I'm still crying from reading it. You did such an amazing job of explaining the program. I can never recount my experience with out becoming tongue-tied and light headed - confused. I have voices of doubt that tell me I'm not telling the truth or, "It wasn't as bad as I describe." Yet here I sit, partly frozen like I could stare into nothing for hours on end, and partly still a child, crying and alone.
After all this time, I'm convinced these episodes will simply always be a part of me.
My mind will never be the same.