates instructor, political activist
havent been feeling so well since my recollection
yet i think? it will pass, this sorrow, this rage, ive learned
almost successfully to ignore.
i guess that i am thinking this now
because hope is a useful and precious commodity
naive tthough it may be
my name is missing from the list of names
(Debbie St*m*s)
this did not entirely surprise me because despite
the fact that i did not become outrightly "rebellious"
seeing quite clearly how that would eventually
lead to becoming broken,
i never the less could not lie successfully enough
to be accepted by the "group"
whatever..right
by the way , Andrew D*y is really Andrea
and there was Chrissy Ll**d and that girl
Muriel
who had ravaged fingernails.
Tracey Br**ns death saddens me deeply
and i am interested in knowing how the RIPs
ended up RIP
Question: Has anyone been entirely successful
in forgiving their parents?
deb
i originally posted this on the old list-
noticed there was a new list-
decided to cut and paste it here as well
